Saturday, May 30, 2009


U guys know something?

Im participating in 21km Army Half Marathon!!! =X

Shocking eh... Got force by dear... =p Cos he say I promise him last year but I didnt ran... =/ Jian Xin running also... But sorry to say, he gonna run alone cos dear is running walking with me... =p

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Events update!

Date: 6th June 2009
Event: Youth Gospel Rally
Time:3-6pm
Venue:Grace Jubilee Presbyterian Centre
Details: Worship, MINE, Talk and Dinner. =)

Anyone interested? =)

No harm coming.....

Anyone? Anyone??

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Events update 2

Date: 12th June
Event: Playmax!
Time:11-2pm
Venue: St. Andrew Catherdral
Details: Play to the max! Shop to the max! Cyber to the max! Smart to the max! ETC!
Website: www.playmax.sg

IT's GONNA BE FUN AND ENJOYABLE! =)




Wednesday, May 27, 2009


I dunno what the hack is happening nowadays and I dunno when does it happen... I just feel that everything is going so wrong! And weird!!

Hais.

Didnt do well for AA1... Got to retake again... ): *boohoo*

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Maybe I shouldnt have care so much in the first place... End up got a blame/lecture only...
SO! Im not going to care anymore PROVIDED there's someone's approach....
I shall not be so kind-hearted I suppose... Cos end up get scolding only...

I'm just goin to be myself.... (anyway im used to it for a period of time le).

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Wondering if 2nd Jul still on.....
Probably yes...
But whether or not will I be going, is another thing now......

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Thanks MH for the care and concern.... =)




Wednesday, May 20, 2009


May 20, 2009
Restoring Spiritual Sight
ODB RADIO: Listen Now DownloadREAD: John 9:1-11

The entrance of Your words gives light; it gives understanding to the simple. —Psalm 119:130
Sanduk Ruit is a Nepalese doctor who has used his scalpel, microscope, and simplified cataract surgery technique to give sight to almost 70,000 people over the past 23 years. The poorest patients who visit his nonprofit eye center in Katmandu pay with just their gratitude.

Our Lord Jesus Christ healed many of physical blindness during His time on earth. But of greater concern to Him were the spiritually blind. Many of the religious authorities who investigated the healing of the blind man refused to believe that Jesus was not a sinner (John 9:13-34). This caused Jesus to say, “For judgment I have come into this world, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may be made blind” (v.39).

The apostle Paul wrote of this spiritual blindness when he said, “If our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing, whose minds the god of this age has blinded, who do not believe, lest the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine on them” (2 Cor. 4:3-4).

The psalmist said, “The entrance of Your words gives light” (Ps. 119:130). God’s Word is what will open our eyes and cure spiritual blindness. — C. P. Hia

Come to the Light, ’tis shining for thee!Sweetly the Light has dawned upon me;Once I was blind, but now I can see—The Light of the world is Jesus. —Bliss

A world in darkness needs the light of Jesus.






I used to be a very sociable person.... And whenever we write a positive comments to ourself or people wrote to u, I will get response saying im sociable.... But now, I dun tink so anymore.... I feel im like a self-centered person now... Im no longer sociable... No longer will make new frens, nor have a steady friendship with people.... EXCEPT church brothers and sisters... and my sec sch cliques...

Church friends are eternal and forever......

I felt it this way is bcos even if we die, in the end, we'll meet again in the Kingdom of Heaven... But what about others whom are not christian? They'll be ending up in H, suffering..... I really hope my frens will somehow one day will have the same belief as me... To acknowledge that Jesus is the ONE and ONLY God in this world... But this gospel, is forever the hardest thing that we christians are facing.....

I ask some of my frens to my church on the 6th June for the gospel rally.. Some said that if many people go, they will go.. Some very straightforward and agree to come... Some say will get back to me. (but till now, none of them get my yet) I try my best to help the lost soul, to bring them to noe God. The rest I'll leave it to God and I noe He will do the rest. =)

Back to myself... (sorry tat i lost track)

I dunno what's happening today and I felt neglected... Things have changed when im not ard in sch for a week... Anyway, shall not care......


*all this are just and earthly things*
*I should look up and aim for my Heavenly Kingdom instead. =)*




Monday, May 18, 2009


What is wrong in me? What is the f***ing virus in me? It's been 6 days I'm ill... And this is the first time i fall ill for so long.. and been visitng the doctor in 4 days... ): *sobbing*

Didn't go school today...
And this afternoon keep feeling nausea... And diarrhea for a few times... ): And finally vomited.. ):

Hais...

And what I get in return is G-A-D... sob sob.....



Wo Hen Shang Xin..... ):
im sad...




Sunday, May 17, 2009


Thanks everyone for ur concern.... Thank God my fever has subsided...
But sadly there's an ulcer beside my throat, so im having difficulty in eating and drinking...
And if there's nothing important, please SMS me cos i cant talk! )': If there's important things to ask me, can call and i will try my best to reply u... HAHA! =)

continue to keep me in ur prayer list k... thanks lots!!!

LOVES.




Friday, May 15, 2009


DEAR ALL.... PLEASE KEEP ME IN PRAYER!!
IF MY FEVER STILL NOT FULLY RECOVERED BY TOMORROW, I HAVE TO BE SENT TO HOSPITAL FOR BLOOD TEST FOR SUSPECTED DENGUE AND NEED TO TAKE OTHER INJECTION!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!!! I REALLY WANT TO RECOVER!!!!!

DEAR GOD, PLEASE HEAL ME... AS I'VE BEEN SICK FOR FEW DAYS... PLEASE TAKE AWAY ALL MY ILLNESS AND GIVE ME THE GOOD HEALTH THAT I NEED LORD! IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN!




Thursday, May 14, 2009


I've fallen ill. Yesterday went school for half a day and then went home during lunch time.. Had sore throat in the morning and later in the afternoon had a slight fever and I was under the rain as im cycling from post office to compasspoint....

After I reach home, i took my temperature, it was 38deg... So I had my lunch, take medicine and then went to sleep. But the temperature keep rising and during the evening, my temperature was high up to 39.6deg... I was so afraid la... Cos this is the first time I had such a high fever... So I keep msging dear... Then his mum keep sms and call me and tell me to do this do that.... Then after she sae dear come and bring me to see doctor... And this was also my first time wearing a mask out of the house.... When dear came, I ask him to come up to bring me down cos im feeling very weak... Then wanted to vomit but cant vomit out... So when we were in the lift, (he prepare plastic bag for me le) i feeling like vomiting... He pass me the plastic bag but i couldnt vomit... But when i see the grass, i dash to it and i started vomiting.... Man, it feels sucks... Cos I didnt eat dinner and all i vomit was just liquid.. After finish visiting the doc, he went to buy noodle for me then we went back home.. and while we reach my house doorstep, he said the key is in the car..
-.- and at that point of time, i feel like vomiting again... My cousin is at home but there's no key.. my sis went out... -.- So dear pass me the small plastic bag and i squart outside my house and vomit.. nice experience i tell u... So i sit outside waiting for dear to bring my key...

Dear help me prepare dinner for me... but I only eat few short noodles and I can't eat anymore.. Not even the soup.. Then he ask me to eat medicine, damn it man... the anti-biotic pill is so big can... and i dunno how to swallow pill de lor... Then I cant swallow so i went to break it into half.. =p As usual, when i eat med, dear will definitely scold me de.. Cos i take damn long to swallow 1 pill and i always drink alot of water... =p Then he help me sponge to cool down my temperature and really xin ku him le... and this morning he even tell his boss that he want to take urgent leave cos i sick and he needs to take care of me... I feel so touch la..... bcos of me he take urgent leave to take care of me... =) Thank u so much dear.... <3

Then this morning ard 4plus or so, my fever went back again.... then he continue to help me sponge... My fever ket going on and off.... Then this afternoon went back to his place, and while buyin lunch, my fever went up again... -.- so irritating.... WHen i feel that im feeling cold, then tat's it, fever again liao... So took a shower and i was so damn cold la.... Had a hot porridge and keep feeling very cold... took medicine after that and went back to sleep... THEN..... dear's mum called him and ask him to bring me for an INJECTION!!! After I heard him say yao da ah? (must inject ah), I straight away tell him imfeeling alright le... no need to waste money for injection... im alright already.... can go jogging le.... etc etc... then he laugh... But too bad... got drag to the clinic... ): The doctor inject my butt le.... )': THANK GOD is just a small needle la... thou I didnt see the size of the needle, but she just inject awhile den ok le... After she inject, my right leg feel numb and i couldnt walk properly... Dear said "aiya she no need to walk de la".. Then when we walk out of the clinic, i stretch out my arms and he said wat? Then i told him saying, thought he sae i no need to walk one, which means he gonna piggyback me ma... then he laugh.. hurr.... bluff me lor....make me happy only.... ):

Thank God after the injection, my fever has subsided.... No more fever le... But now just have flu and slight cough... Thank God... After visiting to the clinic, i come back and i falls back to bed again... dear prepare a mattress for me at our small "living area".... felt so cosy.... =) Right now im feeling much better le... perspire alot....... Thanks for all ur concerns and prayer... Had 2 days mc from the doc yesterday and today Dr. Foong give me another mc for tml.... Continue to keep me in ur prayer ya... thanks alot.... =) Cos th doctr say if my fever stil like tat by saturday, i have to go to hospital A&E for blood test and for injection.. =x Current temperature is 36.2deg. THANK GOD! =D

Loves.


(If dear wasn't ard taking care of me, think i wont have the ability to blog here le. Think I'll be at the hospital now.... Thanks dear... love.....)




Tuesday, May 12, 2009


I somehow feel that it's referring to me.....

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Tuesdays is forever a sucky day.....

And that pretty but no brain teacher seriously cannot make it man....
Angry....

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I'm getting more comfortable sharing to him after that incident ba...
But I still need MORE time to accept...
It's not something that just *snap* ur finger and that's it. Things solved.
How I wish it could be this way....

ahhh... God........




Thursday, May 07, 2009


I'm in a damn shitty mood yesterday.. Thot I can have a good time at night... But it turns out like that.... Questions here and there, blame here and there etc....

ahhh FUCK LA!

But I still have a little thankful that I got to talk about things that is hidden in me for damn long time and I manage talk it out face to face... which really need alot of courage to....

Summarise in all - TRUTH ALWAYS HURT.

Leave my life to God.




Wednesday, May 06, 2009


I wasn't sure what's going on.. But I guess it was my wrong. I was just stating my opinion but well....

I feels that im a l-ner in c if j not ard... Im just a S... person... Im not good in relating, not good in socialising... ):

No one will know how I feel inside me... Only God. But I tense to forget about Him when Im down.. Im sorry Lord. ):

I really really need someone to be here with me.... Just a hug for me Im fine.. But I really need someone's company..... How I wish my dear is with me, by my side now... NOW!!! )':

I feels that my c-o-f is getting lesser... ):


I'm just a L. ):