Friday, August 29, 2008


Went out with some of my classmates to celebrate Nicholas and Nicole's birthday. Went Orchard to eat Sakura.. The salmon there so thick de... =/ The place very messy.. Not in order de.. Hard to find things.. Not like tampines safra de.. The food there not very nice.. Tampines one nicer.. =p Chat alot with Tricia, Nicholas, Dennis and Kenny... Can see differnet perspective of relationship between Kenny and Dennis... haha... Poor Tricia kept kenna suan by both nicholas and I.. =p sorry la.. no joke no fun ma.. hehehe....

Went Cineleisure with them cos they watching movie.. But I didn't join them... Went to play arcade.. Goodness.. Damn long time didn't play para para le la.... The last time I played was sec 1 sec 2??? Hahaha..... Cos Alvin wanted to play.. den want to see how he dance, so agree to play lor.. haha so weird.. So long didn't play.. He dance damn cute la... hahaha.... =p

Went home alone after that.. ): Bored.....

Anyway, I've decided to take Grade 6 for my vocal exam instead of Grade 4 le.. But it cost more... $210.. =x Got to sing 3 songs... Have to prepare le.... Don't want to waste the money.. But where to find the money.. ): I'm so broke can...... *sobz*

Today I'm late for singing lesson.. ): By the time I reach there, left 30mins.. Can't do much also.. Only do vowels.... So weird.. Got to sing the song using vowels... hahaha...


This morning didn't go school.. Go with my parents and grandfather to Telok Blangha.. My ah gong wants to talk to my grandmother.. But I feel that its a little ridiculas la.. I'm sorry, no offence to other religious... But well.....

I know as a christian, I should not believe all this.. I don't believe it seriously.. was smsing while they are doing their rituals etc... But when my grandmother appear (I don't know la), then my ah ma talks to my ah gong and my mum, then ask if the grandchildren got come not.. Then my mum pull me over, hand my hands to the whoever that is doing the ritual, then they ask me to call 'ah ma'.. I don't know why and I just call... But straight after that, I pray to God... Tell Him I don't know why I do that and I seek for forgiveness... After that then they say what my ah ma want etc... Then ask if we got anything to ask about life etc... Then she ask about me.. Ask what's my name etc... Then say I got break up with people or not, then now my studies, got 1 subject is weaker blah blah blah... Then say if next time I want to have good life, have to find someone that born in the year of tiger... Please la.. And is that means that I have to break up with my current one... CRAZY LOR...... God bless me this relationship... Not others.... If anything that happen, it's God's plan... And the one and only God is our Lord Jesus Christ.

I hope it will not affect other religion but it's just how I feel... And one aunty there looks like my ah ma la seriously.... even my mum, dad and ah gong said so... =x

Sheesh... I missed out 3 hours of accounting today la.... Teacher going through revision.... ):
Exams coming... 3rd sept is my Access exam which is my very last for OFA module, Business Fundamental on the 8th sept and Accounting on the 9th sept.. ): Time is running out for me.... But good thing is.... my HOLIDAYS are COMING!!!!!!!!! 1 month holiday la.... damn shiok!!! Hope can find other job that I can earn more money instead of carrying on..... =/


Alright.. shall stop here.. Gonna go rest le.. very tired... Nights! =)




I thot u wouldn't care about me.... but after receiving ur call and ask me to msg u when got home, I felt love once again.. thank u dear..... love u..... (:




Wednesday, August 27, 2008


Just came back from cell.. Watched dvd about "The cross in China".. It shows how the china people are so faithful to the Lord and the army even put them in jail when they are in young age and spent more than 20years in the jail.. The army ask them to deny the Lord, then they will be set free.. But they are too faithful and only believe the one and only God and not Mao Zedong.. So they got punished and got tortured very badly...

See the way they treasure the bible, and how touch are they when they have the bible, I felt so ashame... It's been a long time I read the bible, I read God's word.... Although I always go church on sunday, but I don't want to be just a Sunday Christian... I want to start doing my Quiet Time again.. If he can do it, can spend the time doing it, why can't I? Really felt ashamed of myself...

Had lots of titbits.... Hopefully all of us will have voice tomorrow.. haha....
Welcome Jia Hao to join us for cell!!! =))


WE WANT TO SEE JESUS LIFTED HIGH, A BANNER THAT FLYS ACROSS THIS LAND. THAT ALL MAN MIGHT SEE THE TRUTH AND KNOW, HE IS THE WAY TO HEAVEN!


Hurray! my Accounting CA2 I got an "A"!!! =DDD

THANK GOD!!!!

Thanks guys for your prayer!!!

Whee~~~




Saturday, August 23, 2008


Finally got my haircut today at Marina Square... Esther bring me there.. First time let a guy cut my hair... =/ He looks abit like xiao zhu (Luo Zhi Xiang).... He's very gentle la... (but not gay).. He looks cool... heh heh...

Had lunch with her at Carl's Junior.. And the onion ring is SUPER BIG... haha... Burger King de nicer.. =p Share alot with her also... Feel nice... (: Cab back to echo for lesson... (: I've decided to go for the vocal exam-Grade 4 on September.. But it cost $170.. ): don't know where to get the money.. (although its not a big sum of money, but.....)

Went simei to return dvd, while waiting for dear to come and pick me up, I went to pet safari... Saw the Japanese Spits alone in the "container", I suddenly feel for the dog... Like so poor thing... No one to play with and its all alone with the rubber toy.. Like so poor thing can... ):

Tomorrow is goin to be a BORING day.... can foresee nothing good will happen... *confirm*
Hais.... After worship prac, don't know where to go.... pfft... AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate it!!! Hate it so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>=(

HATE BEING ALONE!!!




cos I'm afraid of being alone.... but no one understands me.... ):






Lord, when then I can really settle down my heart???




Wednesday, August 20, 2008


As usual, late for school. =/

Meet Jeslyn at interchange... (sorry was late) 2 Hours of AFD can kill LOTS of brain cells... I think one day can only do 2 questions lor.. =p Cannot take it.. So confusing....

Lots of gossiping as usual.. Heard lots of news.. hahaha.. And jeslyn is very hilarious la!!! Can't believe she will go back and check dictionary... Hahahaha...... (Lao da pattern showing liao. =p)

BFD as usual boring de... But we ended school early.. I only like when we have BFD for last lesson.. =p Cos he will let us off early...

Very tired today... Slept in the bus when going home time..
Oh ya... yesterday I scolded my cousin's childcare friend.... I admit.. I'm fierce.... =/

Cell today is enjoyable! =) Actually I don't feel like going de.. Cos I'm very very tired... But in the end still went for it... We played game cum sharing... very fun! haha... All of us went crazy la... Including aunt mei... Hahaha..... After cell, my voice changed... =/

Saw Regina in the train when on the way home.. =) So coincidence... She stays Sengkang too! Got another person to accompany me to go back le.. waahhahaha.....

Tomorrow start school late!!!!




Monday, August 18, 2008


Student gathering yesterday, didn't stay throughout cos I need to do my work and help dear do his stuffs... ANd sky told me that I won a samsung mp3 for the lucky draw... BUT I WENT AWAY AFTER MY PERFORMANCE!!! So didn't get it.. ): So sway...

Congrats to danick! =) Best singer of the night... Didn't managed to hear but heard that u sang really well.. U deserve the $100.. =))

Finally handed up my journal le... do it damn last minute.. But at least managed to summit before 11am today.. I sent him at 9am plus.. =p

I seriously need to get my hair cut! Can't stand it le.. But the hair dresser change it to friday instead of today.. ):



Recently I felt very lethargic... Sometimes I feel very tired... Got to go school in the morning, then if end school early,den have to travel half an hour to lavander to work, then only work for like 1-2hours like that.. Then go back home to pick up my cousin.. I'm very tired already.. But when I don't want to worl, I always think what about my allowance, and what about my two bank accounts? I need the money to top up my banks and my savings account and my daily allowance.. Then I got no choice but to go work.. But sometimes I work, but didn't get my allowance lor.. Today I really don't feel like going to office cos I really really very tired.. But after I think of the allowance, then I bo bian have to go work..

I really don't know how long can I last.. I'm really very tired already... I don't think I can survive any longer if this carries on for a long time... I'm physically and mentally tired....




Lord, Pls lead and guide me...




Friday, August 15, 2008


14 Aug 2008

Went market with mummy in the morning, plan not to go school early cos BFD won't do much thing.. Help that troublesome peter buy his hula hoop. =pp My cousin do 200+ times of the hula hoop la.. =x I can't even do it.. So li hai.. Kept turning and turning.. Cos she do it at the walkway ma.. then when people wants to walk, they walk outside then come in again.. funny... Then wait for my aunt to come and pick up my mum to go temple, shun bian send me to school... By the time I reach, they have already ended.. Then saw Mr wong and mark my attendance.. =p

Had 4 hours of AFD-accounting lesson.. Will die can.. brain damage.. After the 2 hours of doing cash book and petty cash book, then the next our is the mock test.. Crazy can.. My brain cannot absorb so many stuffs la... *all the numbers starts to go round and round above my head*

Had dinner with my parents and dear at Riverside Indonesian Restuarant.. Ate till we wanna explode.. Ordered alot.. (Cos got my dad around, sure eat alot de)

Went back Tanah Merah, pick up my cousin and headed back home.. Aiya! and I forgot to check my dad's cab when going back that time... sheesh!

15 Aug 2008

Didn't go school in the morning cos I've mark my mock paper yesterday before I left.. Teacher say if not coming school then mark the paper.. hehe.. But still go school at 10plus cos got AFD exam.. =/ The paper is a killer la.. The case study is so difficult.. ): The name "Lecture Theatre Hall" sound so nice... But like shit la! No aircon at all lor!!! Damn stuffy and they just open the door... -.- wa lao.. Brain no oxygen cannot function well lor.. Already kill our brain cells le, still no oxygen for us... Lousy and cheapsake school.. so nice also no use lor... hurr!




Physically and mentally tired today~~~




Tuesday, August 12, 2008


Baking cookies time! =)

Yummy! Yummy! Yummy! =p


Went Clark Quay with dear today morning.. Then had lunch at EastPoint..
The 10mins QB house should change le.. They cut more than 10mins lor!

Today sch very boring... ): Well, it always very boring.... So that makes no difference...

Dear working late and end late today... ):

AFD exam this friday... ): no confident.........

Boring week la...........

pfft!



i hate tml...




Monday, August 11, 2008


It's a boring holiday~!






Went bugis with serene and peter yesterday... Thanks peter for the dinner.. (: And u met ur new girlfriend there.. =p Thank God we're able to see the fireworks.. (: Oh and we saw chen kun bai (xiao lu dou) and his gf......

Headed to Marina square... Its a super wrong choice to go there la!! How stupid I am to suggest to go there... DAMN FREAKING CROWDED LOR!!!! Human jam la..a damn sian.. Then got someone kept shouting "MOVE! MOVE! MOVE!!!" Then when I just reach the top of the esscalator, a man carry a woman and I think she got xiao chuan... can't spell the english word... I was so afraid that he will push me down the esscalator la... =/ Went to find a place to sit and talk.....

Went home ard 11plus.... so tired...

Today went church, as usual...... YF started late cos.... well don't wanna mention anymore.... Just due to some human problem thingy, therefore have to last min find a projectionist to do the last min work... -.-'' Really don't understand why don't want to find other people to replace.... hais.....

And frankly speaking, although I'm the support singer, I don't feel that I'm worshipping God.. I'm just sing for the sake of singing.. Firstly, the songs that he lead I'm not quite sure and I don't really know how to sing, secondly, the verse sounds weird for one of the songs, thirdly, too many new songs which I think it's not appropriate, fourthly, the worship team like not a Worship team like that.. feels like a band instead.. jamming session?????

Anyway, it's just a feedback la...

I always enjoyed the bible study that marcus lead.... Very interesting and I'm able to understand it well la... so fun also.. =)

Went courts with dear and shawn to look for aircon... After that went katong to eat ba kut teh... Then headed to shop n save for marketing.. Saw my secondary school teacher.. (: Her son very cute.. =) Gonna plan some day to meet up with her together with the rest... =)


Tomorrow is HOLIDAY!!!!

should I go work??? But I need to do journel and need to hand in on wed.. =/

how to do??






there's onli one person that can call him dear, and the person is ME and only ME alone!!! just shoo away because u are not his dear! pls make urself clear before calling him dear!!! >=( ARGH!




Thursday, August 07, 2008


Went to Pu Tian Restaurant to celebrate mummy's birthday... My dad kept nagging why always choose a place that so difficult to find parking lot.. The one that complains alot is him, the one that is the lamest also him... Can't stand him the whole night la..

1) The rstaurant serve the rice in a very small bowl, then he say in a sarcarstic way.. "Wa so big ah? Next time give a bucket of rice la.. if not don't know how many times he gonna ask for the rice". In the end, total bowl of rice ordered.... 12 bowls altogether... haha.. =p

2) Mummy ordered fish, then my dad told the waitress that he want the fish can jump de... -.-'' Then the waitress "huh"? cos she's china girl.. I just told the waitress nothing and she left... Damn paiseh la.. We down there laughin like mad... silly dad..

3) When he ask for the bill, the total bill is $183 plus.. Then he gave the waitress I think $190.. Then he told her say "nah.. two thousand here".. We burst out laughin la!!! Then he said "oh I count wrongly.. is $190".. Wa lao... How lame he is la..... Cannot tahan him lor.... Whole night was laughing at him.. even dear can't stand it too....


After dinner, dear say go eat durian cos my mummy likes to eat, so he suggest go around kovan there eat.. After that we went back, I realise...... I LOST MY RING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )':
Boohoo!!!!!!!!! I called my dad and ask him to check his cab, see have or not.. Then when he came back, he say don't have!!!! I don't know where the heck it drop to!!!! )': Why am I so careless??? 1st was the necklace, then now the ring!!!! ARGH!!!! I hate myself for being so clumbsy la!!! Hope I'm able to find it lor......



Lord please help me be able to find it.. please show me some miracle.... I trust in You....


ITE is realy damn budget!

The school's NDP goodie bag is just a packet of GREEN TEA!!!! I hate green tea for goodness sake la!!! wa lao.... thought wat goodie bag lor.. damn it... damn cheapo!!!!

hurr!

I'm not going school tomorrow.. I'm not going to waste my time and money to travel there just to watch the performance!!

pfft!


Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Father I need u right now!!!! ): Please allow me to find it later..... pleaseeeeeeeee.......




Tuesday, August 05, 2008


Mama birthday tomorrow! =)

Going Kitchener at Jln Basar for dinner.. =)

I was late for school today.. =x Woke up le but went back to sleep again.. Lesson's at 8am and I reach school at 1035am.. =p

I am so mean and sarcarstic today.. =/

Hope the message that I sent her this morning will knock some sense to her lor.. If not she really no help liao... As a group leader can do such things... hais....


Anyway, finally our role play has ended.. (: Today practise lots of times la.. But in the end the spilling of water part missed... ):

Mr Wong said we are good, can get either an A or a B.. (he said this to the rest of the groups also lor.. ) =.=''

Hope the results will be good.. (:







Leave everything in Your hand...




Monday, August 04, 2008


Personality Test
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.


The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?


Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


Hehe.. quite true.. =p

"kope" from sky.. =)

Tomorrow is our role play le.. Need to memorise script.. =x
Argh...

Very tired today.....


This wednesday is my mama's birthday! =))
Don't know go where celebrate...
Maybe bring her to Singapore Flyer.. Cos August birthday got free ride. (:




Sunday, August 03, 2008


Went out with serene, ade, techun and peter for movie-Prom night. (: Initially we thought it was a horror show and Techun was like "wth, thought it was some girls show (cos its prom night)" and till his friends told him that it was a scary one, then he bo bian haha cos I bought tickets liao.. =p

It was a very bad day for me yesterday.....

When I was on my way to meet peter, I was at tanah merah, walking to mrt station. The sun was very hot, so I use umbrella cos I don't want to get tanned... And when I go down the esscalator and wanted to close my umbrella, I CAN'T CLOSE IT!!!! I started to panick la.. was like gosh! How! How! How! Then scan the card, still with the umbrella open and when the train comes, I'm like shit man... it's gonna be damn paiseh la.. Lucky I wore my sunglass.. Don't dare to see the people around me.. =/ Lucky next stop is bedok lor.. can ask peter help me.. He damn what la.. Say when he saw me, he don't feel like walking over, cos scared paiseh.. WA LAO!!! humph.. But lucky he managed to close it la... super paiseh can....

Another happen also in train... =.= That's only between serene and peter.. hahaha..... =p



Today, woke up early and finally didn't late when meeting serene to go church. Finally earlier than her.. hehe.. Wasn't in the good mood today... Hais.. Couldn't worship properly nor listen to sermon properly... ):

Went Bugis with serene cos the guys went to play lan, and the other group of people got meeting.. so left the two of us.. ):

Took neo prints! =)

So long didn't take le.. hehe.. nice nice... =p Take till very tired.. hahaha.....

Went back Aljunied to find the rest.. but only peter, Bz and Ms came.. The rest follow aunt mei's car to Kallang for FOP-Festival Of Praise.

Sorry for letting u go back alone... ):
I felt bad......
I'm sorry......

Went tamp with peter cos meeting dear there.. thanks for accompany me to wait.. (: Saw lai ping oso.. (:


XI WANG MING TIAN HUI GEN HAO!!!! =)




Friday, August 01, 2008


I'm puzzled.

Still don't know what elective subjects to choose for my next semester.. ):

1) Entrepreneurship-No exam, only 3 group projects.
2) Human Resource-1 class test and 1 group project.
3) Banking and Finance services-2 class test and 1 oral presentation.
4) Manage People System-2 class test (It's a compulsory subject if I want to take CAT-certified account technician) But I can study without taking CAT.. can take next time if I want...

HOW?!?!?!?!

DUNNO WHAT TO CHOOSE!!!

I NEED TO CHOOSE 2!!!




God pls lead me the way...