Thursday, January 31, 2008


If u not going to confide to me, then who can u confide to?

I'm "so called" the closest to u already.. U don't want to tell me then who u want to tell?

Can't believe u will said this to me.

Though I didn't read bible, but I still pray lor.. How can u said this?

sigh.
):




Wednesday, January 30, 2008


#340

Yeah.

Peter named me as Emo princess..

=)

Nice name..

Princess..

=)

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This few days only worked for 3 hours like that..

Good huh..

=p

After work had dinner with dear's dad at Hougang Plaza..
And this 2 days he sent me home..

Thank you..

(:

Dear work late this 2 days..

Start work late and end late..

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I wanna go Sheng Shong... at MIDNIGHT!

Yesterday initially going with my parents de..
But no car..
My dad went out..
Dear offered to drive us there after he end work around 12am..
But mummy doesn't want to go le..
)':

I wanna go out at night...

I love the feeling of marketing at night..

Nice feeling..

=)


Heart warming....




Monday, January 28, 2008


U leave me there..

alone.

Walking in the night.

thanks..

I selfish?

hur.






I'll try..

I'll try to make it..

For God, myself and people around..

Lord, please give me strength and courage..

I really need.

I really do...

I pray.




Wednesday, January 23, 2008


Yay!

Mummy give me money yesterday to buy for my new year clothes!!

=)

Thank u!!!

<3

Yup..

Like dear said.. spend half and save the other half..

*I'll try*

depends on the price. =x

I'll still try...

This year's theme for my clothing...

Dress.

yes.

Dress.. (:

I sort of promise dear to save up and each bank got to have $1000 in it.

Sheesh..

I don't think I can hit the target..

By March some more..

Gosh~!






Sick.

Got diarrhea yesterday morning, 2am plus. ):
Subsequently, about 3 or 4 hours like that, my diarrhea came again.. -.-

Had my diarrhea 6 times yesterday..
feeling weak..
Didn't go to work.
Slept till afternoon..

Dear ask me to go to his mum's workplace to see doctor..
He came and pick me up around 2pm..
Went to see doctor...

Doctor say i got a slight fever, then probably is gastric flu..
Lots of medicine to eat..
):

After that went to back to rest..
Felt cold...
=/

Had my lunch at dear's place, after that eat my medicine..
After finished drinking the rehydration salt (helps to stop diarrhea and retain water inside the body), ate few panadols and I quickly went to toilet to vomit.
):

all the things I ate just came out..
Ate the same medicine again..
):

suffer.

Evening time went to my grandfather's place..
My mum they all were looking at our baby photo album..
Aww...
So cute... (Me me).. =p

Btw, doctor gave me 2days MC..
*yay yay*

=)

Damn.

O level result is out tomorrow.

Tomorrow!

say goodbye~

darn.

It's going to be a busy weekends this week...
):




Saturday, January 19, 2008


Random~!

Pictures on 97.2FM

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Caleb

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Denis

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Edmund

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Esther

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The host

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Cai Lee Lian

That's all for 17th Jan's pics..

Here's are all random pics..

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Took a picture of her when she's figuring out how to play *oops*

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One more.. =p

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Secret Recipe's cheesecake.. thanks dear for bringing me there on my birthday.. luv.. <3

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Me with "curly hair".. =p

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Holland Village


that's all...

(:

Time now..... o220am..

*yawns*

Having worship prac later.. =x

Goodnight all..

=)




Friday, January 18, 2008


I'm done with my Live performance at 97.2Fm yesterday.

Thank you guys for ur support through smsing to the station and sms me ur support and encouragements..

I'm such a disgrace to Echomusic. Don't fit to be in the STAR. ):

My first song "Shou Xin" is screwed. My second line cannot make it.. I sang halfway and my throat got stuck, can't project my voice and silence......

And carry on with my singing.. Though they said it's ok, but inside my heart, I felt damn ashamed.. First song and I screwed it up.. ):

I'm so SORRY!!!

Felt so guilty...

But after the firt one, I have more confidence and I think I sang well for my last song which is "ke ai". Phew...

The song sang with Caleb, so so la.. just that there's a part I shouldn't sing high.. =p
I'm sorry... that I spoil the duet part..

I guess....

sigh.

I don't know what to say but is to apologise....

I'm sorry....

)':

Anyway, thanks for supporting me yesterday.. thanks dear for sending so many smses and my aunt.. And thanks to their name given..

>=(

Make me lose face only lor..

pfft!

Thank u guys so so much!

Love u people!!!

=)


Thank God for blessing us throughout the 1hr.. (:




Wednesday, January 16, 2008


Shall post up my makeover pictures, posted at Echomusic's website.

=)

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This is my hair stylist- Wendy!

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Watch out for ur hand!!

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Almost done...

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What am I looking at?
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Tadaa!!

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This is when I got a shock and they managed to took it. (:

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Finally done. =)

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My guitarist-Edmund.. he's great.. (:

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Got a snap shot by my instructor-esther

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Caleb! he'll be singing too.. and we'll be singing duet.. (:

So stay tune and listen how great Edmund is..
=)

what to find out more, go to:
www.echomusic.com.sg

and can vist their blog too.. (:






Thanks guys for celebrating my birthday and kai's birthday during cell..

love ya!!

=)

It's kinda surprise cos I'm suppose to end the prayer but suddenly Ben say he wants to end it, so I let him end. The moment I open my eyes, I saw a cake in front of me and they started singing birthday songs.. They sang third time and is for kai and we got shock. haha so belated.. (:

But anyway, it's so sweet of u guys.. (:

Appreciate it!

=)

Had a great time in cell, everyone was so focus though there's some lame things in between. Thank God for blessing us tonight.

Met Beverly for dinner and she's late again.. hmmm...
we meet 630pm, happily had dinner at Sakae but Aunt Mei called her and ask where are we, and said that cell is at 7, not 730pm.. then O oh... we only had 6 plates and 2 chawamushi for dinner. haha.. that's like so little la.. first time...

Ben lead worship today.. and he's damn funny and cute la.. (:

Once again we have akrisna with us-Ben's girlfriend. (:

Thank God for today's cell..

Enjoy...

***

Well..

That's it.

tomorrow I'm going to 97.2FM for a LIVE performance.
Damn it's gonna be a nervous breakdown for me.

I'm Scared I Could't Say It In A Perfect Chinese!!!

=x

Please keep me in prayer if u happen to read my post.

It's from 8pm to 9pm...

I'll be singing 杨丞琳 的 ‘‘可爱’’ 和 卓文萱 的 “手心” 或者 “小脾气”。

Hope u guys will give me support ya.. (:

thanks..






=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
hi ('(oo)')

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
=)

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
know who am i

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
hello

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
how i noe

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
sam ah?

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
no

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
hello ur head.. lol

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
give clue la

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
female

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
ger?

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
i noe u de ma?

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
ya

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
esther?

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
lol

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
close

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
im esther's split personality

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
haha

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
=D

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
BAI CHI

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
I'm her clone

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') says:
u too bored le is it?

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
haha

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
and u really thot is someone else

=[esther]= 17th jan, pls stay tune for 97.2FM, 8pm-9pm. cos ECHOMUSIC will go perform live AGAIN! and.. I'M performing!!! =D says:
hah


peter... =)




Tuesday, January 15, 2008


Gosh.

Can't stand my dear ger and guang qing.

Called them and ask whether can they make it for this saturday's worship practise, and after I finished talking to ger, she doesn't know who I am till mei mei ask through msn. She damn paiseh la.. cos she don't dare to ask who am I. haha...

Next is Guang Qing..
When I called, he talk also then ask who am I. Then I doesn't want to tell him, then he starts to giggled to himself.. haha.. Damn funny la the two of them... Don't know the person but keep talking to the person.. haha....


Joke of my night man..
=)

My dear ah.. next time don't know who's the caller must ask ok.. no need to feel shy de la!
haha...






I've cooked so much,
yet u doesn't want to eat...

hais...



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It's raining cats and dogs just now when came back from work..

Rain.

):




Monday, January 14, 2008


Today's sermon is teaching us not to be jealous, not to have hatred and not to be proud.

God is talking to me today..

Jealous.

Hatred.

hmm.....






"Happy" birthday to me...?

Not really...

Thank you guys for the presents!!
=)


Well, the orientation was alright.. just that the time management wise can be improve..
I'm SO SO SO glad that we have kylie and kyven together with us today la!!!
Thank God!!
=)


Well, went out with some of the youths today to Bugis street.. -.-''
Don't really like bugis street cos it always so crowded and it's damn irritating to keep squeezing WHILE SHOPPING!!!

Pfft..

Didn't really enjoy much after church... Maybe is because going to bugis street?
Narh..
Something elso too...

I hate it.

sheesh.

Went Marina Square with dear to have Secret Recipe.
The food is.... so so lor..
the cheese cake is nice...

Went back to play Sims..
But damn com lag..
And hang abit..
pfft...


I hate my 19th birthday.
):


Why am I still tearing when today is my birthday?
And it's on the train...
)':


My nose bleed...
Not those blood flowing down from the nose, but when wipe it with tissue, got blood..
):

Dunno why...




Wednesday, January 09, 2008


难道我不存在了吗？

我一直都在，只是你们没察觉到。

我还是原来的我。






What u know is to command people to do it and YET u did nothing.

NOTHING!

What u know is to scold us when we leave our rubbish on the table (and DEFINITELY will clear it later), but U URSELF didn't even show the fucking example to us! How u want us to clear? There's no ROLE model ok.

NO ROLE MODEL!

U want dinner, can't u get it urself? I just came back know. Long journey back home, just wanting to take a rest. What about u? U came back for so damn long, don't u know how to get ur OWN food before u comes back? U have vehicle ok. I don't. I took bus back home from work. U can sit at home, watch tv etc, can't u just go DOWNSTAIR to get ur own food?

dammit!

And when I shook my head, u ask me to go. And when I dont't want to go, u scold me, saying that I'm getting lazier.

What the fuck is this la?!

Hello. U know how to command people, why don't u just get ur own thing?
like I said, U will scold us by putting our finished food packaging on the table, scold us from laying the cups everywhere etc. What about u?! Didn't u do the same thing? Eat finished the food and just leave on the table, waiting for us to clear it? And u still have the CHEEK to scold us?! So what if u are the head?!

Damn shit!

U don't have the right to scold us when U YOURSELF didn't show the bloody examples ok!!!

Still dare to complain...

pfft!


There's no warmth in this family!






Don't do don't do la!

U think I like?!

It gives me trouble only ok!

Fuck it la!!!

Go ask other people to do la! I don't give a bloody damn OK!

Save me trouble to do it every year.

What's more. I'm not going to work there soon what. Go find other company to help u la!

PFFT!!

>=(

Fuck.






I think....

I'm gonna work till end of this month ba. After taking the result.

Dammit.

Heard that it will be out on the 22nd this month!

Hell.

=x


Kinda bored this few days..
Jio people out but not free...

Boo..... ):


what am I gonna do now????


Gonna have dinner tml.. To celebrate birthdays.... (:

It's coming!!!!
=DD




Saturday, January 05, 2008


Bowling competition this morning.

Bowl like SHIT!

>=(

Dear had 5 straight strike in a row... (:

We played 'The house of the dead' after lunch, and we spent $50 on it cos he wants to finish the whole chapter.. =.=''


I bought Genie's cd!
=)


Thanks peter cos helping me for printing lyric and send me songs.. =))


Went to Jia Li's birthday celebration at her place.
Miss Mrs Lee was there too with her CUTIE baby!! =))
Shall upload her pics..
But she doesn't want to take a nice pic..
*camera shy*

And thanks to her mum, that ask her to call me aunty!
humph!
But I managed to ask her to call me ah e (e e)
(:
She's damn adorable and smart la!!
(Her mum is a teacher ma)



Damn.

Hurt my thumb again..

pfft!




Pls don't treat me like that.
felt terrible.
I know Im wrong.
I'm sorry.




Thursday, January 03, 2008


Shall upload some Random pictures...


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Sarah and Shanna

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Oops.. geraldine.. gotcha. hah

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my mum and cousin.. *oops.. her big butt*

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Before

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After

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Love bird

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Holland Village

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Esther and esther. (: my vocal instructor! =D

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Ain't he handsome and cute?? =p

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Caleb and me

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December birthday boys (: