Wednesday, November 29, 2006


*yawns* woke up early in the morning 6am to go jogging with dear.. *yawns* keep whining non stop cos I want to sleep!! wake up so early.. ): then eat breakfast le walk to punggol park.. damn far la.. arghh... then run 1 round only cos I don't feel like running.. haha.. then he bo bian. went market to buy breakfast and some stuffs to cook lunch. in the end cook dinner. went to car workshop then go PS to see the creative warehouse. so cheap but it's not urgent and not important, so tell him not to buy. (: And we watched HAPPY FEET!! damn cute can!! gosh.. so cute.. can't stand it.. haha.... but grow up le not cute le.. haha I like the feet.. keep tapping.. heex.. gosh and there's a part I doze off.. =x I'm too tired le.. and damn cold also.. didn't bring anything. around 4 plus went back to the workshop to retrieve the car. but not ready yet.. ): waited for so long... after picking up my cousin, went home to cook dinner.. (: chicken chop, french fries and yong tao hu's soup. I like the soup.. very nice..! *yummy* and suddenly there's firework around anchorvale there.. gosh so nice.. the kitchen is in a mess.. so smoky.. haha.. and I scaled my hand by the oil.. ): scream and throw the cover. very pain la.. now got blister.. *sob sob* anyway.. the dinner was nice... =D serene, there's a time de. will cook for u. heex.. but the sian part is to clear all the utensils and wash everything up.. arghh.. so oily.. ): got to mop the kitchen floor.. backache.. =p thanks dear for wiping my cupboard and stove.. (: I'm so tired the whole day.. I don't like running.. neither do I like jogging.. =p think tomorrow wake up sure have muscle ache everywhere.. haha.. old le.. =p sian.. the TP thingy only play games.. 3 days leh.. arghh.. somemore friday till 10pm.. hell man...13hours la.. gosh....

mei mei, like the surprise?? heex... Happy birthday to u baby.. =D hope u've enjoyed.. (: luv ya... -muacks-




Tuesday, November 28, 2006


Serene.. u wake me up today.. ): hai me cannot sleep le.. haha joking.. see I so good pei u chat.. (: thanks dear for accompany me today.. all the best for ur exams.. (think too late to wish now) (: aiyo.. u blur.. forget to bring ur phone.. wa sian sia.. the TP thingy end so late on friday.. from 9am to 10pm.. gosh.. hmmm.. if the thing is fun then I'll continue going. if not then think I just go for 1 day can liao.. haha... techun.. how? got space for me to work not??? I seriously need to work man.. (: oops.. jess, what happen sia.. see la.. drink so much.. =p haha.. *muacks* haha..........




Monday, November 27, 2006


Firstly, thanks dear for the breakfast this yesterday morning. (past midnight le) actually today I got to go to the temple to pay a respect to my grandmother. but I went church cos I'm serving as support singer.. oops.. sorry serene and ur dad for waiting so long for me.. =x hmm.. good worship and sermon yesterday. after service, having meeting with wei kang and other committee people about christmas dinner. wa techun damn gay la.. argh.. keep saying that he wanted to work with cousin-in-law.. -.-'' cannot stand him know... arghh..... after the meetings we when kovan for funweek. haha so fun the games... thanks people for trusting me so much. especially dear.. haha... =p I'm good in acting and lying ok.. haha joking joking.. have lots of fun there.. after that went off with dear to tamp.. then go celebrate his friend, stephanie's 21st birthday! happy birthday..!! oh.. hope I'll be able to work on tuesday.. techun must helo me hor!! wa but sian leh.. after december like that, u and jon not working le.. arghh.... pang seh me.. but nevermind.. got money can le.. haha.... =p




Saturday, November 25, 2006


Sob..

mei mei.. I'm looking forward to 1 dec!!

this time round I let u choose the place k. then I go find u k.. (:




Wednesday, November 22, 2006


Woke up early in the morning prepare myself for prom.. went to punggol to make a hair-do. wow.. nice I like it.. and the aunty help me spray blue and red on my hair.. like it alot..! haha.. haha early in the morning wear till so formal walk at punggol plaza, go ntuc, kopitiam.. haha.. so funny.. went min's house to make up and eat breakfast.. wa! can't stand it la..! today is the worst day that I put make up.. don't know what colour of eye shadow I should put. keep trying different colours till I got fed up.. thanks jess and min for helping me to choose and put the make up. -muacks- jess dad send us there.. initially, we were thinking how bad the place it's gonna be. but when we reach there, we got a shock.. it's different from last year de. it's in a ballroom, looks so grand..! haha.. lucky it's in the aircon room.. we took photos, eat our high tea which is a buffet.. -.-'' haha then kenna called by lucky draw.. haha.. then sam come pick me up.. thanks dear.. went to PS......etc.....
thanks dear for the xiao zhu!! it's so cute!!! (da zhu also cute ok... =D ) nice pics... luv ya!


thanks dear for :-
`picking me up
`xiao zhu
`ur time
`ur everything... (:




Tuesday, November 21, 2006


Cool... it rains heavily today.. (: thunderstorm..... didn't manage to catch a nap thou.. cos........ (repay my sleeping time hor u..) :p and don't keep saying thanks to me can.. u make me feel that I'm an outsider.. I've found me primary school friends!!! my clique of friends and buddy.. oh my.. she manage to find me in friendster.. she damn tall now la.. 169.. =x haiya.. can't work this sat.. cos worship leader cannot make it in the morning.. but nvm.. my sis help me look for job.. hehe.. yeah I felt so fortunate with u around!! =D I can't ask for more le.. <3 haha serene... u also another gao siao de.. 2nd te chun?? haha.. anyway.. if u really want to find someone to talk to, and if u don't mind, I can be ur listening ear. thou I may not know how to console people, but I'll try my best to help u and talk to u. just hope u won't feel uncomfortable talking to me. feel free to chat with me cos I'm free now ya.. hope u won't hide everything to urself.. really hope u will open up and share with me ur sorrows ya.. hope u know that I'm referring to u gal.. (: wa so sad.. one of one guy friend forget who am I..! ): humph! kui we are such a good friend in primary school and u forget who am I?!?!? sob sob.. sad le la..... he hurt my heart... joann.. must help me.. he treat me like that.. so bad.. ): sob sob.. ya our gathering we don't ask him out! :p


i miss and i love u my dear..






Well done esther!! struggle for this few weeks and now it's time for u to ENJOY! whee~! *pat on my shoulder* hmmm.. got to pamper myself by........ I don't know.. haha.. shop till I siao?? haha.. no la no money.. wahaha.. oh man.. it's finally over.. but.... not that excited thou. haha.. now wanna look for jobs le.. got lobang intro me ma?? I seriously need $$ haha..... damn broke now.. hehe.. haiyo... prom tomorrow.. so sian.. high tea?? oh gosh.. more sian.. oh fiona is on leave tomorrow.. =D and she wanna help me in my make up.. wahaha... how nice of u.. (: thank u..! tomorrow like very rush leh like that. morning meet jess and min make hair, then need to meet fiona.. =x how?? if that's the case I need to take cab leh.. how how how?? =x let her plan her time first then see how again.. hais.. so ma fan.. stupid prom.. why is it int he afternoon? at night bu shi hao lor.. haiyo... hope by tomorrow my eye will subsided.. oh ya.. thanks serene for accompany me for breakfast today.. =D hmmm... people exams over le go enjoy.. me?? stay at home.. -.-'' so sian can.. no where to go.. haha.. no choice.. too guai le.. =pPp (joking) no one jio me go out.. ): haha....... aww.. so sian.. I want to work... what can I work? where can I work? when can I work? haha... I need lobang.. but promoter very sian leh.. whole day stand there.. leg aching and very sian also.. hais.. what can I work??? oh yeah!! my primary school friend add me in friendster.. oh my... lost conatct with her for so damn long.... gosh... miss her... and miss my other primary school friends... =D




Monday, November 20, 2006


Back to update again.. its been a very long time since I last blog le. well, many things happened recently. there's fun, joy, laughter, tears, sadness etc... but things still goes perfectly fine.. =D too lazy to blog for the past days.. :p

anyway, today after service, we went for lunch and then for carolling.. haha.. te chun join sia.. I can't imagine la.. He? not a guitarist but a singer?? haha.. he's damn funny today. can't stand him.. just like a little kid.. haha.. after carolling, sam, te chun, peter, mei shan, jessie and me we went bugis. accompany mei shan to change her stuffs.. today really cannot take photo la. my eye like that how to take.. u don't mind I mind know.. after that send ms and peter home. then me, sam and te chun went tampines for dinner.. pasta!! damn cheap right.. haha.. see with me around, it's so easy to settle dinner.. =p (today only) ...

aww... my body is been bitten by insect.. yucks!! damn itchy now.. my arms, finger, leg and toes.. arghh... even my eye!! wth..! gosh.. no eyes to see people today.. hais.. anyway... YES!! tomorrow is the last paper!!! woosh~* all the best people...!! and arghh... prom.. sickening...




Wednesday, November 15, 2006


Hey guys.. if u all want to look for me, just sms me cos I couldn't answer any phone call. my phone spoil le. so take note ya. (:

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2nd time shopping with serene later.. whee~!
but today didn't have that much of cash with me le.. =p but still enough for me to spend.. =pPp but today think is only serene who will be spending ba. I have nothing to buy. except for mei shan's present. aio.. (crack brain) don't know what to get for her leh...


oh no.. why do I keep thinking of those stuffs?? sheesh.. what is it that have been planted in my head?? why do I kept thinking about all those optimistics stuff? hais.. maybe u are right. I need to think of others whenever I do something. hais.. I feel that I'm a failure.. whenever they need my help or my suppport, I'm there with them. but when I'm struggling, sms keep coming to my phone with all the encouraging words. I feel so bad to myself. they cares for me so much. what about me? do I still cares for them the same as before?? NO! hais.. I'm really a b****** hais.. give me a chance after my exams, to pu chang back? pls give me a chance.... sorry my dears.....




Tuesday, November 14, 2006


I'vd changed?? what kind of person I am now? I don't know.. u said that I've changed. another one said it too. hais. am I really that bad now? what's wrong with me?? hais. I know.. maybe I didn't talk to all of u that much, or rather spent time with all of u. but I promise... after my exams will find time to go out.. I'm really sorry for not hanging out with u guys that much nowadays.. but I really hope for ur forgiveness... this period of time I really very stress.. though some of u may say that I don't seem to be stress or what, but u all don't know how I feel deep inside me. I really need all of ur understanding and forgiveness..... hais... think.... I'm not a good friend though.. I'm sorry guys...... really I am.......



Hoping for all of ur understanding and forgiveness.. ):






I'm so happy..! after spending 4 or 5 hours mugging for geog this afternoon, then went out with serene to compass and kovan to buy clothes and mei shan's present. but in the end I spent money only. she couldn't get what she want. bought a long sleeves top at Girodano.. then went kovan 'This fashion' bought 2 shorts. yeah finally get the shorts that I want.. =D so I bought 2 bottom and overall plus the top cost me 50 plus.. =x die le.. spent too much liao.. cannot cannot.. must save some and shop again with mei shan and fiona.. heh heh..(evil laugh again) bought dinner for my dad. but forget that he wanted rice. but I bought noodle de for him. then he saw it and !@#$ keep scolding me lor.. then say I stupid! WTH LA!!! ask people to get dinner for u, in the end, get a stupid from u! pfft.. darn.... whatever la.. want to eat don't want to eat, it's ur business la. don't care.. then mum just say that last saturday I go out didn't close the door, didn't off the fan and stuffs. (that's what my dad tell her) pls lor. my sis woke up liao lor. I'm not them can.. I will off everything or what before I go out lor. then say what I didn't close blah blah blah.. wth.. and this whole afternoon I'm mugging my geog la. then only forget to mop the floor ma. then she scold me.. -.-'' wa lao.. don't know what I'm doing the whole day then say I keep watching tv and slack at home the whole day. damn it la.. damn pissed off.. hais.. nvm la.. whatevaer.. i don't want to explain it to her.. don't see the point. hais.. and.. probably now I'm the main topic for conversation le huh.. hais.. I...






I love my two mummy!! -muacks- my mum suddenly somehow cares for my relationship and stuffs. last time don't even ask till so detailed. but why this time round she keep asking about my studies and relationship stuffs??? hmm.. but anyway.. it's kind of good.. at least now she knows what am I thinking now, what am I doing and what's my goal. maybe she thinks that I've grown up?? (: and mummy treats me very good too. (: anyway.. I felt so fortunate.. (: anyway.. I've enjoyed myself alot yesterday.. but also quite guilty about $.. ): how should I repay leh?? haha.. yesterday before meeting mummy, after service, we having picnic at ECP. then me and geraldine sit inside the tent, keep singing songs. haha jude box.. FOC de leh.. haha.. then peter help us take food.. thanks.. but HUMPH!!! kick my head!!! urghh.. after that when mummy call, then arghh darn phone..! cant answer any phone calls la. spoil le.. heh heh heh. (evil laugh) cos can get new phone.. haha.. =p after that met them le went far east shop for my prom's clothes. like it very much..! =D gosh... haven think of what to get for mei shan's birthday. =x so difficult to buy.... I want to shop for clothes.. I really short of cholthings.......




Saturday, November 11, 2006


Hais. damn boring. didn't study today feel so weird. =p maybe there's other reasons ba. my mum ask me to watch arts central jus now. it's about Da Vinci Code and it shows 'the last supper'. hmm.. why she ask me to watch it leh?? hmm... =D oh ya. that day my dad suddenly ask me I accept christ already is it? then my mum also look at me. I just smile and nodded abit. don't know whether they saw not. hais.. it's a good chance to tell them but.. hais.. I didn't tell.. just nodded abit.. sian... oh.. today is my grandma's 4th or 5th death anniversary.. hais.. miss my ah ma.. anyway.. I've been thinking alot. thinkig about the things u had said. thinking about this and that.. am I being too paranoid? I think too much? I don't know. maybe I'm scared. too worried ba. hais.. when can I know? jess.. how?? wo gai zhen me ban? only u can help me le.. cos I keep thinking the 18 years old that thingy?? I keep thinking about that, then I start to think again le. hais.. kai jie wo.. cos only u can help me solve liao.. (haha.. felt honourable?? =p) I very confuse.... when is that day? 4th? or the day it review?? pls tell me.. if not I don't know.. hais.. I think I really think too much le..






Woosh~! finally this stressful week has ended!! thank God for blessing.. (: back to update again.. this whole week is been a really stressful week. study till am every single day. but I don't feel tired cos I've u by my side. overall, my exams are ok.. just hope and pray hard that I don't have careless mistakes and hope I'll do all of u proud. =D 3 more to go. geog paper 1, history and science paper 1. there's alot of things happen this few past 1 week. don't worry.. it's a good thing. haha.. =D have been enjoying and guo de hen hao.. though I'm stress, but I feel that people around me loves me! can feel the care and concern that they gave me.
-sms and keep encouraging me.
-always be with me when I'm struggling.
-bought me chicken essence.
-brew chicken herbal soup for me.
-spent their time coaching me.
many thanks to : samuel, 'mummy', mei shan and those people who always keep me in their prayer and their smses that send to me everyday. =D felt so loved by them. next week gonna go shopping with 'mummy' le.. yeah!! it's gonna be fun ya.. hehe..

[jesslyn.. everything u said came through. and hmm.. things went very smoothly but still got alot of quarries to figure out lor. but so far ok.. so just hope the question that I'm gonna ask, will not be a shock to me lor. haha.. I'm waiting for ur special sms huh.. haha...]

it's been a long time I sleep and have a proper meal le. didn't have a proper rest, didn't have a proper meal. haven been skipping alot of meals. heex good huh.. another way of dieting.. hehe.. oh.. got to go shopping for presents le.. and also gonna be broke le.. =x


i've been missing u every hour, every minute, every seconds.




Wednesday, November 08, 2006


It's the start of O' level exams yesterday!!! took maths paper 1 and social studies. hais.. maths cannot make it.. =x gonna really rely on paper 2 le.. gosh... it's gonna be tough for me. after we took our maths paper and social starts at 2pm, so me, jess and min went compass for breakfast and study for social. went library to study and wth.. got a shock by a little girl la..! we were sitting at the children's corner. we sit on the floor. then we were chatting and laughing. then jess suddenly look my side there and stare. I thought what she saw, then when I turned around, the little girl wore a jacket, cover her head, standing close beside me. Got a shock and jump up abit.. gosh.. then she laugh at me. =.='' and then keep hiding her face when I look at her.. she's so cute. (: then my mum suddenly came up and 'spy' me. haha... didn't know she was beside me till I keep seeing someone keep standing there. then saw her standing there.. -.-'' went back school again. gosh i didn't even study. just plainly read through. but hmm... I write alot. haha but is it correct, I don't know liao.. evening like that do chemistry.. from 7pm to 1plus.. so tired... haa! I bet u more tired..

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whee~!
today's chemistry can make it I think. samuel keep asking me to memorise the extraction of iron that thingy.. and it came out in section B! haha when I saw the question, I giggle to myself.. haha.. thank God.. but the very first question I wrong already. it's only distillation but I put fractional distillation. hais.. anyway overall I quite happy with the results. so just have to pray hard that I'' not have careless mistakes lor.. if not.. there goes my chem le.. tomorrow phy paper 2. I've finished the whole TYS but got to do again. hopefully my phy can pull me up ba. now got to reply on phy paper 2 and both paper 1 le. cos my practical damn sucks.. jia you ba!!! gosh.. geog paper 2 on thursday.. =x there's still lots more to cover.. =x I can't fail my geog! cos I've given up my combine humanities le. but if miracles happen, if I study my history, I might pass.. =/ possible?? hais.. no choice now.. got to study history le.. hais.. oh man.. forget to bring my entry proof la! that's the most important thing and I forgot to bring..! thank goodness teacher has it. phew.... this week faster over.... then don't have to worry so much le cos the rest of the papers is MCQ question. except for history. hais... jia you ba!!!!!!! =D




Sunday, November 05, 2006


Firstly, Just want to apologise to a few people. ( mei mei, eunice, kai and peter) so sorry. ask u people to go kovan, in the end I'm the one didn't go. hais.. ask kai to go early to teach me maths before mei shan comes, in the end he reach there early and I didnt' go. hais.. and ask eunice to go cos the voucher is still with me, so we can spend. she said she can't go cos her school got some events but in the end she called me up and said that she can go kovan. But once again I didn't go. hais.. can hear and see that I've disappoint them. I'm so so so sorry... forgive me?? =/ study chem today. gosh I think.. my paper 1 still manageable. but paper 2..? I don't know.. just have to.... pray hard le.. yup my mum says right. I've got so many people to tutor me, in the end, what kind of results I showed them? hais.. RUBBISH results.. hais.. maybe she's right. I really dui bu qi them. really hope I can get into poly and that's my hope and aim. can I get it?? hmm.. wa damn tired to day. do chem halfway keep wanting to fall asleep. then eat sweet. haha.. then hmm not bad la my results. haha.. mostly keep getting 16/20 leh.. haha.. anyway.. I'm just tired. actually suppose to wake up at 1030 today. set my phone alarm but I'm charging, so no vibration and I forgot to change profile to the ring tone de. and alarm clock, I set the time but I forget to push up the on button. SO both my alarm rang silently.. =.='' then suddenly I woke up, it's already 1107. haha.. then received messages.. then quickly rush lor. =p bo bian.. yesterday too tired le. so forget everything. (: oh no.. left 2 more days.. but at this hour.. consider 1 more day left. =x he say today then I start to panic. no leh.. panic very long le. it's just that I didn't show out lor.. hais.. maybe that's why I couldn't sleep every night ba. urghh...



u freaked out??
i'm sorry.
i didn't really mean it.
it just comes naturally.


It's just flows in darkness..
but u still sees it. ):



pardon me but pls leave me alone after reading ya. thanks. (:




Saturday, November 04, 2006


Lord, we know that many things happened around us recenlty. Lord, we just want You to bless us, pray that You will give us a heart to face every single problems that we had. Father, pray that You'll be able to show us miracles. May You open up our hearts to be able to share and let out all the problems that we are facing. Father in heaven, we put ourselves onto Your hand, and I pray that Father, problems will be solved and it will never happen again. In Jesus Christ name I pray, Amen!






Will coffee milk the same as normal coffee that after u drink it, u don't feel like sleeping?? haha.... omg.. coffee milk is damn nice..... =pPp sorry.. maybe I'm too sian and nothing to do, so I'm blogging rubbish. haha....






Gosh.. am I falling sick soon? keep having flu and keep sneezing. =x please don't. next week exmas le.. please don't torture me at this moment can? haiya.. I want to sleep now! but my eyes still so big, mind still so awake. and later I have to wake up early.. ): please pray for me please. I need to get some rest seriously. If I carry on like that, I'm sure I will fall sick during exams time. )': thanks.. and no matter what, I won't put it in mind le. forget about it.. (: we should live happily everyday. who knows what will happen to us tomorrow. right?? so in order for us not to regret, let's do our part as daughter/son ya. (: (hope I can do it too. =p) I'll try to be happy everyday. if I'm not, I still have to fake it. =p so hmmm.. shall see huh.. (: finally I've finished revising physic le! finish the whole 10 year series. (: happy.. gosh now I need chem, maths and geog le. seems like I've no bloody time left la.. why?? cos I'm lazy! cos I've been wasting my time the bloody whole year! hais.. so disappointed can..! pfft.. anyway, my mum also said that I really disappoint them (mei shan, samuel) they spent time coaching me, in the end? what kind of freaking results i have for prelims?? arghh.. really lor.. hen dui bu qi them. )': if u all happen to read my blog, and just wanna say I'm sorry and I'll do my best for my O's. my apology.. hais. I guess.. u're right. I need to sleep early. but how to?? tell me how to sleep early.. HOW?!?!






Woke up early to study today. then after that watch vcd (Helen, the baby fox) damn nice and cute can!!! then we watch army daze. damn funny. after that went to buy dinner for my cousin then fetch her from childcare. go home again then go church meet mei shan. oops sorry late again. wa.. damn hungry the whole day. didn't have my breakfast and lunch. didn't eat anything till I reach church and samuel went to buy dinner for me. cos they whole day was complaining to him that I'm hungry. haha.. rawr.. stuff myself the whole day. hmm good la. can diet. haha.. =p then do maths.. vectors.. hais.. I'm suck at it man.. thanks mei shan for ur patience guidance. hais but when u know my schedule next week for my exams, can see the sad and disappointment in ur face. hais and I know that my chem and maths is still a very big problem. but I'll try and do my best, and won't disappoint u and samuel de. hais.. anyway, had dinner le then went for prayer meeting. then had praise and worship after that sharing. marcus, I will remember what u share just now. (: then we split into different groups and travel around gelang area to pray for those schools, churches and those temples. quite fun actually. then went back church wait for samuel then send me and marcus home. thanks! (: hais.. tomorrow gonna wake up early then go kovan.. having official opening for our container named XYZ inc. so I'll just go there study and wait till it's time for the opening then I'll go. =p haha.. tomorrow and sunday will be a stress day for me. hais.... jia you ba.. te chun, don't be sad about it le. if u think u had done ur best, then the rest leave it to God le. it's ok la. try again lor and get good results. (: smile ya..




Friday, November 03, 2006


It's going to be a memorable day for me today. =D






Sorry if I didn't reply ur message that fast. today was out studyin so didn't use phone that much. sorry meimei. can't chat with u when u called me. ): I'm so tired today. slept at 4plus this morning and woke up at 11am. hais this few days not enough rest!! gosh.. how am I going to suffer?? all I need now is to have a good rest! I don't want to think of other stuffs anymore! I don't want to care about all the stuffs anymore! not going to care le! it makes me feel so so tired thinking of all the stuffs... I need a breather! busy with revision, busy with handling problems, busy with lots of stuffs! hais... why problems will always come and never go? why can't things be solved so easily? why? hais.. as for what I've told peter last night, I'm not going to care anymore... I've enough.. really.. I'm tired le... hais...




Thursday, November 02, 2006


what's wrong?
I don't know either..
what have I done wrong?
I'm sorry if I hurt u somehow..
but I really wish to know the truth too..
can things be sort out?






Slept around 2 plus this morning. was doing chem and gosh.. I don't know how to do! =x I look at the book, it stare back at me. it knows me but I don't know it. hais.. how how how??? this morning was awake by stressness.. surprise huh.. sameul msg me and ask me to awake up to study. wei kang called me and ask how do I fair for this chinese paper which I didn't retake can.. -.-'' then he ask about my studies, how's my revision so far blah blah.. and jia xian did so so so much better then me. good for him! hais am I a failure?? hais.. did all the stuffs been screwed into my brain? am I really working hard? hais.. damn sad la.. hoosh.. anyway.. good weather today..! and I doubt I'm meeting te chun liao.. arghh... cannot trust him de.. =p haha joking joking.. maybe last min got problems?? nevermind la.. oh! today is 1st nov!! =x






Why didn't rain? keep hearing thunder but why no rain? ): I want RAIN!!! humph kai u cannot love rain also.. cannot cannot cannot.. haha.... only I can love.. =pPp joking joking... haha.. so boring.. this few days stay at home.. so sian ah! yea me too! I also want to walk under the rain! so nice.. hehe.. oh te chun got chinese A level on friday.. chey no wonder he can't meet.. (: it's ok la.. jia you k!! =D Yummy.. ovaltine biscuit is so nice. childhood biscuit. =p carrot juice!! so nice to drink. it's a healthy drink. got vitamin C and E! haha.. gonna pack my room le.. super messy la.. this period, keep studying.. then all the books and papers all flying around.. =p can imagine how messy it is.. haha.. it doesn't look like a room.. =pPp how I wish I had a maid. =p haha.. or I have a nice room so that I will appreciate my room and I won't "vandalize" it. haha. so sian. early in the morning get scolded by my sis for NOTHING! my mum said she will fetch my cousin to the childcare, and she go during her working hour. then my sis ask whether I'm going to fetch her not. then tell her mummy go fetch. then she and her smelly mouth scold me 'TMD'. halo!!! mummy say she fetching right!! wth, scold me for nothing. early in the morning pollute the room and the air.. arghh.. lucky was listening to mp3 and doing my work. didn't care what she say. stupid! arghh.. oh and tell peter how I felt about kovan thing. hais.. sad la.. it's a place for us to do volunteery work and to get to know the youths there. in the end? the place whereby its so nice, so pleasent and so peaceful becomes so noisy, so polluted my the languages and the behaviour. urgh..! smoke outside the container and nobody cares! spit saliva outside the container also nobody cares! keep scolding vulgarities like nobody business! hey! stop polluting the area can? it's not the area of yours! its good that they treat that place so comfortably. but can u at least show us some respect? if u want to smoke or spit or what, can u at least go somewhere FAR so that we can't see and get so irritated by it?!? I don't think u all are ah bengs lor pls! smoke, spit saliva is ah beng ah? come on la hor.. pls grow up can? and stop being so childish.. it really piss me off EVERYTIME whenever we go there lor. it just making me don't feel like going to that place anymore lor! used to go there study with mei shan they all. now?!?! can't even concentrate la! so noisy! arghh!!! change the name of the container got use meh?? as if after it change more people will come like that.. hais I don't see the point of changing lor. can't stand the mp too la.. hais.. and can't even pronounce the word " agora " then don't want the name. -.-'' u want me to teach u how to pronounce?? hais.. forget it la. say so much. will change everything meh? suan le ba.. if the mp like it, so be it lor.. mp ma... hais... stupid thing....




Wednesday, November 01, 2006


Simply just love rain!

the weather is so nice today.

rain, rain and rain... =D

seems like it just wash away all my troubles and trying to make me smile as the wind blew past my face. the coldness makes me feel so warmth. (: love it! how I wish it could stay throughout the night so that I will have no troubles to face. (:

little droplets makes me smile.

I love rain! (:






Slept around 3 plus this morning. do my chemistry then after that sian liao go open drawer, saw my saga seeds. then take out and count. =p one by one, and total hmmm.. 1061 seeds. (: count till so tired. haha.. woo jesslyn ask my physic eh.. =x lucky I know how to do that question and I've done it. if not haha.. oh and heard from her that yesterday's paper was more tough then prelim paper. thank God I've made the right choice man. (: not meeting mei shan today again. ): meeting her on friday instead. today independent again.. hais so sian.. see the timetable for next week, wth.. 4 days straight papers.. darn.. 8 days.. how am I gonna suffer during that 8 days? =/ hais..

initially I ask jess and min to go punggol end de. but.. sorry I lazy liao.. don't feel like going out today.. sorry.. te chun u good lor. u broke ur promise.. humph.. so unfair.. ): gosh.. I suspect something is gonna happen.. good or bad?? =x hais hope my instinct is right. wondering is he studying now.. hope he'll pass... jia you ba.. thanks marcus for the pics.. it's damn cute can.. omg.. arghh.. I can't wait on the 20th nov!!!

stupid ants keep crawling around the kitchen table. sickening.. too bad I've killed all of them.. =p

oh and Happy birthday wei xiang.. =D