Tuesday, August 29, 2006


Wa I'm tired..

use my last strength to blog... =)

today schools is damn boring la..

3 teachers on MC...

today's dance rehearsal wasn't that good afterall..

hais.. problems again about the dance...

WHY WHY WHY???

why can't there's once without problems?

looking very forward to Teacher's day and everything will be cleared!!

mummy ah mummy....
why u keep taking mc de?
very hard to do things without u around...
please come to school tomorrow.......!!!

went for Social studies thingy for a SHORT while..
the room is so pack with students and we can't even see the screen..
thank goodness we sit beside the door..
we just slip out of the room without many people notice..

went kovan straight to meet mei shan..
reach there around 5 plus and start doing my maths homework without her yet..
VECTERS!!!!!!
kill me man...
ARGHH~!!!
so difficult la....
thanks mei shan for teaching and explaining so clearly to me!!! =D

my best tuitor ever!!!!! xD

omg..
can't take it anymore...
gonna K.O le..
NITEX!!!!!




Monday, August 28, 2006


Happy Church 21th Anniversary!!!!

yesterday we were busy baking cookies and jelly..

Thanks to:
jessie. jonathan. mei mei. geraldine. serene. adeline.

thanks jessie and jon for making the jelly..
thanks the rest for baking the cookies and I don't have to make.. =p
all I do is just carry the tray in and out from the oven.. hehe..
I don't have to mix and dirty my hand.. haha...
oh ya and thanks jessie and jon for buying dinner for us..
thanks jon for tuning the guitar and putting the string for my sis..
thanks jessie for helping me to revive my cranes and tortoise.. =D

WOW..
my cookies were nice..
haha thanks to them man.. Love u guys....
*muacks*

I'm like so poor thing la..
my foot so damn pain...
kenna step alot of time..
tomorrow wear slipper go school le.. :(

tomorrow having tuition with mei shan..
thanks mei shan..
thanks for coming all the ways from NUS to kovan..

wow Im like thank alot of people la..
haha... woo they like our cookies.. yeah!!
and the jelly too!

oh today's sharing super duper funny!!
omg we just can't stop laughing..
laughing at daddy, fiona, beverly, wei kang, marcus, jessie, adeline and serene..
haha.. omg daddy so funny la..
omg..
*blurp blurp*, *mooo*, *baa~*, *wroof*, *rabbit rabbit*, *meow*, *cockadoo*.
hahaha....
its fun.. its fun...
shall have this kind often..
rather than spending money.. haha...

went PS for dinner..
wa mei mei.. stop making me la.....
arghh...
haha we took 8 lian zhao..
each make a number and take photo..
so cute..

oh.. me ans serene took neoprint..
cool man..
haha so nice..
haha....
yeah and we bought fluffy phone keychain..
haha.. so huge for my photo.. =p
but is cute.. haha..

wa sian..
tomorrow got school...
hais..
so sian liao.....
nvm study for 3 days only..
tahan abit more....

[humph!!!
I don't love u anymore le la!!!
bully me....
u know who u are..
don't u ever come and talk to me or sms me!!!
arghhhh......]

*yawns*

I'm tired....
long day tomorrow le...
better sleep now..
if not... I shall pon ten.. wahaha..
joking..
nites!! -muacks-
=D




Saturday, August 26, 2006


Oh die le..

will we be able to finish making the cookies by tomorrow?

cos I made 1 packet..
and it took me 2 hours to finish everything.... =x
3 packets left..
enough time bo?

wa wei kang sick again.....
jia lat liao..
hopefully he will be able to join us tomorrow for practice..
pray for him ok?
pray that today he will not be busy and will be able to get enough rest..
cos he works till tomorrow....
poor him man...
take Mc la.. don't go work...
need rest alot... =D

tomorrow practice 11 leh...
omg can't sleep late... =/
I'm so tired this few days...
Don't know why also...

*yawns*






OUT!!!

I'm out of the superstar again..

No fate to join the competition la..

but..

I still need to thanks Peter for burning the cd for me..
and JESSLYN to help me write lyrics.. and Yumin to stay for my audition to end..
wow.. ah zhong.. u so shuai when singing seriously sia.. haha..
omg!! Mei mei.. u sing superb nice la!!!
ting le tao zui..
so super damn nice..!
omg... wo kan hao ni to be our superstar.. haha.. jia you jia you..

Stupid mr tan..
for no reason say me again.. arghh.....
haha jess u are right..
I will complain here.. haha..

WOO~!
today's motivational talk.. is Amin!!!
haha see him so happy..
and they say my face turn red.. =/
bo bian la..
he too shuai le.. haha....
mi si ren lor.. haha....
but he become abit fat le..
nevermind.. still handsome!! =x

got to make some cookies today le..
if not tomorrow cannot finish making..
so rush now... pfft...




Friday, August 25, 2006








I'm tired..

think I'm getting sick le..

tomorrow got audition..

and now I starting to have cough le.. :'(

hmmm hopefully can get into finals......

lessons is getting more and more down and boring le...

*cough cough*

Oh no..
jus can't stop coughing..
hope it won't affect my throat tomorrow...

this sat worship practice...
11 leh.. then need bake cookies for church 21th anniversary..
hope can bake on time...
pls be here on time ok..
haha..

wa tomorrow got interview by don't know who...
some other's school principals...
then interview us..
haha propaganda.. =D




Wednesday, August 23, 2006


Oops.. =/
sorry wei kang..
hai ni sick liao..
paiseh paiseh...
don't worry..
will keep u in prayer...
U rest well hor..
take mc liao must rest more...
see u like gonna sick le still ask u send me home..
takkaire......!!!!!!!

hey peter..
thx for finding the song for me..
haha will try my best to squeeze in the top de..
haha...






Here to blog again..
seems like there's alot of things for me to say..
but... just don't knoe where to start from..
anyway..
this friday is superstar audition..
only top 3 or 5 will get in..
and one of the judges is those who produce cd de..
but I don't know who.. so scary.. =/
still don't know what song to sing leh..
jia lat le..
maybe shall sing hei bai pei by fan wei qi..
but I got to memorise super hard..
today's school is super sian..
practise dance again..
change partner le..
can't dance with dickson cos of some reason..
and I respect it..
cos no choice.. haha..
then change to ah zhong..
omg.. dance with him so damn funny la..
I can't stop laughing..
he dance so funny..
keep jumping here and there..
hais.. so many things to do..
yesterday went kovan to study with mei shan..
then uncle covin come fetch me go seng song buy cookies thingy..
hais.. I'm tired..
need go practise singing le..
haha...
hope this time round can get in...
my last year in school le..
hope to get something memorable..
pray hard for me ah..
haha.... =pPp
Oh tomorrow is Zim's birthday..
haha he keep hinting to me la..
haha.. so decided to make him something which I didn't make for my friends before..
so U got to be honour ok..!
haha... Happy birthday in advance Zim..!!! =D




Monday, August 21, 2006


Oh by the way...

Yu min!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Have fun ma?

Enjoyed?

Now waiting for Jesslyn nia..

haha..

because of u I purposely come online again to blog de hor..

haha...

WA..
how come my font suddenly become like that de?
my large is like this..
can't imagine lor..
something wrong is it?
but huge also this font...
arghh...
can someone tell me why?
cos I really don't know..
haha...
WOOT~~!
Group D rox!!
daddy in my group also...
cool la..
haha... but serene no more le..
nevermind..
I will still pei u go church de..
haha..
Good luck for ur piano exams ok..!
must pass hor..
heex... -muackx-






Muscle ache!!!

my leg very pain..
walk liao very xin ku..
wa.. thank God..
today when I woke up,
my mum didnt say anything when I told her that I'm going out..
heex..
but then meet serene late la..
took train to Boon Keng and change to bus..
so fast.. haha...
I'm super duper tired today la...
met serene and kept complaining to her that I'm tired..
during worship and sermon..
I'm forcing myself to open my eyes la..
but before that I saw Rev Lim ma..
I told him I'm tired..
He say " nevermind, I will wake u when u fell asleep".
haha.. he so humourous.. haha...
finally sermon over..
but help Jane do the audio thing..
but I fell asleep until the practice over.. =p
super tired la..
kai say I look like zombie today... =/
say my face green green.. =x
lian qing chun bai...
omg... haha...
we went to PS..
eat Mos burger..
and I got extra burger.. -.-''
then give andrew cos he not eating..
then give him.. don't waste food..
haha.. stupid lor the people...
went home after that..
but.. -.-''
me and my cousin scan the card..
but they didn't lor.. -.-''
stay there super long..
wooo...
saw Adelina, Huining, Shi hui and her friend..
WA..
I damn tired....
but can't sleep leh...
that's so torturing la...
nevermind..
shawn say he will pei me sms if I still can't sleep.. =)
yipee~!
tomorrow might have tuition with Mei shan..
just receive her message..
think I shall go sleep...
if not tomorrow can't wake up then jia lat liao..
Peter yeo!!!
U better help me burn F.I.R de cd hor...!!!




Sunday, August 20, 2006


Wake up early in the morning to go for the fund raising thingy.. (amazing race)
Mei shan morning call me.. den i call peter..
but end up he woke up le..
den call wei kang..
wa lao.. he more pig den me lor...
call him so many times he nv pick up the phone..
wa! say 9am start the worship..
in the end 935 like tat den start..
den wa...
tiring lor...
keep running here and there...
wei kang run fast sia.. peter oso..
haha... den Andrew and Grace Home..
it started raining HEAVILY...
and we all got drentch..
but still ling yu play bball..
den i score one 2 pointer.. yipee~
cant stand it...
im jus too tired..
thanks wei kang for sending me home again...
VOOM VOOM VOOM....~~
sorry leh..
u so tired le still ask u send me home...
thanks alot alot for sending me home this 2 days...
u rest more hor..
u gonna be sick soon after today's sun and rain..
rest more hor...!!!!!
gonna sleep soon...
super tired now..
tml still got service..
nitex..... =D




Saturday, August 19, 2006


Today's oral quite ok..
it's just that I didn't do well for my picture and conversation ba..
Got prompt alot of times for conversation.. =/
Today's class so bored de..
no laughter de..
Maths class I was so sian..
den i do my work and LISTEN to mr tan..
Don't say I never listen to u ok......
went home straight after school just to bathe..
haha.. cos super hot la..
and I don't want to stay in school and wait..
so rushing.. came out from the toilet then perspire liao... -.-''
then me and Yumin faster walk to school.. perspire again...
wa..! damn kan jiong la...
I'm the second one leh..
haha thank goodness..!!!
there's alot of dialogue..
my favourite.. haha!!!
And I think I really did well for that..
but not the others.. hais....
wa.. yesterday during history lesson..
was talking to dickson about something...
then he was reading message..
then Mr Han saw him..
then ask him to answer his question..
if not I will have to answer...
then he said we are like Mr and Mrs Smith... -.-''
ya ya we are we are..... HOR dickson.....

went Tao payoh to meet Mei shan and Bing Zheng to teach me maths..
super cold la...
wa the maths is giving me headache man..
wa.. they are so PATIENCE la..
they keep explaining to me..
but it just can't get in my stupid head..
but they just keep on repeating and repeating the same thing over an over again..
thanks Bing Zheng and Mei Shan.. ( biao bo and biao bo mu) *wink*

we met the rest..
Wei kang, Peter, Darrel, Hui xin, Sze zhen, Jie ying...
den we play pico..
haha.. so and and STRESSFUL...
me and mei shan very stress..
cos we compete with each other..
so scary la.. haha..
then all went home le..
left me and wei kang at long john..
we play pico.. cos he wanna practice..
yeah I win u!!
haha... still say u will trash me..
wahaha...
and Thanks for sending me home... ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM~~!!!!!
so fast la.. haha.... so cool... so cold......
the wind dashing towards me la...
so cold liao still Zoom Zoom so fast..
haha.. thanks ah.. *wink*
tomorrow got to wake up damn early...
645 got to wake up.. lai chuang abit... =p
then morning call wei kang and peter after mei shan morning call me.. hehe..
so cute.. morning call everyone who is going.. haha...
haha shall stop here le..
if not peter keep "pestering" me..
haha.. keep asking whether am I done.. haha..
(don't scold me hor).. heex.... =p
*yawns*
I'm tired le..
continue tomorrow ba..
OH WOW...
tomorrow there's cell group too...
wa.. tired....
nitex everyone!! whee~




Friday, August 18, 2006


sheesh~!

stupid mr tan..

scold me again..

arghh....


so many people talk and laugh but u pin on me only..
humph!!
don't care u also..
wa.. today you bei flood sia..
Jesslyn.. u good lor..
got so tall de life guard..
me leh..?
got no one to help me...
sad la... wo shi ke lian de...
is like Tsunami.. flood people till die de..
haha today Johnson kenna suan by me till very jia lat..
haha.. say me la huh!!!
haha.. and there goes ur rooster hair man..
say me de xia chang.. wahaha.....
Lee yan.. my leng xiao hua very cold right?
my dirty joke very dirty also rite?
haha..... see I so good.
I entertain u lor..
jess oral easy?
die le..
tomorrow my turn liao... =x
playing pico de game..
gonna practise hard..
haha... got test later on..
haha....




Thursday, August 17, 2006


Teens magazine is out!! must purchase.. wahaha..
practise dance again..
tired.. and perspire like siao..
finally got my throphy from mr tan le.. hehe..
today after school English very sian..
no mood to read the passage..
only do 1 passage.. another 1 copy jessltn de.. heex..
today superb sian..
superb tired......
haha.. mixed yeo's ice lemon with 7-up..
not bad la..
oh chin ann ask me to buy ice cream for him..
haha.. eh but first must persuade ur gan-ma first hor..
haha... must say all the sweet stuffs then she somehow or rather will buy.. xD
wooo! o.O
yumin read bible today..
haha.. I'm quite surprise leh..
hehe.. read John..
nice ma? read more.. wahaha... =PpP
wa Jerry... why don't want dance for 'mummy'?
last year liao still don't want to dance... haiyur.....
WA WA WA...!!!!!
Jesslyn!
we gonna bei Flood si le!!
saliva will flood us till we drown de....
how!?!?! u got someone to save u..
I don't have leh... how?!?!
die liao la.. the 3 of us dying by saliva soon le..... T.T
can someone save me?!?!




Wednesday, August 16, 2006


Hahaha...
today in school was fun!
stupid jesslyn... keep making me laugh..
especially during physic at the lab..
like siaocharbor la..
the class so quiet and we are so noisy.. haha..
so fun.. yumin u miss alot of fun today! haha..
first time during chinese lesson no need to do work..
feel so weird..
sian.. after school still need to practise dance..
so tired la...
what to do? teacher's day coming..
bcos of mummy we dance lor..
if not I wan to dance like that..
anyway!! we will be singing.. YEAH!!!
oh and I participate in our school project superstar..
next friday is the audition..
don't know what to sing... =x
die le la..
don't know what present to buy for my dear..
this thursday her bday..
jia lat.... =x
maybe necklace ba..
hais.. keep thinking this is very meaningfull...


[ni na me ai ta, wei she me bu ba ta liu xia.
wei she me bu shuo xin li hua,
ni shen ai ta, zhe shi mei ge ren dou zhi dao ah.
ni na me ai ta, wei she me bu ba ta liu xia.
shi bu shi ni you shen ai de, liang ge ta.
shuo yi ni bu xiang zai rang zi ji, wu fa zi ba.]


[sarang haeyo means i love u,
dai biao zhe wo, li bu kai ni
mei fen mei miao you ni de shen ying,
zhi you ni sa jiao, hui rang wo wei xiao.
sarang haeyo zhi dui ni shuo,
i will love u and forever more
wo da ying baby u will see,
mei yi ge wo dou shu yu ni.]




Tuesday, August 15, 2006


Yesterday went to temple to bai ji my ah ma..
didn't go for service.. :'(
but Thank God that I can reach church on time.. and is on the DOT!
I keep praying and praying..
hope that I'll not be late for YF.. cos when i leave the temple..
is like 145 le.. and service starts at 2pm!
Thank God that He answered my prayer!
reach church that time, they were just about to start!! :)
Awww.. yesterday was Marcus' last Yf with us.. ( he will be joining us back )
sad.. marcus' leading of worship rox!!
having BS.. I was like.... not focusing... at all?? or abit??
my whole mind is thinking of my Chinese...
sorry mei shan.. I think I gave attitude yesterday.. I'm sorry........
went bedok for lunch cum dinner..
didn't go support Te chun's band... I'm sorry too!!
I really very tired and not in the mood of going out.. I'm sorry......
Hais.. was super full after wating mac..
and till night.. I still very full.. full till I wanna vomit..
den I complain to shawn...
oh.. yesterday their family went to eat buffet to celebrate daddy's booking out in 2 weeks later.. hooray!!!
oh and shawn.. must occupied daddy ok..
don't let him have the chance to think..
poor daddy.... :'( *sob sob*
wa shawn.. PLS don't drink coffee when next day u will be having school!
haha.. I can't pei u even night to chat de.. haha.. =p
joking.. I'm not so bad..
hais... hopefully tomorrow will be a good and fresh day for us..
if not.....
sooner or later I will die very fast!!!!
Jesslyn.. wo hen kuai ye shi hui bei yen si le!!
u must help me ok?
I got no one to help.. so u and min must help me ok??






Damn pissed today la.... so many things happen...
whole day was like so boring..
finally I've made my decision..
I'm not retaking my chi...
Hais.... today fan2 alot of stuffs lor..
Hais.. forget it.. don't ponder about it anymore!
I'm tired.. tired.. tired...
Speechless again...




Sunday, August 13, 2006


Happy Birthday BingZheng (today) and Fiona (tomorrow)!!
Went to Fiona's 21th birthday party..
But i took cab.. awww..
11.80 bucks.. o.O
can't imagine.. and there's alot of traffic lights and traffic jam.. arghh...
reach there and got lost..
Jane call and come and look for me..
in the end.. she and Kai was in Kai's dad's car...
haha.. so funny la..
WOOOO~~!!
Fiona looks GORGEOUS la..
she wore an angel suit..
omg.. so nice.. so chio.. haha..
oh and and.. I saw 2 babies...
they're SO CUTE LA!!! omg.....
can't carry them.. cos they were slppeing.. :'(
I pity him.. also don't what to tell or talk to him..
hais.. see him like that I sad lor...
but seriously speaking.. he's not bad looking..
anyway.. hope everything will be fine.....
thx daddy for sending me home thou i didn't say and just follow..
Daddy's the BEST!! -luv ya-
awww..
tomorrow cannot go service..
need go bai my ah ma...
hopefully I can join YF.....!
keep me in prayer ok??
and hopefully I can persuade my mum to go...
keep this in prayer too!! xD




Saturday, August 12, 2006


Hmmm..
in the end, we went to watch fireworks instead..
Peter, jessie, jon, kai and his frens, me and my cousin..
we went to city hall near the 'durian' there.. (pardon me.. I don't know how to spell)
but in the end, we only got to see the top part..
cos we are late and suddenly " POOM POOM POOM "...
haha.. not very nice actually..
I only like the last part.. is like drizzling..
cool~~
but sad also..
didn't get to watch planet shakers..
but anyway..
I still met my frens..
better than staying at home facing the 4 BORING walls... rite?
but anyway..
thx Peter.. for joining us.. U seems tired after ur work..
but u still come.. thx thx..
Hais.. sad..
got back my Chinese O level results..
I got a B3.. and merit for both oral and listening..
hais..
Don't know whether should I re-take..
Only got 2 days to think..
Hope God will lead me the good path..
Hais.. sian diao..
see jess cry till like that and I don't know how to comfort her..
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Should I re-take?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?






Freaking fedup la..
WTF....!!!
pending for this day to come and watch planet shakers..
end up..!
all of them went out!
and no one look after my cousin!
and her ............... father didn't want to take her..
say what got dinner at nite!
BULL SHIT LA!
dinner more important than OWN daughter is it!
WTF......
no planet shakers.. no fireworks!!!
they enjoy.... I SUFFER!!!!!
what can I do?
So what I'm the youngest and and so what I look after her all along!!!
DON'T I HAVE MY OWN FREEDOM HUH?!?!?!
so the rest of my entire life I got to look after her isit!?!?!
I can't stand it la!
everything is ME, ME and ME and no one else!
Hais.... my life simply sux!!
and I can't do anything!
all I can do is just hide in the room and cry..
what's the point!?!?!
can my tears change everything?
It's just wasting my tears and my energy to cry!!
simply hate it!!!
I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!






Hmmm..
in the end, we went to watch fireworks instead..
Peter, jessie, jon, kai and his frens, me and my cousin..
we went to city hall near the 'durian' there.. (pardon me.. I don't know how to spell)
but in the end, we only got to see the top part..
cos we are late and suddenly " POOM POOM POOM "...
haha.. not very nice actually..
I only like the last part.. is like drizzling..
cool~~
but sad also..
didn't get to watch planet shakers..
but anyway..
I still met my frens..
better than staying at home facing the 4 BORING walls... rite?
but anyway..
thx Peter.. for joining us.. U seems tired after ur work..
but u still come.. thx thx..
Hais.. sad..
got back my Chinese O level results..
I got a B3.. and merit for both oral and listening..
hais..
Don't know whether should I re-take..
Only got 2 days to think..
Hope God will lead me the good path..
Hais.. sian diao..
see jess cry till like that and I don't know how to comfort her..
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Should I re-take?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?




Friday, August 11, 2006


Went out for dinner with Mei Mei at Plaza Sing..
LONG JOHN rox!!
haha..
We had a long chatting and planning for games..
haha..
plan till we also want to play.. cos it's fun!!!
So hope there will be lots of people go for the 'fun week'..
wooo~
going for amazing race on the 19th of Aug..
compete with other churches..
it's a fund raising for PCS..
hope I won't 'tuo lei' them.. =p






Hais..
today is a bring day..
nothing to do..
don't know what to study..
Cool!! so I've decided to bake cake!
It's nice.. chocolate cake..
but I don't know is it perfect not leh..
haha.. nevermind..
won't get food poisoning can le..
it smell nice..
looks..? nice also.. but only the top part 'expolde' only..
think it's too hot..
that's why is broke on the top..
shall try next ime..
try till it's perfect!
cool~
it's so fun....
Oh my..
eunice!!
tian tian ye ye...
your blog....
ahhhhh.......
*humph*
hahahahahahaha.......




Thursday, August 10, 2006


Today was fun at katong!
thanks ah ma for inviting me over for dinner..
it's so fun!
make cookies and cream caramel with Shawn.
Haha.. purposely ask him to mix the cookies and is like.... yucks! haha..
He teach me how to make cream caramel and i teach him to make cookies..
and we make the kitchen so dirty..
erm.. not me actually.. is Shawn.. haha..
we played english and chinese chess..
and he bully lor.. winn all the match!
humph..
when daddy came back, i scare him from the back..
but hais.. not fun de..
he didn't get shock.. no surprise.. hais..
Oh having a good dinner..
but having sore throat..
so eat le very xin ku..
thanks shawn.. see me so xin ku den pour water for me..
haha.. watch NDP.. and we saw fighter plane at his house there.. so nice..
oh daddy forget to take his shoulder thingy.. don't know what's that..
then we went to tuas and pass it to him..
funny lor..
from katong to tuas to sengkang..,
me and shawn is like messaging la..
haha.. pass here pass there.. haha.. so lame..
thanks for warming my hand.. haha.. thou it's still cold.. wahaha..
it's fun.. really fun..
go there play once I having hoiliday.. haha..




Wednesday, August 09, 2006


Arghh..
help u people cook still not good..
complain so much..
how would i know how much oil should i put...
complian so much.. U COOK LA..
just only know how to say..
and u know how to cook, why don't u?
Hais..
anyway..
I WANNA EGG SHELL.....
which is 2/3 perfect shell..
hehe.. if anyone who eats egg at home, can give me the shell? =p
coool....
tomorrow go Katong for dinner..
another family.. hehe..
*ouch*
throat hurts again...






Today's celebration is so boring..
Speech cum prize-giving day, Carnival, Punggol idol, soccer match....
It's like wasting my time spending there... -.-''
Mr Wu gave me and Yumin a stack of coupons..
ask us help him spend..
is like.. there's nothing for us to buy anymore..
haha...
Hais.. what a weak throat I have...
Having a sore throat this morning.. feel like there's a 'lump' in my throat..
It hurts.. :*~(
Anyway.. yesterday night, ah cek called me..
cos he received my email and call and chat with me.
We had a long talk thou all the conversation was spoken by him only..
and I only " um um um "...
cos listen ma.. then only can um lor..
He's such a good Elder..
everytime, no matter what.. his care and concern for us didn't stop..
When he knows we are facing problems, he will find time and call u de..
still remember there was once, he called me just to pray for me..
I'm touch by that..
And due to his tiredness, he still concern about us..
And i very grateful to him.....
Thanks ah cek.. what a good Elder cum father cum role model!!!!!
Should learn from him more.. hehe.. =p
And have a good chat with Mei Mei too..!
Remember what I've told u okie.. gal..
fang xing.. after yesterday's talk, I will definately come and talk to u de..
just hope I don't feel shy..
haha....
Friday there's planet shakers concert at fcbc..
thou is not really a concert...
But hope we'll be able to get the tickets.. if not we go watch fireworks!!! =)
By the way, after me and Mei had our conversation, I went to do my QT and it says:

Lord, give us strength to trust You when
Life's burden seem too much to bear;
Dispel the darkness with new hope
And help us rise above despair.

You won't stumble in the dark if you walk in the light of God's Word.


And as i flip through the pages, it says:

Lord, help me be the kind of friend
That makes my friend secure,
So he can find new strength and hope,
His trails to endure.

A true friend is like support to leaning wall.

And it goes on the pages:

We're thankful, Lord, that when we fall
We can begin anew
If humbly we confess our sin,
Then turn and followYou.

Confession is the soil in which forgiveness flourishes.




Tuesday, August 08, 2006


Today I'm crazy again.. keep laughing in school..
Two free period today.. cool ah..
no maths and geog..
Today Yumin never come school.. pon ten??
haha.. OMG.....
recess time, JL saw me and he wave and say hi to me.. in a sweety smile on his face!
OMG.. he's so cute la.. so shuai.. haha..
Jesslyn bth me.. hmmm.. whether should I join your 'J' family..
hmmm.... maybe....not?
haha.. after since that day, he saw me and know me le.. haha..
Wanna thanks the train man.. haha... =p
Shit I'm going crazy again.. talking crap...
But it's true..
can't forget the smile on his face..
it's to attractive.. omg..
couldn't stop thinking of his face.... =x
well.. he's too attractive!!!!
haha......
esther is going bonkers again..




Monday, August 07, 2006


Oh and this post is specially for my dearest Eunice!
Hey dear!
thx for helping me to change my blogskin!
it's very nice!
I love it LOTS!
thx dear..
-muacks muacks muacks-
love you man..






Today almost late for service.. Reach there on the dot. Sorry serene.. Hai ni got to take cab with me.. sorry.. Anyway.. the worship is cool.. but there's some hiccups inbetween.. anyway, it's not for us.. it's for God.. today siao siao de.. don't know why.. keep laughing.. jane can't stand me! wahaha.. =p same thing.. don't know where to go after service.. especially there's no YF after that.. Hais.. initially we plan to go home.. but we are kind hearted and pei Ce Jie buy 'mouse' haha.. so me, eunice, ger, adeline, mei ting, andrew, peter and ce jie went Bugis. Hais.. things happen again.. ahh don't wish to mention.. anyway..

Ahhh...! I hate my life nowadays.. It's sucks.. really..

And facing LOTS and LOTS and LOTS of problems recently..

be it spiritaul life, realtionship, family.....

I CAN'T STAND IT!

I'm going bonkers...

Can anyone save me?

I'm suffocating by all the problems that happening around!

Hais...

Yesterday can't watch fireworks with them..
need to collect cake for my mum..
today is her birthday!
Happy birthday mummy!!

Gosh..
think this friday we will be getting back our Chinese O' level results le.. =x
scared.. and English O'level oral falls on the 18th Aug..
and I'm the second one in that group!!
omg...

it's kinda fun today???
I don't know...




Friday, August 04, 2006


Sob..
Got a small cut on my face this morning and I didn't realise it until Lee Yan ask what happen to my face.. den Jesslyn say there's a cut on my face!
AAHHH.. I don't want.. faster heal faster heal.......
Today lesson quite alright.. don't really feel tired..
Haha.. disturb my classmates during maths lesson.. wahaha..
Go around disturb people..
haha.. Mr Tan just call my name..
but he didn't say anything.. wahaha..
den I tell him, say cos i ask u question but u don't want answer me..
haha.. he also cannot do anything to me..
haha.. play with his things on the table.. haha.....
But i got do my work de lor..
I do ler then go di siao them.. wahaha..
and drew an 'A' on Aaron's hand.. haha..
think he didn't realise ba..
Don't know why i keep disturbing my classmates today..
Wooo.. I've found out his name..
Actually is Jess ask de..
His name is Jun Liang..
haha.. he's so cute and cool la..
haha.. Yumin and Jess ask is it I'm interested in him.. -.-''
haha.. he's so cute la..
and during english lesson, I wanted ti ask Miss Kang question..
then Jess suddenly ask me to look outside..
haha JL walk pass our class..
then when Yi Jie turn and ask me I'm calling Miss Kang is it?
then I got shock and say no.. but actually is yes..
I thought what happen ma.. den I just say nothing to her..
cos I was looking at that guy.. =p
didn't hear what she say..
the moment i say "huh? nothing ah" , then they laugh..
hehe.. I'm crazy today....
lalalalala~
Isma also cannot stand me during maths lesson.. wahaha...
took lift in school.. then kenna caught by Mr chong..
initially he didn't see me, but i hear this voice like very familiar..
When i turn and see who he is, then he saw me.. and he push my head to the side.. arghh...
aiyo.. I also don't care him de.. haha.. ride to him also nvm.. hehe...
esther is crazy today!! whee whee~~




Thursday, August 03, 2006


Speechless...
Haiz.. why do things turn out differently? It didn't turn out what I thought.. Oh.. why do I care anyway.. It's none of my business lor.. Haiz.. but why do I feel as if I'm..... Ahh whatever.. I don't want to think anymore.. It's so irritating! Stop thinking of it esther! wake up!!
I'm just counldn't control my mind..
Just couldn't stop thinking of it..
Lord, help me to forget all the troubles and the things that i shouldn't be thinking of now..
Anyway.. during chinese class today, our teacher let us watch 'I not stupid 2' with her.. It's so funny la.. 'so lame' , 'cool man' , 'whatever'... =D
tomorrow continue with the show.. heex..
Haiz.. not again.. why I kept thinking about that thing? haiz..
esther stop thinking.. stop dreaming ok!
esther felt so lost.
esther is thinking nonsensical thing.
esther is dreaming.
esther is going crazy.
esther need yumin's help this time round.
Only u know what happen and give advice.
Hope u can solve my problems.. =)
You are the only one who die for me
Gave ur life to set me free
so i lift my voice to u
in adoration.




Wednesday, August 02, 2006


New start of the month! And I slept in class again..! It's so tired.. but there's no lesson.. so I slept.. =p Haiz.. Why bad things coming 1 after another? Haiz.. it pains me to see all the problems and it's not solved! Hope after all this incident, just hope everyone will see where the problems lies and try to resolve it.. And I hope we can help out either the centre or other stuffs.. And can also let ah cek take a break.. This saturday there's an event at Kovan centre.. and I really hope to see people there.. Hmm.. have a good chatting with Mr Tan.. haha talking about christianality and share testimony.. hehe.. lalala~ feeling good today.. I'll just leave everything in God's hand and I don't feel that more burden in me.. Wow.. today's maths paper from Changkat Changi Sec was a killer! It's super duper tough!!!! Omg.. all of us was like complaining about the paper.. And there's these "Ang mo ", so tall.. and play basketball with our school player.. and the height different is like.. 'giant and dwaft'. haha.. oh.. I'm mean.. haha..
Hey ppl.. can help me think of some names that is funky, special and is attractive to Youths? I need ur help.. thx lots my dear frens... -muacks-




Tuesday, August 01, 2006


Having Eng mock oral today.. sad.. got 26/40.. Haiz.. But nevermind.. practise makes perfect.. today in school is like slacking.... don't really have lesson.. And finally it rains in the morning! Jesslyn called me this morining.. ask whether I want to 'tong bang' her dad's car not.. I love Rain.. ohhh... finally met Yumin's dear this afternoon.. wahaha.. not bad ah girl.. good taste.. haha.. remember what i say.. in order to perserve this relationship.. u got to know how to treasure it ya.. forget about that incident alright.. treat it as it was just a joke? haha.. Haiz.. so sianz now.. received a message from Peter.. wow... read liao abit guilty also.. Haiz.. I think I need to reflect more then u do le.. hor Peter.. Haiz.. think after this incident, hope there will be a change in YF and alot alot lor.. Haiz..


Hope to see a change in YF.. God bless...






Got a shock when i reach the church carpark as we (Serene n me) saw an ambulance at the carpark! And the paramedics were talking to kai's fatherand another guy. When we reach 4th level...... we saw the peace group aunties, standing at the door, eyes was watery and red.. When I step into the main hall, they were standing and Uncle Geoffrey was leading the prayer. The place was so down.. I ask Mei Shan what happen and she told me that ah cek fainted! I was like WHAT?!?!?! My jaws literally drop... But thank God.. ah cek feeling better now.. think will be able to discharge tomorrow le.. Praise the Lord.. hmmm.. Rev Lim had a good sermon la! haha he's so funny.. I counldn't stop laughing about the joke.. it's about sharing.. haha.. ah gong ah ma.. haha.. share teeth.. haha... omg.. serene and mei shan couldn't stand me cos I kept laughing.. the joke was like stop for a long time but I still broke into laughter and Ce jie keep turning around and look at me.. haha.. Pastor is so cute la.. haha.. Afterall, nice worship, nice sermon.. Uncle Geoffrey's song was nice!