Monday, November 17, 2008


I DUN WAN TO LIVE IN A LIFE THAT IS FULL OF SECRETS AND NO TRUTH!
I DUN WAN JUST AN APPEARANCE!
I WAN TO KNOW THE INSIDE!
THE TRUTH!
THE HEART FEELING!!!!
DON'T HIDE ANYTHING FROM ME!!!
TELL ME UR FEELINGS!!!!!!
I DUN CARE WAT IT IS BUT AT LEAST SHARE IT WITH ME!!!!!!

IF POSSIBLE, I ALSO WANT TO TELL ABOUT MY PROBLEMS!
BUT MINE IS JUST SO HARD TO SAY...
I'VE TOLD U.
BUT DOES IT CHANGES ANYTHING?
NO!!!
THINGS NEVER CHANGE TILL NOW!
THE FEELING IS STILL THERE.. I KNOW!
BUT WHAT ELSO CAN I DO?
IT'S NOT MY HEART.
I CANT CHANGE.
BUT CAN U CHANGE?
CAN U FORGET ABT THE PAST?
NO U CANT.
IF NOT I WONT suffer TILL NOW!

U GET WHAT I MEAN?
I WANT IT TO BE NO SECRETS...
I KNOW ITS HARD FOR U NOT TO TINK OF THE PAST..
BUT WELL... IT'S ALREADY A PAST.
THINGS CANNOT GO BACK TO THE PAST ALREADY...
WHY STILL BOTHER TO THINK AND REFRESH THAT MEMORY?
PRESENT ONE NOT GOOD ENOUGH??

I'M GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS LE...
I REALLY HATE TO CARRY ON LIKE THAT...
IT'S SO SUFFERING!!!


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