Friday, November 28, 2008


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MEI MEI!!!

FINALLY IS UR 17TH BIRTHDAY LE! =)
HOPE U'VE ENJOY UR DAY TODAY.. =)

JUS TO LET U KNOW THAT I'M BLESSED TO HAVE U AS MY DEAR SIS-IN-CHRIST AND ALSO MY DEAR FREN! THANKS FOR BRINGING JOY AND LAUGHTER INTO MY LIFE! MOST IMPORTANTLY TO THANK GOD FOR PLACING U PART IN MY LIFE!!!

LOVE U MY DEAR GAL!!! =D

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Today after school, went bedok to have my hair cut at...... $2.80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S DAMN CHEAP CAN!!!!!!

Thanks to Jeslyn for intro-ing to me... =)

BUT they cut my fringe till so short....... )':

SOB SOB!!!

Now only hope that it can grow faster.......

After I cut, immediately msg esther to ask is there photo shoot... haha.. thankfully not so soon!! PHEW~!.....

It's a weekend once again!!!

Going church tml morning for camp meeting...

sheesh... i haven finish my proposal!!!

Later gonna chiong liao...

hais...

3 projects to complete!!!

SIAN!!!!!!!!!




Friday, November 21, 2008


Time now is 2am... Another 7-8 more hours... baby will be back! =D
Time really flies... and he's back today!! =D
loves loves....


It's going to be a busy weeks a head for me...
`youth camp
`committee retreat
`learning driving
`projects.. but yet started.. =x
` Run errands for the camp thing..

Lots of things for me to do... but.. i'm still procrastinatin!!! =XX

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

BEEN SLACKING THIS FEW WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP! STOP! STOP!

Can someone please help me... ):

Maybe now dear's back.... I won't slack so much le ba.. =/

I'm so excited!!!! =D




Monday, November 17, 2008


I'VE PASSED MY FINAL THEORY!!!
WOOTS!!!!!
=D






I DUN WAN TO LIVE IN A LIFE THAT IS FULL OF SECRETS AND NO TRUTH!
I DUN WAN JUST AN APPEARANCE!
I WAN TO KNOW THE INSIDE!
THE TRUTH!
THE HEART FEELING!!!!
DON'T HIDE ANYTHING FROM ME!!!
TELL ME UR FEELINGS!!!!!!
I DUN CARE WAT IT IS BUT AT LEAST SHARE IT WITH ME!!!!!!

IF POSSIBLE, I ALSO WANT TO TELL ABOUT MY PROBLEMS!
BUT MINE IS JUST SO HARD TO SAY...
I'VE TOLD U.
BUT DOES IT CHANGES ANYTHING?
NO!!!
THINGS NEVER CHANGE TILL NOW!
THE FEELING IS STILL THERE.. I KNOW!
BUT WHAT ELSO CAN I DO?
IT'S NOT MY HEART.
I CANT CHANGE.
BUT CAN U CHANGE?
CAN U FORGET ABT THE PAST?
NO U CANT.
IF NOT I WONT suffer TILL NOW!

U GET WHAT I MEAN?
I WANT IT TO BE NO SECRETS...
I KNOW ITS HARD FOR U NOT TO TINK OF THE PAST..
BUT WELL... IT'S ALREADY A PAST.
THINGS CANNOT GO BACK TO THE PAST ALREADY...
WHY STILL BOTHER TO THINK AND REFRESH THAT MEMORY?
PRESENT ONE NOT GOOD ENOUGH??

I'M GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS LE...
I REALLY HATE TO CARRY ON LIKE THAT...
IT'S SO SUFFERING!!!


)':




Saturday, November 15, 2008


I feel that 'm out of place....

Maybe we aren't that close...
Maybe just close in surface, in verbal... but not inside...
I dunno...
Conpared to them, i dun feel together at all....


Well.. it's just me.


forever will be left there alone....


I can't wait to this friday to arrive!!!! =D
Plan plan plan....
This sat is confirmed!!! =DD
Can't wait......


*hao qi dai oh*~




Sunday, November 09, 2008


Today my les sick... didnt go church... ): then i sitting alone... )':



Sermon today was about LOVE.

During worship, I don't feel good le.. didnt really worship... don't have the mood.. and the worship leader kept repeating the chorus x times la...... =.=



Then comes to the sermon, I'm so down... cos alot of thing flashes in my head.... and the sermon really strikes me.. then I msg baby.. told her im not in a good state.. after the hui ying shi, and when rev lim is doing the talking and praying, i couldn't control anymore... and it rolls down my cheek... Went Vivo after YF with marcus, andrew, mei mei and geraldine... thanks for accompanying... =) cos i noe some of u wanna go home de... Love the company and lots of laughter too... =)



Went candy empire to buy a chocolate stick, when u eat it, then it will like "tack tack tack" sound... like those kind of "foot" sweet, inside got those dunno what thing, when u dip and u eat it, den got like "exploding" feeling inside ur mouth... haha... Andrew intro de... =)



Then while we were walking, den when i looked up, I saw G-Factory... then saw the head looks like Nic.. so went up to see see look look.. but too bad.. that Y went overseas.. didnt get the chance to see her.. haha...



Sorry ah.. cant wait for u to end work den go back with u.. u end at 10pm... so late.. i wanna go home chat with my bf.. hehe.. =p paiseh ah.. =pp


So sian can!!! I chat with dear halfway, then the STUPID CONNECTION GOT DISCONNECTED!!!! Then I cannot connect.. then dear went to sleep liao... ): so sad la...... argh! >=(




To Baby:
Thanks for ur comfort.. Thanks for ur hug.. Thanks for lending me ur boney shoulder.. =p sorry for wetting ur shoulder and shirt.. =/ love u baby!!!! I really thank God for having u in my life.. really.... 2 more papers to go.. jus 2 more! and u'll be free like the birds in the sky! and I'm waiting for our dating... =) love u baby!!! big HUG! *muacks*

To M:
Though u wont be seeing this, but just want to thank u for the comforting hug that u gave and thanks for the company today.... =)




'm the one who is supposed to care for the others but instead, I got the care by others... =x hais...
Lord, pls give me the strength to care for the youths and catch me if I fall.. Let me be able to do well in ur ministry and be able to bring back the "lost" ones.... Amen.




Thursday, November 06, 2008


After since school reopens, most of us feels that we are slacking right now.. =/ Can't carrying on like that... Hey guys! we shall not be so slack anymore.... CAs are coming near and we are still unsure about our IAC and not to mention the stupid BCM... Must not give up k.. press on.. don't forget what we "vow" before the holidays or when we got our first sem result? For those of us who said we wanna get better marks than the previous one rite? let's strive for it ok?! JIA YOU!! =) CHEERS~!

Yesterday ended school quite early... Cos IAC (Intermediate Accounting) lesson has cancelled, so some of us went TM for lunch.. Some went "Ding Tai Feng" (those richer ones.. haha), and the 5 of us, mainly jeslyn, tricia, nicholas and desmond, went Cafe Cartel... The service is damn sucky.. that's what i can say.. the service is damn bloody slow, and the server's attitude is like machiam we owe them few millions like that.. When we stepped in, they didn't show a SINGLE smile on their face lor.. and we waited for our food for more than half an hour.. We kept asking them is our food ready etc... then they still dare to say 5-20mins as we have waited for darn long liao lor... So i took the ordering food paper to write my feedacks... damn angry and very not satisfied with their service... >=(

Today we ended school early... lesson at 8am, i reach at ard 930am?? =p After that we had lunch at cafe 1, save money.. haha.. then play poker cards.. hehe.. I can only say poor Joshua... I feel bad... but im happy.... HAHAHA.... =pp who ask u to be so irritating! never die before huh... dare to irritate me... zao si ah... haha... but we had fun laughing at u.. haha...

Then at 2pm got the stupid School of Business day.. -.- Initially, our class got 7 representatives.. but only tricia, aliff and me attend lor.. Then in the end managed to get Dennis, James and Kenny to help.. =)

Went back with nicholas and have dinner with him at compass together with my cousin... sad thing is.... PPL WILL THOUGHT HE'S MY BF!!!!!! AHHHH............. hahahahhaa...... =pp

I'm so so so....... HAPPY that i can talk to dear thru webcam.. =) can see him also.. hehe... =))




Tuesday, November 04, 2008


Sometimes i think that it is good to share with people ur feelings...

but sometimes i feel that, i should just keep it to myself.....




Saturday, November 01, 2008


Just came back from compass, havin a short meeting with hui xin... Hopefully the camp will be fun! =)

Youth Camp will be at 16th to 19th Nov... Netheravon chalet, Blk B. =)

IAC is driving me crazy la.. so difficult to understand.. =/ die le......

Lord, please help me..... grant me wisdom and knowledge to be able to understand what the teacher is teaching...

Gonna have my performance tonight at Global Sound Cafe at 830pm...
Singing Hei Bai Pei, Chong Dong, Zhi Dao, Qi Shi Hen Ai Ni, Ben Lai.

20 more days... im waiting... eagerly!!! =DD