Monday, September 29, 2008


Dear didn't call me today.. But receive his msg saying he'll ring me up tomorrow cos the wants to settle his optus card thingy.. He think the motel disabled his room phone.. so he can't call me.. ): But at least he sms me.. But I can't msg him... cos if I msg him, when he receive, he also need to pay.. So he ask me not to msg him... so everyday got to wait for his call.... ):


Hope he's enjoying himself this 2 weeks.. 2 weeks later then he'll start the flying le... Ask him to take pics for me to see.. haha.. then he go everywhere also take.. Then his frens say he like never go other country before.. =p


Gonna visit caleb on wed with other echomates...

Meeting place: Dover MRT
Time: 12nn

Thank God for the successful operation for both him and his brother. =)




Sunday, September 28, 2008


Celebration at dear's place just now...

Seeing all of them got their things to do, with their partners with them (for some), making me miss my dear again... So I shut myself in his room...

Without him in this family celebration and further more at his place, felt so lonely and... really feel that I'm alone.. in my own world.... so went over to shawn's room, listen to him place the irritating song with his base, watching techun play Call Of Duty... Then both of them play bass and guitar... play that irritating song again.. -.-

Was hoping the next day to come everyday, so that I can chat with him... But must wait till at night.. I'll still wait though... =)


Oh.. Today I had my LCM exam at Raffles Music Collage... Together with few of the STAR students.. Zhang Yan, Fiona, Meijun and Taiwei... Thank God that I'm the 4th person to sing.. hahah...

And this was my first time singing on stage, facing the examiner and other people without shivering and I wasn't really afraid! Kind of shocking though... Then the examiner ask me questions after I finished all my 3 songs... Like taking oral like that.. 1 table, 2 chairs facing opposite.. He ask if I got see myself in the mirror while singing.. Cos he say when I sing, I don't open my mouth... Not say didn't open.. is didn't open wide enough.. =/

Oh by the way, thanks xinyi for sending me to the place... Thanks Bingzheng for asking her to give me a ride there.. =)


I'm getting bored and tired.... Still got to go work tomorrow... Sian... =/

Oh tomorrow 9pm show last episode le! Must watch must watch.. So don't jio me out tomorrow k.. =p haha....

13 more days and I'm starting school le!! =x so fast..... Time really flies....

2nd October I'm getting my half sem's result... Hope it'll be good... Shall hand everything into the Lord's hand.... because....

God will make a way, where there seems to be no way~

Please also continue to pray for caleb and his brother, who are in the hospital now, and will have their ops monday morning.... May the Lord keep them save and pray that the ops will be a successful one... Amen!






I'm so happy that I received dear's call!!! =DD

Chat with him quite long...
Glad to hear that he's doing fine there... So far not much things to do cos the hanger people are assembling the aircraft..

Miss him so much... =p

He missed call me around 5plus.. Then I didn't hear my phone ring!!! ):
Couldn't call him.. sms him he didn't reply...
Thought he wont call le...

But!!!!

HE CALLED ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)


hahaha... sorry ah.. abit crazy now.. =p


miss u so much!



Today samuel ho is the interpreter for announcement.. haha funny la him.... But well, at least he dares to stand up on stage... =)

Good try!

I miss bf... =p


haha....

random me...


Now at dear's place... Bingzheng and Techun's family is here too.. To give dear's mum a surprise... =) But well, she went to her own room.... -.- cos she wanna rest I guess..

Uncle steve cooked Middle-East rice and dunno what soup or what la.... I don't like.. =/ sorry....
So I didn't have my dinner, lunch and breakfast today... ):


SAD!


And I don't know how am I going to go home later la... ):

*boohoo*


yeah dear said he'll call me everyday if possible!!!
=)


love u!!!! <3



*muacks*






Managed to receive 2 messages from dear.. =)

Well, though it's just 2 days without him, but I miss him lots......... ):

Went Echo for lesson, together with Zhang Yan in there.. (: Went church for worship practise at 2pm.. Then Jun ling send me to Cuppage plaza cos I'm havin my dance lesson there... Well, the instructor is very humourous and fun... Esther is right. He looks like Jacky Chan.. but on the other hand, he looks like Jiu jian too leh.. =/ hahah... He's crazy la.. stretch till like no bone like that.. And expect us to do it also.. haha.... Learn a few hip hop steps... Hard to learn.. ):


Hmm... went SAM after that to listen to Music Dreamer Live people perform..
Went Plaza Sing for dinner with all the STAR program students... But sky wasn't there..... too bad..

Suddenly felt emo after leaving SAM...




cos i suddenly miss my dear.... ):





But well, I was fine after dinner.. (:
Maybe is because I was too tired ba...


Finally got to talk to Raymond and Joyce... haha.... They are so easy-going person... Nice to talk with... (: Next time got them plus Regina to go back home with me le! hahaha.... =p


Time now is 0014hr...
Is dear's mum birthday! =)

Happy birthday mummy! =)


Caleb will be admitting to hospital.... operation on monday morning...

Lord, please keep both him and his brother save into Your hand..
Send down Your angels to be by their side when they having the ops...
Let his brother be able to use his kidney and be able to function well so that after they recover, they'll be able live a healthier life and to serve You!
I commit them unto Your healing hands...
May You bless them and keep them save lord...
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!


Lord Heavenly Father, I also want to keep samuel in prayer. As now he's in Australia-Rockhamton, Let him get use to the place and be able to take care of his qi ju ying shi. Lord, please send down your angels to be with him also.. pray that in this 2 months, he'll know how to take care of himself and keep him away from any danger. And during his flying, Lord I ask that You'll be with him and everything will goes smoothly everyday for him. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!




Saturday, September 27, 2008


Dear left me in Singapore for 2months....

*sad*

)':

2 months... not long nor short... hais....

Lots of youths came to send dear off...
Took some pictures with him...
But is at his camera.. -.-''
):

i miss him....... ):

gonna survive the days without him........
learn to be independent?
I hope I can.....

Well, at least he'll sms or call me when he's there...
Hope it's a fruitful 'trip' for him as he's looking forward to it so much...

Help him packed his luggage... 1 bag weighs 19.5kg, the other weighs 5kg.. all just nice to be able to check in...

Today, last minute went to buy a mp3 for him.. cos he say help him plan some entertainment stuff.. and he doesn't want to bring my laptop, then can't fnd my sis that mp3, so today got the idea of getting one for him lor... anyway, got one mp3 of my own, isn't it better? Helpe him load the songs that he likes... Got him a Song walkman... got it cheap one, but don't know good not.. but shawn say it's good..

I know after I buy, confirm will get some naggings de... But don't care him... just buy so that at least he got something to listen, some entertainment... if not he bring books only, so sian...

shall start counting down for his arrival back to singapore.. He'll be back on the 21st Nov... and he's celebrating his birthday there.. ): and our 2nd year annvi... *boohoo*..... and I'm here alone.... ):

Dear faster come back k....
but after he comes back, 2 weeks later I think, he'll be going to Thailand.... ):

hais... sad la.. don't know what to blog about le..
No mood.. ):

Thanks peter for ur verse~

Matthew 5:4
"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted".
=)


To Miss J:
Don't say I never blog about u hor... haha..
Don't worry too much k..
U still have me! hahaha......
Shall plan some day that our timing is match, then can have our gathering.. =)
Didn't know I so da pai that everyone is waiting for me.... to plan the outing!
HAHAHAHA...... =p
happy now?
That I blog for U?
Can't blog much stuffs here... Just take care of urself k... and..
STOP SMOKING! >=(
You know I hate people who smokes de hor!
Change this habit k..... =)
Love u.....





I miss u.... ):




Monday, September 22, 2008


Falling sick~~

Having a bad flu today....

Keep having running nose..............

):

Peter's online!!!

hahaha... finally see his Big name there... if not so weird.. =p


Dear's mum will discharge tomorrow.....
=)

Thank God for the blessings~




Sunday, September 21, 2008


Sent Uncle Ray and Peter off at Terminal 3 yesterday...

Take care ah peter... haha.....

Today was an interpreter for announcement today... Dear la!! Keep asking me to go up throw face... I wasn't prepared la... Then after the Amen song, he sat down... -.-'' Then leave me there hanging.. No choice got to go up stage la... argh!! Bing Zheng didn't wear collar shirt, can't help me.. ): *boohoo*

But well, uncle Philip said I've improved! =) *yeah* But he say if I slow down a little, then good le.. I still can't listen and interpret at the same time la!!! ):

YF was fun today! Played two different games, the loser will get to answer question...

I'm so so so so SOOOOOO sorry andrew.................
I'm sorry for hurting your arm.... It was really an accident... Sorry for letting have the abrasion... ):

Went to eat Kublai Khan-Mongolia buffet at Park Mall..
Dear wanted to go eat after he got his 'Wings', but uncle just treat us eat before he fly to Australia...

Headed to hospital after that to collect the car... dear hurt me again... >=(
Punish him by making him to piggyback me... =p

KPE is very long and slow~~~~~
Can't exceed 70km/h...

Even a Porche drives very slowly.....
Its a huge Porche.... =/


Ahh...

Dear's going Australia this friday and back on the 21st November!!! =(
2 months............ ):
*sob sob*






gonna miss u like crazy~




Thursday, September 18, 2008


I'M BORED!!!!

Stuck in the office for 6hours......
Got to wait for dear to send his friend back sengkang then come pick me up....
>=(
I'm tired and famished and bored la!!!!
Still need to wait till so long!!!

MOOD SWING~!
pfft!


This morning went to hospital. Took a train down to Buona Vista, don't know where the hack to take the free shutter bus to NUH, then lucky I saw 2 nurses.. So I followed them... But I didn't see the sign board saying there's shutter bus to NUH.. So I ask a man if he knows.. But well.... Then I ask the 2 nurses if there's shutter bus to NUH, they said here it is.. then ok.. Bus 92 came and they said this is the bus..

I stun.

They board the bus, and ask the bus driver if this bus goes to NUH... @.@
Didn't they know???
Then I heard the uncle says will stop outside.. -.-
I sian diao lor...

No choice.. Then finally saw the building... But got to walk in la...
pfft....

angry.

Reach there not long, then dear's dad and mum ask me to go office to help out.. if not his dad need to rush here and there.... Sian again lor.. waste my trip and money there la....

Hais..

Then his dad send me to office..
On the road on bike during noon time is HORRIBLE!
Frigging HOT la!!!

No doubt there's wind.. but still hot!!!

ARGH!

A very bad day for me today...

And now I'm still waiting my boyfriend to come...........................................................

hurr!




Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Been rather busy this week... Kept going down to hospital.. Saw aunt mei this morning when I reached. But she's going back.....

Thank God that dear's mum's condition improved ALOT! Praise the Lord!! =) She can now walk a few steps le.. (: And can eat alot... =)

Through this, I can really see that God is really there by her side, doing His job to heal her everyday! =) Thank God! And she also said that after she recovered, she will want to serve in church... and that is sooo GREAT la! Now keep seeing her praising the lord etc... She told Rev Lim that next year she's serving as Support singer... =)

And also can see that their relationship is getting better... I see lots of wonders that God really bless this family! =)



Aww.. dear say my singing not nice.... )':
That really dampened my mood yesterday... ):
Then just now he say he like my low voice.. -.-


28th September is my vocal exam....
Confident- 65%...

Hais...

Hw how how???
=(




Monday, September 15, 2008


Sorry.... Was rather busy this few days despite of having holidays...

Have been in the hospital to take care of dear's mum.. Then have performance yesterday at Marina Square and Global sound cafe... Thanks dear, stephanie, weisze, jasmine, hui fen and her fren for coming down to support.. =) Before that had steamboat at weisze's place..

I feel that my singing is deproving.... Not the same as before... felt kind of useless... been performing on stage for SOOOO many times and got so many experience, but whenever I got performance, I still feel NERVOUS! =x I don't know why... Low self-confident? I don't know... But I only know that my singing has deproved.. =(

*disappointment*

I'm not my usual self yesterday when performing with Ivan... I don't know why...

Hais.....

What's wrong with my high notes now? Why do I keep singing off??????

hais.................

I don't know how am I going to have my vocal exam on the 28th Sep......


Today, I was the interpreter for the announcement after service... This was my first time... and I was DAMN NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shiver like nobody business like that la.. Can't articulate my words properly.. And I even said "notiboard' instead of "notice board" la!!! And they laugh at me..... ='( *boohoooo*

Wait till u guys come on stage to interpret la.... Think its easy ah... ): I'm sorry for laughing at those who interpret wrongly.... Now I know it's hard... ):

Went hospital after church, dear's mum got better le.. at least can smile and will talk...

Well, I'm gonna have my sleep now.... Didn't get enough rest recently.... Gonna be at the hospital early to take care of his mum... Cos his dad needs to work... Gonna bring my labbie and storybook to read... *hopefully there's wireless network there la!)

Goodnight!



i love my boyfriend! =)




Wednesday, September 10, 2008


Today cell very few people go...
I'm the only girl there.. (excluding aunt mei)


I'm bored....

Nothing to blog about... =/

Friday 5pm singing lesson... Then 8pm got a short rehearsal for saturday's performance at Marina Square..




I'm so bored.......


Yeah...

Gonna see my dear at 5hrs and 45mins.... (:

He's coming to fetch my mum they all to Golden mile... =)


Have fun there......... =)




Tuesday, September 09, 2008


YES!

I'm on HOLIDAY NOW!

Exams are over!! =)

Today's exam...... should get a C grade ba... ): Don't know how to do....



Mummy leaving this thursday morning.... =/
I'm left alone...

Thank God that my dearest is still in singapore... =)


Now I started playing Command & Conquer game le.. =/ don't know why.. hahah... Last time kept saying dear keep playing.. Now I also play.. =p



I miss u now...... ):



Performing this saturday at marina square... 12pm sound track, 2 pm start performing... half an hour only.. But I think will be less la.. Then at night will be performing at Global sound cafe at Chinatown, above mei shi jie.. My slot is from 10pm-11pm....


Whoever is free, come support k.. (:








i love u......




Monday, September 08, 2008


1 paper cleared! Left with account tml.. My weakest subject.. I wonder how am I going to stay throughout the 2 hours of paper. =/ Meet Tricia this afternoon to study.. Then Desmond came along to join us.. So far ok.. but when comes to Debtors and Creditors Control a/c, I'm stuck... I know nuts about this subject la... I don't know how am I going to do it tml.... Gonna mug on that!!!

After tomorrow, I'm on HOLIDAY!!!!

Yeah!!!

1 month... gonna work and earn back my money!!!

YES!

Mummy going genting soon.. ): I'm left behind....

Anyway I'm not interested though.. Nothing to shop also... =/

Tomorrow my bro POC le.... But I can't go to see.... ): Thanks to the stupid exam that held in the afternoon!!

>=(

Aww.. and that means I don't have my own room le... ):





The day is getting nearer... ):
can u don't go? )':
2 months without seeing u.....
gonna miss u so badly.....




Tuesday, September 02, 2008


I was damn early for LLA class today.. Lesson starts at 8am, I reached there at 740am.. Mr Lau say he was dreaming.. haha... Cos this few weeks I always overslept, den didn't attend his lesson.. =p Didn't do much for his lesson also.. See my journal results, I got 76 for personal journal, movie journal all get full marks cos teacher say if we hand in, we'll all get the marks, so that will be another 10 or 15 marks.. So total I'll get either 86 or 91.. hehe... hope will add 15.. =p

Went back home early cos those who havin exam tomorrow can no need to go for AFD.. went to dear's place after that.. Bought him lunch.. Met beverly at compass for study.. managed to cover 2 chapters.. thanks bear!!! =)) Meeting her tomorrow also... Hopefully can do well.. (:



Lord, may u bless my access exam tomorrow...



ya.. i noe is my fault... I started it everything.. I'm the bad person ok... I cause f to be very upset... my bad ok.............