Monday, March 31, 2008


I think.... vertigo strikes me...... )':






Sorry stephanie about yesterday... suppose to be the both of us de.. but in the end... sorry.. hope u don't mind... (: But can see that u had fun with them.. kept laughing.. (:

Shopping yesterday.. spent alot.. =x and I'm seriously broke already!!
sheesh~!

I love monday... cos I got my allowance. =p

but that doesn't mean I can spend money!!!!

CONTROL esther!!

=p

have to save up for the road trip in 3 years time.... =)

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Welcome back Jia xian!!!!!!!!

=)




Friday, March 28, 2008


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serene. me. meishan. fiona.


Coming up more till I get the rest of the photos from meishan.. (:


Next update pics we took when we go for Singapore Flyer.

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The IR

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Looks like there's a smoke coming out from the building.. *my fav shot*

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God's creation.. beautiful...

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Another one..

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marvelous creation...

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Oh.. there's a hole in the sky..

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We're at the highest point. and we sang bday song to dear's dad. (:

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F1 track

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dear n me

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bing zheng n meishan.. *oops. that's too dark..*

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shawn. sam. me.

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dear n bingzheng

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loving couple-cliffton n xinyi =)


Random pictures...

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my beloved darling... *emo yihui*

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my cuite baby... (:

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this is so tempting and delicious.. and it cost $5plus...

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smoo ice cream

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my first attemt.. choc coffee cake.. (:

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tadaa~ coffee sponge cake

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when still in the mould...

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not bad huh... the looks.. *heh heh*

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ryan's dog.. called sam.. (:

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next is this durian cake, bake for dear's dad bday..

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stat to take pics of myself while waiting for my singing lesson.. (张栋梁）

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dear n his mum

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andrew with PINK cardigan

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baby milo packet..






#370

Thanks for sharing and telling me ur thoughts etc...

Wells, there are so many things which I want to talk about... But kind of lazy....
I didn't work today! =p
Cos there's nothing for me to do in the office... so I told my boss I'm not going office today.. and I got singing lesson too.. hehe... =)

*got permission can don't go work from my dear too* baahaa~

Thanks esther(vocal insturctor) for the moisturiser.. (:

She asked if I could find a band, so that I can sing a song that brings hope.. and this is non other than... GOSPEL SONGS! =))

I'm keen though.. (:




Tuesday, March 25, 2008


Indeed everyone is facing struggles.. Life won't be so smooth sailing....

Cell yesterday-sharing.

Went to Ryan's place, he had a wonderful family members. A very fit and healthy ah gong who is turning 96years old this year, ah ma who is 80years plus, and have a friendy parents.. (: A warmth family indeed.. 3 generation stays together.. (: and 2 shih tzu.. so cute.. =) Although his ah gong is so old, but he still can dance, can sing, and is still standing so straight.. Really have to thank God for letting his ah gong living so well and have such a healthy and strong body. (:

You are right. I'm troubled. Thanks for noticing me. (:

I'm in a daze while some of them is sharing. But I still heard what you guys are sharing though. Pardon me..

Thanks auny mei for sending us back. (:

Poor geraldine yesterday.. =p (we're so so busy on that day... haha... =D )

Yes!

Finally found a date to meet beverly le.. (: finally she's free at night.. bahaa~



Last time I'm used to share during cell so easily.. but why now, I don't have things to share, or rather, don't really like to? Is it because my life is too boring? Cos what I'm doing is a normal routine? My life is just like plain water, so bland.... tasteless..... Maybe I'm not that fun anymore.. No more joy in my life? I don't know...

Maybe I really don't have things to share, and I don't want to repeat my things to share cos people will find it a nuisance cos I keep repeating the same things to share.. and I don't like it also.. So I'll choose to be quiet... Listen other people's sharing and pray for them..

And maybe, after I start schooling, there'll be more things to share about ba...

Sometimes, I do feel the eagerness to go school..

I don't know why.....


sigh.




Friday, March 21, 2008


I'm speechless.




I'm sorry that I've made u hate me.. I'm sorry for not being an understanding girlfriend to u. I'm sorry. I understand..



have u stop loving me already?




Wednesday, March 19, 2008


The DIFFERENCE
--------------------------

Science and God

'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.' The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his
new students to stand.

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'

'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely.'

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'

'Yes.'

'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a
moment.

'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you
can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good...!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if
you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even
though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can
you answer that one?'

The student remains silent.

'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of
water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

'Let's start again, young fella Is God good?'

'Er...yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'

The student : 'From...God...'

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything,
correct?'

'Yes.'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to
the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues:
'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things, do they exist in this world?'

The student: 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the
lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is
mesmerized.

'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in
Jesus Christ, son?'

The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you
use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen
Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him'

'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'

'No, sir, I have not.'

'Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or
smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus
Christ, or God for that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes.'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,
son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a
question of his own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'

'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'

'And is there such a thing as cold?'

'Yes, son, there's cold too.'

'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.
The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat,
mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we
don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below
zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is
no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the
lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when
it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have
or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat.
You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of
heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units
because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the
absence of it.'

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as
darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night
if it isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the
absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright
light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have
Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to
define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.
This will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is
flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time.
'Flawed? Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student
explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good
God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something
finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a
thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much
less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive
thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'

'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they
evolved from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young
man, yes, of course I do'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he
realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the
Commotion has subsided.

'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'

The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class
who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into
laughter.

'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,
felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No
one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of
empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no
brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain,
how can we trust your lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the
student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I
guess you'll have to take them on faith.'

'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,' the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as
evil?'

Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We
see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man.
It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world.
These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at
least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe
the absence of God.

God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when
man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold
that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there
is no light.'

The professor sat down.


hah.

Lousy professor!

Christians faith is so strong...

Amen!

=)






今天在office好忙喔。。。 一整天对住那电脑，背和腰都好酸。。
Dear放工后来接我回家。。 谢谢你哦。。 =)

明天需要很早起身，应为我得去报名。。 ):

明天也约了serene 一起出去。。 可是我三点钟有vocal lesson。。 所以得麻烦你等我一下下，顺便可以参观Echomusic。

好困哦。。。

今天应该会很早睡吧。。。

晚安。






Lesson yesterday was tiring... kept practising the song over and over again.. then after that have to practise with Victor.. while practising with him, my voice really very tired le.. then kept singing out of tune when high part.. then sing the last time when my teacher is around.. she also say my voice tired le, so ask me to go home..

Thanks dear for fetching me back.. and thanks for bringing me to T3. (:

It's really big in there... and nice... (: It still looks empty though..

Oh.

And my teacher say I have to learn dancing!!!!

Cos it's part of the s.t.a.r program..

=/

Oh no...

hahah......

oops...

dance.

haha...




Tuesday, March 18, 2008


Sleepy esther today.. didn't sleep well this few days.. ):

I'm so tired.

Singing lesson later on..

boo.....

Today is only tuesday......

(sleepy eyes) @.@

Unleash Your Talent this saturday.... abit scared ah.. =/ This time round got pressure.. ):

AHH!

I'm so freaking tired!!!

I want to sleep so badly... (I bet u too)

Neck aching.. boohoo...

)':

Time now is 1535hours..

Gonna leave at 1715hours..

Ah....

still so long.....

Please let the time pass faster...

I'm really really very tired!

Later gonna practise with Victor for this saturday... and together with tai wei for our duet song..

boo....




Monday, March 17, 2008


Although I mind, but I can't do anything...

End work late today.. 730pm then got to go home cos have to wait for the man to come and collect the flyers.. Why must be after 7pm? cos his car is a weekend car.. -.-

Went to the Singapore Flyer on saturday.. and it's also dear dad's birthday.. Went there together with Bz's family and that includes mei shan.. =) We sang birthday song when we reached the highest point.. (:

Nice.

That afternoon, serene and I were busy baking durian cake for his dad.. the product is nice, but it stinks... not because of the durian, but I think is after adding the gelatine powder, that's why..
But they said it's nice. just that it's sweet... Think the whipped cream itself very sweet lor..

Baa~

bored.

Thursday going school with raymond.. that's early... ):

Can't I take leave that day?

hehe...




Friday, March 14, 2008


Today's singing lesson was fun! Kept laughing and laughing..

But my teacher suffer from vertigo.. kept having headache.. can't look down etc.. only can look straight ahead.. please pray for her cos tomorrow she's having a 新谣's concert. Hope she won't feel giddy suddenly when singing.. May the lord keep her in a good health and good condition to perform tomorrow..

Today, I was so.... pissed off..

I've planned my worship prac at 5pm and everyone was ok with it, except I don't have audio manager.. I've asked Yu Heng to help me play drum, ask Te chun help me play guitar and both of them said ok.. Today leh, yu heng said he just ended tuition at 515pm cos his teacher came 1 hour late! Then by the time he come, it'll be very late, so I ask him to go home.. and I quickly called up andrew cos he at Raffles working, and thank God he agreed to help me.. thanks brother.. (:

Then next, my dear guitarist is still at home when I called him around 515pm too.. and he said he just reach home cos there's Last minute competition. and he is very tired and ask someone to sub him! I was like wth la... so damn last min how to ask people to help me!! Then I quickly msg dear, tell him everything and he came after work.. Initial time for prac is 5pm.. end up we started the REAL prac at 630pm!

I appreciate serene and shawn for being on time.. (: thanks alot..

Hais.. and so i have to prac till very rush...

Hope everything will go very smoothly on sunday..

God bless my team...

After that, choir prac.. damn tired.. kept singing and laughing... hurr...

On a hill far away~~

Damn funny...

thanks dear for sending me back.. (: love ya...


Tomorrow is going to be a BUSY DAY FOR ME!!!!!!!


Ohh... thanks Jessie for buying dinner for us!!!! =)




Tuesday, March 11, 2008


今天在 office 很忙。也很闷。 时间也过得很慢。
真讨厌！ 上网也没什么人可以说话。Peter 也很忙。。。

嗨。。。

心情很糟！ 很烦！

我很不好受。。。






Went fort canning on sunday after service.
Babel got the best perfromance!!

WOO!!!
=D

But we didn't get overall champion cos we came in second which I'm proud too!
(:
But still, haeve to congrats Doers.. =)

I'm so proud of my group members.. really really love them all!

Great team spirit indeed!

Babel Rox all the way!!!!




Friday, March 07, 2008


Take care of yourself Jia xian. (:

Damn gastric is killing me the whole night, even now!

):

Couldn't get to sleep..

The whole night was in pain, kept complaining to my mum.. Had medicine and apply oil.. but no use.. ):

That kind of feeling sucks.

Inside is like very very tight.. couldn't walk properly, couldn't stand straight.. got to bend my back while walking and couldn't walk fast.. It's terrible.. Right now, I still can feel the tightness in me.. ):

The worse thing is, tomorrow I'm going for a buffet la!! wth... how am I suppose to eat like that...

argh.

Please keep me in prayer..

Not that keep me in prayer so that tomorrow I could enjoy my dinner, but for my gastric problem..

I'm seriously in pain!!!!

ARGH!!!

痛死我了!!!!!!




Wednesday, March 05, 2008


Rainy day.

peace
&
quiet.

love it.




Tuesday, March 04, 2008


眼泪待表这什么呢？是开心的吗？还是伤心的？


为什么我有一个那么烂的姐姐！！！！！

我很讨厌她！！！！

我不要这样的姐姐！！！！

外表看起来不这么样，但是心地向个烂屎，烂泥！！！

她活该被骂！

自找的！

呸！

这是我的事，不需要你管！你又不是我爸妈，管那么多干什么！

这个家又不是你的！

不爽的话，你可以搬走啊！

没有人会留你的。

你每次都是家里的反对党，别人说什么或做什么，你都会有意见。

那么大了，还那么固执。

算了。

反正家里的人都没一个很喜欢你。

被骂最多的也是你。

你的脾气是烂的咯！

讨厌你对他de 脾气 attitude (tai du)!