Sunday, September 30, 2007


Finally revamped my blog.. It's been soo long.. Ok.. my jess is in Thailand now I guess.. And she called me personally before she flew to Thailand, to BLOG and to PRAY for her. *she flew yesterday but...* so now I gonna spent a little time to pray for her. =)

Dear Heavenly Father, just want to take some time to pray for my friend, Jesslyn as she's at Thailand now. Lord, I pray that U will bless and protect her and her family there, pray that they will have a safety trip and pray that U will keep them save. Father, I ask that U will bless on them, and allow them to enjoy their holiday trip. Lord, and also want to pray for her studies as she's also taking her O'level this year, Lord, I pray that u will grant her with wisdom and knowledge, that when she revise, she will remember what she had studied and pray that Lord, when she's at the examination hall, she will not be nervous but when taking the exams script, she will not fear but take her pen and pen down the right answer. Father I ask that u will be with her, and not just her but ALL those who are having their exams, pray that Lord God, u will continue to be with us, to bless each and every one of us. Father Lord, I commit all of the students who are having their N, O, and A' levels, pray Lord u will grant us with wisdom. Thanks u Father. In Jesus most precious name I pray, Amen.

Ok, see I'm so nice to pray for u and also ur studies. Don't u dare to forget my prezzieS I tell u. Go so many country better get me prezzieS! (YES! with a big S!) =)

Alright. I'm really stressed out. I'm going crazy soon if my exams are not cleared! I've been crying all night when I think about how badly I've done for my studies, and when I closed my eyes, the scenario of receiving my exams result last year rushes through my mind, seeing how bad but results were, and the disappointment of my family, my friends and not to forget my dear, who spent his time, accompany me throughout my exams period but still, giving such a POOR and BAD results.

I'm so afraid.

I don't want history to repeat again!

No

No

No!

Please pray for me if u guys were praying and somehow remembered me in ur prayer. thanks.

I need wisdom!

I need knowledge!

I need time!

I need to STUDY!

:'(

I don't want to get that kind of results anymore.

24days to exams.

I'm in dead shit!

no time.

fcuk.

I'm going crazy!

Sorry for making u worry last night.

Don't worry, I'll come and find u if I need a listening ear.

Thanks so being there for me.

(:

Bless me lord God!




Thursday, September 20, 2007


The work is gonna worn me off.

8pm show. Our Lim Te Chun on tv. Just a.... few seconds??

Haha..

Hilarious.

=p

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This whole week, he has been working late shift. Didn't have time to meet him this whole week. ):

):

Worship practise this sat.

Why didn't I check my schedule before changing the time?

Pfft.

And now I have to go THERE again. ):

pout!

Argh!




Tuesday, September 18, 2007


No reservation.

nice show. (:

Is my test really that difficult?

):

Cell at serene's house on wed.

(:

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hurr!

nth to blog about.

life is just so simple.

there's no colour.

plain.




Saturday, September 15, 2007


Tuition at Bingzheng's house today.

Reached there around 12 plus, ends at 4. (:

Fast huh.

Dear sent me back to his place for dinner tonight but he's having cell tonight.

Tired.

Evan Alnighty. nice movie. (: So funny... and cute.. (the animals)

(:

wanna watch 'The reservation". (:

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Damnmit!

It's next month!

>=(




Wednesday, September 12, 2007


Yipee!

Going airport tonight. (:

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5 days no work. A pile of papers for me to do!

):

So many quotations to do.

Haiyo...

Boss said after my exams, I have to do full time, or rather 3/4 time. Then my pay will be double.

But.

I wanna try other jobs..

What can I do leh?

@.@

Hais.

Hey!

I need privacy!

Humph!

>=(

why are u here??

Argh!




Tuesday, September 11, 2007


Back home early today.

Cab home with yan yuan cos her hubby work late.

This evening, so terrible.

My cousin sick, and my mum brought her to see doctor. Mummy ask me to cook porridge (but I don't know how to), and it cook quite long le.. I add water cos it's gonna dried up. After that, I put into small flame, then I go to bathe. When I came out, I smelt burnt. Rush to the kitchen, saw the surface of the porridge turns a bit yellowish, then the bottom of the wok turns black. =x Called up mummy and told her about it. Then she say I should switched off before going to bathe. =x Haa.. She ask me to cook again.. but I DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO COOK PORRIDGE even though it's easier than rice! So, I cook rice instead.

Hehe..

She had to eat rice instead.. =p

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It's boring...






Got this joke from the net.

Here is 1

One day there was a girl and some boys beside an apple tree. then, the boys ask the girl to climb the apple tree to pick some apples for them... actually the boys want to see her underwear.. Then, the girl's mother saw... after went back home.. her mother told her not to climb coz the boys' intention is to see her underwear..
Then... a few day later... the boys met the girl again.the boys ask her to go pick some apples again... this time her mother saw it again... then. after the boys left. her mom tell her.. how many times should i tell you!! they want to see your underwear why dun you listen to me? ... but the girl reply... mom, this time I'm cleverer... i never wear underwear.

Enjoy

=D

Damn pervert la.

hah!






1 more day left!

=D


happy...

Science today.

Yawns.

Felt so lethargic today.

Slept at 0330am this morning.

Today dear going to have his 10 course meal after the long and suffering period in the jungle.

=)

Gosh.

still feeling so slack. ):

Sob.. realise how little people know me. ):

So sad.

Sian.

Sian.

Sian!

O'level come quick and go even quicker!

humph!




Sunday, September 09, 2007


Right.

Just came back from church and now at dear's place, going to parkway later on to get me shoe. (:

The weather....

SO HOT!

SO HUMID!

argh!

what a weather...

humph.

Anyway, today's main worship is terrible. Musicians and the worship leader are not in the same line. I don't what the pianist trying to do. Breathing while playing so that cause the sudden 'hiccup?' And the one who plays electric guitar. Hais.. So screwed la.. the whole thing! Hais...

Had lunch with meishan and Bingzheng. *oops. I'm not trying to be lightbulb but....*

Yf worship...

All the songs so fast pace..

Can't feel the presence of quietness and soothing-ness (if there's such a word?)

Bible study with marcus. there's always laughter.. without fail. (:

Those little devil kids!!! Really pissed me off! pfft!

So 'download' just now la..

>=(

No manners!

And I'm so pissed with SOME of the sec 2!

>=(

MORE 'DOWNLOAD' LA!

pek cek lor.

Can't even give me some peace!

ARGH!

don't blame me from saying u childish!

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Hurr

kind of siao today.. don't know why..

(:

Bingzheng anyhow say me.. say what today I siao de.. bu dui jing.. say what cos sam wasn't around then I so happy.. then orh hor me.. ):

Hurr..

I'm happy cos I'm happy.

Hah!

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Good luck to those who taking their O'level prelim, tomorrow last paper and N'level, last paper also. Jia you! =D

Best of luck and God bless You Richly!

=)




Saturday, September 08, 2007


Sakae sushi with serene this... morning cum afternoon.

(:

It was great.

haa..

And I got to know something...

BIG!

Serene... is... preg.. nant!

hahaha...!

It was damn funny.

=p

*don't scold me. u show it to me urself.*

WAHAHAHA

=DD

Went to take cab to Bingzheng's house.

damn long queue la!

pfft!

so I went down ahead to wait. And there's a aunty behind me waiting too.. I waited for about 30mins plus, then I walk down to see the taxi stand, the aunty stood at my initial place. Then DAMMIT! there's a cab coming! pfft. damn sian.. wait damn long then at last!. there's cab..

So reach there around 215pm.

Mummy and uncle come and pick me up at 5pm like that. (:

good.

Don't have to stay there for too long.

Kenna mozzie bite la!

darn mozzie!

>=(

But then again, come back home, there's no one..

):

lonely...

Check out the weather in brunei, thunder today and tomorrow. )': 24 to 31 degree. Shower on monday.

Sob..

)':

there goes my poor boy.

*sobbing away*

Hope he's fine...

*pray pray*






Shall go for a jog tomorrow morning.

must have self discipline!

wahaha...

what a joke.

bleah.

Hmm..

esther shall go and do some maths later on.

=D

If not tomorrow kenna nag by Bz's mum..

=x

NoNoNoNoNo.....

shall I do science too?

*look at the time*

12.50am.

Hmm... I shall not. =p

*yawns*

Gonna wake up early tomorrow...




Friday, September 07, 2007


Geog lesson sux.

Teacher kept going out of topic!

pfft!

Waste my time and money...

We still not covered physical geog and look at the number of days to O level!

>=(

humph.

Today reached school damn early.. 615pm..

the school is sooo...... quiet.....

thank goodness yiling went school earlier than me. shes in the class with her friend. So I ask her to pei me, cos I was having my dinner.

So we went back together.

Had a good chat and sharing.. (:

And when we were on our way walking to take bus, she broke her heel's strap. -.-''
So thank goodness there's charles and keith shop. So went in to buy.

Haiyo.. like da xiao jie like that. choose a shoe, choose so long.. tsk tsk.. haa..

Initially I wanna take cab.. Cos I was tired, want to go home early. So we waited for cab.. but 156 come le.. then she drag me to take bus instead.

Another boring day just pass..

Yipee!

Gonna have sakae with serene tml! =D

*grin grin*

but sad to say... after that I need to go Bz's house..

boohooo....

)':

hope tomorrow can pass even faster...

pls pls.....




Thursday, September 06, 2007


9pm show is nice.. (:

Reach home at 845pm.. and there's no one at home...

So quiet.

I feel for u shawn.. I know how u feel just now...

It's irritating sometimes..

but what to do?

we still have to go..

>=(

humph!

Tml dear going jungle le.. pls pray for him? and not forgetting jiaxian too.. thanks...

God Bless...






Count down-- 7 days left!

hehe.. although still long, but 1 week.. will pass very soon.. (:

Yesterday end work at 7pm.. ): Daddy forget to bring his helmet cos he wash it. So I got to take train myself.. When I reached Tanah Merah, I called him and he still not reached yet, so I walk back myself.. hah.. Then he drove to the track there and wait for me... and I sit without helmet.. =p nevermind la.. all small road... =p

As I walked on the track, looking in to the forest, and it's 7 plus.. It's so pitch dark... 7plus... hais.. In Brunei more dark.. And lots of thoughts rushes in to my mind.....

Went to the room... so quiet de..

I started searching my necklace and.... IT'S NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!!!!!

I'm so upset.. so disappointed...

Watch the 9pm show.. first time watching... not bad.. quite nice.. then around 930pm I went home..

Thanks daddy for sending me home.. despite of ur sleepy-ness.. (:

Went home, first thing is to search my bag... and.... it's not inside...

boohoo... )':

WHERE IS MY NECKLACE?!?

I can't lose it....

It's my precious.......................

)':




Wednesday, September 05, 2007


WHERE IS MY NECKLACE?!?!?

)':

Sob sob.. I can't find my necklace.. it's from dear... my christmas present..

):

I wanna cry le la......

sob~ can't lose it....

sob sob sob~

I WANT MY NECKLACE BACK!!

hope I'll be able to find when get home.. gonna search my bag...!

please let me find it...

please......

So pissed of myself... by losing it.. and didn't put it in place properly...

pfft!

Stupid esther!






Back to work today.

Yesterday we've finished chem lesson, so now left with 2 more chapters for physic.
Basically, our teacher just used 1 hour 30 mins to complete 1 whole chapter. >.< And 830, we had our break and that's it. He packed his bag at 830pm. I asked him, we can leave earlier right and since u have packed ur bag. He said can't make it too obvious cos later other classes will say alot of things.. so we stayed and do our work. Till around 940pm then my friend and I leave.

Hah.

Thanks Raymond for ur help. (:

Went home kinda lonely.. used to be dear sending me back home, with his naggings and stuffs.. now, my ears are so itchy.. =x don't used to it.. ):

*lots of misses*

I want to go on a holiday after exams....!

Taiwan with meishan and the other youths? Or is there still Australia with dear's family? *but I doubt so le*

):

miss miss miss

Dammit man.. lots of small little irritating flies in the office. pfft!

*wondering what is he doing now*

Hope the WEATHER there is good.

Jiaxian flew to Thailand le.. evangelical work. He suppose to depart at 12nn.. but I received his message at 1plus, saying there's technical problem.. -.-'' So ask us to pray for him.

ARGH! SICKENEING FLIES!

Got to count down...

8 more days left..

Dear will be going in to the jungle on friday and out on monday. 4 days in the jungle, without food. ): my poor boy.. *hope his officers are good enough to give them some food. should be biscuit I think. Better than nothing.. And on monday, they will be put somewhere in the jungle (should be 7km straight road) and got to find their way back to the camp. If didn't get back on time, then they'll be sleeping outside the gate. ):

May God bless their safety.




Tuesday, September 04, 2007


He's gone.... for 10 days...

)':

went to the airport just now after class. Dear came to pick me up, together with uncle steve and shawn. Went to have supper as dear wanted to have prata before leaving. This few days... should had fed him enough.. I think... more than enough..

He'll be in the jungle for 4 days 3 nights, without food and drink.. Got to find food for himself.. drink sea water(with chlorine pill of cos). GOt to kill chicken or quill.. which is so gross.. He gonna take pictures of him killing it. =x

Lord, I pray that You will bless samuel and his friends with journey mercy. I pray that Lord, in this 10days in Brunei, he'll be safe and sound, and I pray that he'll not fall sick there especially when he's in the jungle. Lord, may u bless him and pray that there's no injury.. May u send down ur angels, to protect him from all dangers and be with him throughout this 10days of jungle survival. And also pray that when e's in the jungle, he'll be able to find and get those woods and vine for him to build his shelter and sleeping place. And the most important thing is to pray for the whether, as we know that in Brunei, the whether is bad as it keep raining. Father I pray that Lord, the whether there will be fine and that he can make the fire so that he can cook his food to stop his hunger. Father, may u bless them with a very good whether Lord God. And we know that if we pray, we must have faith with U, just like on sunday, when we had activity, it rain so heavily. But after we prayed, it stops. So Father, I pray for the good whether in Brunei and I believe that U will bless them and watch over them. Lord God, I committ samuel and his friends onto ur hand, and may u watch each and every one of them. Father, I thank u Lord. In Jesus most precious name I pray, Amen!

Dear just called me, saying he's going in now.

)':

please take care of urself....

I won't be hearing him nagging beside my ear, telling me to go Bingzheng house to study etc.. but before he left, he still reminded me.

Won't be seeing him for 10days... kind of.... weird... but must learn to accept it.. ):

This morning we went to watch 881.. and this was my 2nd time watching. He said it wasn't really nice..

Came back at 1am just now.. and the time now is 0130hr.

Hope he won't get too much of insect bites.. =x

 I think I'll feel weird without him by my side in this 10days.. will be so bu xi guan.. no smsing, no calling.. ): boohoo... )':

I miss u so badly now...

)':

-hugs-