Tonight gonna watch 881 with my mum and sis.. and cousin. So... won't be going to cell. ): But maybe I'll go after that?? (:
Yesterday my sis was booking the ticket.. mum was asking whether I wanna go not. Then very fan cos got cell.. then the other hand my mum seldom free to watch movie.. then I don't know which to go.. Then I pray and ask God.. I ask dear for opinion.. He ask me to go out with my family cos this is my commitment also.. need to balance out lor.. hais.. then come to think of it, it's realy been a long time my mum wanted to go for a movie.. so......
Yesterday I told her that I'll think about it first then tell her again before she book. Then she and my sis go and book my ticket lor... >=( I still thinking ma.. argh!! Then I ask her why book first, I haven even tell her whether I'm going not lor.. She asked where am I going. Then I told her kovan.. dear told her we got cell.. then she say 'cell so important meh? don't go also can ma.' I was like.. wa lao.. don't have to say till like that right..
This morning, I decided to go watch movie with them.. Then my mum say.. in chinese ' go cell for what?' .. then something else but I can't remember..
Hais...
Anyway, gonna revise my science.. If not sunday die liao. =x
Congrats serene.. finally exams over le.. (:
I also want.......
):
boohoo......
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oh.. if u guys are free and wanted to bake something, try this out..
Went with dear to Esplanade to see him and his friend run 21km.
Sunday early in the morning, 5am got to reach there.. -.-'' I woke up at 3 plus, and then dear pick me up and his friend then we head to Esplanade. We were late and the race starts at 530am. They started their race at around 550am. Then I got to wait for them 2hours later. -.-''
BUT! thank goodness I saw Shi xian there.. =D He's on duty there.. wahaha.. got company le.. But after a while, then I go to the floating platform to wait for them. Finishing point at the floating platform. So I stood in front of the finishing line to see and wait. Wait very long... but there were people running back le..
Fastest runner's timing was 1hour 09mins 14sec.
=x
Then there's 1 guy, he came back and he fell to the ground immediately.. =x Then the people were calling for the medic. So they carried him to the.. what's that call.. erm.. the plank?? aiya.. don't know la.. the one that carry people de.. anyway, they pass by me and I saw that guy's hand were danggling down, his eyes were white and looks like his fainted. But the news said that he died right after he reached the finishing line. =x
So scary... his heart totally stop.. totally give way.. so poor thing la..
Dear use his friend phone to msh me, saying he left 5km more.. and his leg cramp.. can't carry on.. After a while, I saw his friend came back first.. (thought they will be running together). There's SUPER lots of people la.. tsk tsk.. then finally I saw dear came back, limping away.. ):
So I went down to meet him.
Damn staris.. so long to the top and it was closed, and I have to walk all the way down to the place where I stand. -.-''
He got his medal. (: (cos he missed the marking of attendance, so he has to get the medal in order to let the air force pay for the run.
And he made it!
(:
So proud of u..
He was limping all the way back. Cos his knee and toes pain.. ): Went back home to rest, had breakfast.. then rest cos I very tired.. then we didn't go church. We went in the afternoon as he's the worship leader and I'm the support singer for YF.
Went back home, rest for a while then go for dinner.. the serving is so little.. then dear say go kfc.. so we went.. at kallang there, with free flow of drink..
So we went home, watch tv and rest.. too tired le.. wake up so early.. haha and I msg serene at 6plus in the morning, ask her to wake up and pee.. =p haha...
See, I so good right. scared u diao chuang, so wake u up to go toilet. =p
Back to my own world with lots of whinings and complaints...
Yup! It's been long that I've update cos only work on wed and thurs, so didn't have much time to use com. Darn brother go and set password to activate the com in order not to let my sis use it.. -.-'' (It's not TOTALLY urs ok.. so what it's in ur room? which means is urs?)
humph!
>=(
CAN U PEOPLE JUST STOP ALL THE NAGGINGS AND STRESSING?!?!
It pissed me off!
Pfft!
really fucking pissed! No going out till I finish my exams?? u think I will not?
>=(
I'm not like those bookworms that really STAY AT HOME for the whole fcuking day to study meh? Let me tell u.. NO OK!
humph!
my parents didn't even treat me like that!
argh!
and u? just kept quiet.....
hais...
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Well, dear finally bought Beethovan 2! =D
Search for so long.. finally he found it. (: At Bishan-junction 8.
Saw adeline and her family.. they watching movie.. We went to watch 'Licence to wed'.
Funny show..
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This afternoon meet up with Jiaxian for physic. studied for 4hours, 2 chapters.
thanks ya. (:
Anyway, I've asked my school teacher to give me and my friend tuition. 4 times-$240. but we both share, so each person $120.. every sunday morning, 8am to 930am.. my place.. wahaha..
So.. Starting for this sunday lor.. And so.. I may be feeling tired during sermon.. cos too much brain juice used up le.. =p kill too much brain cells le..
*excuses*
Argh!
I'm so pissed!
Fcuk!
PFFT!!!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I'm..... FAMISHED!!!
):
2 more hours than I can have my dinner.. ):
Yipee! Going orchard swensens with Stephanie, weisze and huifen later on.. (:
This morning went to jog with dear at my house the 2 big field there.. ran 2 rounds.. =x I'm so tired.. haha.. it's been Soooooo long that I jog le.. =p I wanna just jog for 1 round.. or 1 and a half rounds... but someone just kept nagging.. *humph* I was listening to my mp3.. but still can hear him.. ): we walked for awhile, then continue.....
I wanna puke after jogging la.. ): no oxygen.. =x
After 2 rounds, we head back to my house.. (duh..) rest, then dear suddenly said wanna play cards.. (hurr?) then we played poker, dai di.. then we played snap.. snap? snap? snap??? is it snap? those that same card then u hit it.. He's reaction is so slow.... he lost all the time la.. haha.. slow slow.. =p
Then we had breakfast.. mummy cook fried rice.. but I don't have appetite.. ): wanna puke.. after that he went off to work..
Running with him wasn't a good idea though. =x but run alone also so sian.. so... no choice.. =x
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Yesterday went bedok. wanted to go Meishan's place.. but she isn't free.. So she said if I'm meeting peter then she'll probably join us.. Met peter at bedok interchange de hawker.. we ordered chicken wing and carrot cake.. (we had dinner before we meet. =p) Meishan m.i.a.. didn't reply at all.. don't even know whether she coming not.. chat till.... 1010pm.. then decided to go home.. hais.. boring.. long journey back...
Went Mac's toilet, and saw my night class acquaintance. (correct spelling?) haha.. peter's reaction very funny..
Wait for the damn 87 for 20mins la.. argh.. should have just take cab.. =p
I'm hungry.. ):
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Feel so lethargic this few days..
boohoo...
)':
Bingzheng, peter came to dear's house to play Risk that day, ans watch soccer. I help dear to do his A-frame.
After that we play risk. (Binzheng, peter, shawn, dear and I). This was my first time playing and I'm the 2nd winner. wahaha.. dear was the first to lose. haha.. fighting with peter is fun. =p after that we watch soccer...
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Hmm.. from now till end of my exams, I'll only be working on wed and thurs. (: and the best thing is, I'LL STILL GET MY ALLOWANCE! =p
hurr....
don't know what to blog le..
tomorrow gonna meet weisze they all for dinner. (:
looking forward to it... (:
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Went bugis this morning.. it's raining very heavily and I'm at Purvis street.. wanted to go to bugis shopping mall, but the rain is too heavy for me to cross.. I've waited for quite long, then ran across to the other side to wait.. and cos the rain is too heavy, I've decided to take cab instead.. waited for long too.. then the uncle saw me.. but I still got drenched for a short distance.. I was shivering in the cab... very cold~
After I finished doing my stuffs, meet dear at basement and saw uncle Joshua. Had lunch at yoshinoya.. and took cab to Break Through..
The guys were playing basketball when the rain had stop and before that, we watched a vcd about Break Through, how the people had changed after they had know Jesus christ and He saved their lifes..
Around 630pm, we had dinner then head back to kovan at 730pm..
Went back to dear's place.. I wanted to catch a movie.. but don't think it has release yet..
hmm.. time now... 0125am.. going church later on.. *yawns*
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What are TRUE friend means? To be there for us when we needed help, to lead a shoulder when we need to rely on? Or is it a friend, that cares for u that is not from their heart?
I don't know and I can't tell.
Somehow, it just drifted apart... from the very close, to very mo shen-stranger. I don't know why but.. this is life.. very xian shi life.. from what I know or feel, there's only a hand full of people that really CARES for me and is from their bottom of their heart. I know who u are and I thank u for that. But for the others, I don't know..... don't know anymore....
I'm quite disappointed today... about what's happening.... it disappoint me a lot..... )':
And it make me realise how true friends are.. and who are those that are really true friends...
):
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Having combined cell just now.
Wasn't very happy.. Due to the things that I Don't wish to hear about, due to the sudden change of cell and everything. Although it is good, but, I still think that we need something for our own, instead of sharing... I guess.. no point voicing out.. cos it's useless..
I don't have the love in it anymore.
It has....... destroyed my love for it...
upset.
what is wrong with me, us?
silence......
Happy 9th month dear.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I've got this book from Stephanie. She lend me and I've read it. It inspire me.. and I wanted to share with u....
the title is called "Rules of the Red Rubber Ball".
There's this kid, who was borned in Pennsylvania, and the parents who eventually abandoned their three children. (I sum up abit) He and his brothers moved together with their grandparents on a modest street in a wealthy suburb of Philadelphia. There, amid the conflicting worlds of influence, working class families, and down and out drug dealers. He was a quiet, scrawny kid, and for a while, he felt lost....
Then he discovered..... PLAYGROUND. It was where he discovered sports- and the red rubber ball that fueled his dreams. Apparently, this playground becames his sanctuary, a magical environment where his worries, shame and low self-esteem disappeared.. Then he discovered his gift of speed. Despite of his size, he could outrun most of other kids, and speed became his ticket onto the field.
And the red rubber ball was always there-A powerful symbol of sport.
For years, he ran, chase, kick, caught after that ball. He felt alive and powerful. He felt {loved} and wanted. He grew physically stronger and more confident.
{At night he snuck into a local private school to play on the indoor basketball court}.
His grandmother had given him the permission to play sports.
He was free to play, ws free to pursue his joy.
SO HE DID.
(In the middle part was saying that joined the Air Force so he could play soccer in Germany. But he hurt his knee so could no longer play, so he studied sports medicine and became an athelic trainer for high school and collage team. And how he had achieved his goals) (Too long for me to sum up)
Now I ask you... What's your red rubber ball?!?
I believe people discover their red rubber ball in a moment of innocence-like ona playground.
After all, where do dreams start?
They start when we're playing, when we're free to run and romp around. That's when we imagine we're something bigger than we are.
Your Red Rubber ball is what grabs u by the soul. It's what captures your imagination. It's what u do when no one tells u what to do, when u're alone in ur room, on the playground or in ur head. It's what u daydream, and that dream can become ur life's work... if u let it.
Find ur red rubber ball is only half of the battle.
Once u find it, u must follow it, and that takes Courage, Strength and Imagination.
These are the guidelines or rules, that will help ensure u never lose sight of ur red rubber ball.
1) Commit to ur red rubber ball and it will fuel decisions about what u study, where u work, how u live, whom u befriend and how u act.
2) Build and nurture relationships, and others will help u pursue ur red rubber ball.
3) Be creative, and u'll discover new opportunities.
4) Do the lonely work-those unglamorous tasks tat no one asks u to do and that others may never notice-and u will surpass expectations.
5) Speak up and challenge boundaries, and u'll overcome them.
6) Expect and respect the unexpected, and u'll achieve ur goals sooner.
7) If u maximise each moment and focus on the present, u'll create the future u desire.
Run after ur red rubber ball today, and every day it will become ur future.
That's it. simple enough. Seven rules and a red rubber ball.
Maybe u still don't understand.. but. can go to the library and borrow it. It's a very small book.. can finish it within half an hour..
(:
WTF?! I cancelled the post and I was half written.. pfft!
Reached office at 1130am.
Couldn't get into sleep last night. Or rather this morning. Was pondering about what happened yesterday. This morning, my freaking hell sister woke up, do her stuffs with the lights on this MORNING at around 8plus(wth, who will on the light early in the morning? IS SHE BLIND THAT SHE CAN'T SEE?!?!) and woke me up. Actually, I wasn't really sleeping the whole night though. And she so damn inconsiderate la! On the light, open the door so wide(I HATE people who open the door so wide when it's in the aircondition room!) and talk in the room so loudly! WTH! CAN U PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE?!? if I do this back to u, u will KPKB! Then what about me?!? FREAKING HELL! pfft!
I'm damn pissed off..
u made me cried once again. Do u know how hurtful those words are to me? how could u say this kind of things to me? And it's just bcos of my studies, u use it to threaten me! I didn't expect u to say this.. u made me feel so disappointed in u... u gave me warning... and if I didn't do well for my exams this time round, u told me to be prepared that it won't last for another year.... )': DO U KNOW HOW HURTFUL IT IS TO ME!!!! u said I stress u by saying a no to u when u asked me whether can I get all Bs for my exams. WHAT ABOUT U?? didn't u stress me too? didn't u and ur parents stress me too?? WHO is the one that is more stress?!! U don't even know the inside me.. u only see the outer me.. what do u know me? Do u really know me inside out? NO! u DON'T! let me tell u.. U DON'T!!! u guys always tell me to study hard, so that my future will be good, will excel.. u think I don't want to excel in my studies?! u think I want my future to go down the drain?!? u think I want to sabotage myself? by having a lousy CERT?!? u guys simply look down on me! ur parents, and EVEN ur BROTHER! I was so disappointed... this is the time I needed someone, whom I can really rely on, whom I can really have someone, to be with me, together to face this trials together. but now, u said this to me.. how do u want me to carry on... I'm heart-broken by ur words.. u promised to be with me through this year's O level once again.. can u? don't give me an empty promises.. don't even hurt me anymore.... please... stress me no more...
once again.. u made me cry.. with u not noticed...
I'm gonna stop working on the 24th Aug. I'm gonna tell my boss that I won't be working till I finish my Os. Cos I'll be studying with Jiaxian as he's willing to coach me sciences. thanks.. alot! (: I hope I can still catch up in this 2 months or so...
please pray for me as I really NEED the prayer of support! thanks.. (:
Combined cell at Jessie's house tonight. (:
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
This is the new version of the National Day song-'This is where I rather be' by Zhou Chong Qing and Xiao Jia Hui from YES933.
Take a look. It's funny.. (:
Enjoy~!
Well, didn't work this two days.. when can I stop working? but if I stop working, then I don't have allowance, and no money to shop, to get my stuffs.. =x
How?
God really answers prayer. (: Indeed, He's always be with me, and whenever I've prayed, He immediately answered. Thank God. (:
I really need to focus on my studies. but no point-action speak louder than words.
Why whenever u needed help, u just don't want me to help u? We've been together for so long, and yet u still don't want me to help. why? I'm not some stranger to u. is it so difficult to open your mouth, and ask me for help? u know that whenever u needed help, or whenever u faced any problems, I'm alway be there for u. don't treat me as some stranger. I feel so useless when u don't want me to help u. like your girlfriend is so useless like that. please don't reject me help.
Please..
Monday, August 13, 2007
I shall refresh my memories about what's happening this few days...
Thursday 09 August 2007:- Techun's family, Bingzheng's family, Meishan and I went to dear's house to gather and celebrate National Day. Those 'children' (Bz, Tc, Ms, Shawn and I) we watched the NDP at the basement, the small living room. I don't think this year's Ndp nice leh.. =x fireworks not really nice too.. We had durians and mangosteens after dinner. =)) After which we played 'The game of life' and 'monopoly'. Techun can't play games la.. kept losing de.. =p Dear came back at around 11pm like that.. And after Techun bankrupt, we continued for awhile then stop playing le cos Techun gave all his houses and money to meishan..
We had our supper(the left over food that we didn't finished for dinner) cos dear have not had his dinner. So I warmed the food then all of us ate and we talk about games and pets. And dear talks about what happened to all his pets etc.. Mei shan wasn't feeling well, so we sent her back home.. After we came back, Bz, Tc and shawn was busying fixing the com etc.. I watch tv.. (: then dear joined me after that.. and he slept. I went in to Shawn's room then... wa lao.. all Bz and Tc lying on the bed le la.. arghh.. Didn't even play risk.. Anyway, that's it.
Saturday 11 August 2007:- Same thing, Andrew message me and ask me to pei him cos he's working. but I didn't cos I was still sleeping. =x Coach called me and told me that he had an accident in the morning. But it wasn' this fault. So he asked me to help him and what shall he do etc.. So I called up dear's dad and told him about it, then cos I don't want to like call here and there, so I told my coach to call dear's dad instead. Then I went to Bz's house as usual to do maths. Do till around 615pm like that, I went off to meet dear they all for movie-Rush hour 3. =)
I was not in the good mood when reaching there.. Don't know why.. But after watching the movie, I'm back to normal. The show is so nice la.. So funny.. omg.. (: After movie, we went to have dinner cos by the time I reached, no time left for dinner. So, Bz, ms, ade, sam ho, peter, dear and I we went foodcourt for dinner. Then we went home.....
Sunday 12 August 2007:- Happy Birthday BingZheng. (: Dear and I went to pick up Stephanie to go church together. (: The Rev wasn't very good in giving examples huh.. what En-block.. -.-'' Marcus used his own translation to translate. hah.. After service, Meishan, steph and I went to buy lunch. Then we had our Girls talk in Fu tang. We introduced ourselves to steph and before that I've intro some to her and tested her too. But after 1 round of introducing, Beverly tested her and she could remember all of their names. (: haha.. We shared alot. Talked about our lives now, what are we doing and Today if God came down and asked what we want, what are the things we want Him to give us. Jessie said she eat good food. So Rev Goh said she drink sharkfin soup, main dish is abalone and use milk to wash face. haha..
After finished sharing, we prayed for our partners, Rev Goh, xinyi and I a group. So we prayed. Few of us went to Kallang CC to look for the guys. Was laughing at serene about what she had said. haha.. (: Flower, soil?? haha.... Number 15! woo.. haha...
Steph, dear and I we took cab back to dear's house to change. His toe bleed while playing cos his nail kept digging in. then the sock stains with blood. =x Then I told steph I wanna change blogskin and she said she knows how to do it, So we sat there and create my own skin. (: Thanks a lot steph! (: We sent her off to Weisze's place. Then went to sengkang to take things from Yuanjun, after that went back tamp cos dear wanna cut his hair, so I went to buy Kfc for him cos he wanna eat. And I bought spicy drumlets.. (: yummy..
I helped dear to pack his bag cos he going local survival training on 13th august till 17th august to train to September Brunei jungle survival on the 4th of sept till 13th sept. ): so long.. )':
Today, didn't work cos want to study.. =x hais.. I'm so tired.. there's maths class today.. had missed 1 lesson last week... ): must get notes from teacher le...
That's all.. nothing to post about le. Gonna prepare myself for school later...
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Got a phone call by our dear Jesslyn this morning-3am plus, asking whether do I want to go back school to take back our certificate. So we meet 1030am at my house that bus stop.. but in the end, I was late cos mummy is using the toilet, so I can't use.. end up, she took cab here and tong bang me..
We need to sign our name at the security area first. So we wrote our particulars, ohone number and stuffs.. and the uncle kept talking to us... all those craps la.. So then, so headed to office to take cert. After that, we went to have lunch at the canteen. we saw Mrs Ow Yong.. (: our favourite chinese teacher.. =)) oh.. she slim down alot after her pregnency.. (: Bian mei le.. (: Saw Mr wu too.. and Mrs Lim.. =x
School Tom yum mee change people le.. so the tom tum also change its taste.. not as good as before le.. ):
We went back to take a look at our classroom..(we decorate last year).. still looks the same.. no changes.. (: good..
Saw Elly when we wanted to go down.. and we go up again to look for our kachua-kristine.. tsk tsk tsk... talk on phone in class huh.. what is this.. aiyo... still don't who am I HUH!! yao si.. step u this kachua then u know.. I spray pesticide... *pisssss*
We went to sign off at the security area again.. and he talk crap again and ask when we coming back again.. and Jess said tomorrow.. hah..
Went to Punggol Plaza to buy Oreo bubble tea.. so nice.. orange pearl nice too.. (:
Then We (Jess and I) took cab back.. I go to work of cos.. just give her a lift.. since it's on the way.. Then when we reached Hougang, I realise the uncle didn't turn on the meter. So I told him.. Reached office and the price is $9.10.. then he charge me $12 which is so cheap la.. =p Thanks for ur 'blurness' and I don't have to pay so much.. =p
Jess called and told me that someone msg her and say is from our school, and wanted to know her and be friend with her. then that fellow admit that is that security uncle.. haha... His name is Jayshawn. =.='' haha... Say he's better than those Young boys out there.. blah blah blah.. haha... so funny.. Uncle..... so old le still want to flirt.. OMG.. her age can be ur daughter le la.. goodness sake.. then Jess gonna tell Mr Wu about it.. haha.. Go Go Go... (: Er xin de ren... Don't know how to look at the mirror and see how old u are le.. haiyo...
Thanks min for the wind charm (correct? feng ling)..
This morning when I was still sleeping (I sleep in the living room), the construction worker was painting the building and was outside the living room window! then I quickly cover myself with the blanket and continue sleeping.. =p
Oops.. I forget to gring my pencil case today.. =x
Last year's year book.. erm.. year CD sucks la.. so few things de.. yucks... nothing much to see.. only the class photos.. =.=''
Monday, August 06, 2007
Had our dinner at Amk blk 603.. the food was nice.. I was shock to see shark fin and abalone.. cos we seldom had all this.. and when the first dish came, I was surprise to see.. and I ask mummy whether the abalone is real or not..
Daddy ordered about 7 dishes.. but we pack back the black pepper crab cos we were too full.. and I can't eat crab and prawn-allegy.. feel like puking now.. cos mummy and sis are eating the crab.. *disgust* =x
After dinner, dear send my family back cos kor drove daddy's car out.. after dropping them back, we(dear and I) went to Ikea to get those hooks that can hand on the doors... and mirror..
Aww... there's pimple at the side of my eye.. ):
Hope mummy is happy.. (:
Yesterday went to had dinner with dear's parents at simei-East point. Mummy wanted to have Thai food.. but we couldn't find.. so went went kfc instead. I don't know why.. his dad bought 3 piece meal and fillet buger meal for 3 person.. then we only had 1 piece per person.. -.-'' So after that we walk around, shop around.. decided to go home that time, we saw Sakura-Thai restuarant. So head went in to have our real dinner.. but we only ordered 1 seafood tomyum, 1 green curry and 1 Thai fried rice. (: seafood tomyum.. so nice... delicious! =)
So we went back home, shawn's at home... then use the com and there's hhome run yesterday.. (: so watch with shawn and test him chinese spelling-ting xie. watch till 11pm, then go bathe. Dear came back from meeting le.. it's like so late la.. ): humph..
Yesterday came back home, my sis bring out the cake, light and bring it to my mum's room-she's asleep.. hehe.. so I wake her up and we sand birthday song to her.. =)
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Tonight we going to Amk blk 603 for dinner.. don't know eat what sia...
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Today's worship was terrible.. The worship leader only sing the 2 song's chorus, WHICH I don't think there's any link or rather NO MEANING AT ALL! I was very disappointed.. can't worship properly.. the worship leader cannot make it.. hais..
Sermon is about baptism....... ( Can I Don't?) 1) What is baptism? (Matthew 28:19 2) Who shall be baptised? (Mark 16:15-16) 3) Why baptise? (Rom 6:3-4)
After service, straightaway we had our YF worship prac.. after that, straightaway was main worship prac.. so tired.. one after another... cos meishan swap with me.. practise till around... 4pm? then wait for daddy to fetch us home with shawn.. dear having committee till 10PM! ): Hais.. so long.... now at his place... shawn went out to find stone and cd rack with uncle steve.. ): so bored... nobody pei me.. sob.. msn also can't use.. )':
I'm hungry... didn't have my lunch... cos of the worship prac....... ):
Thanks Jessie for the lion with my name on it.. (: it's soo cute..! (: (but they thought it was a dog with funnel) (:
Tomorrow is my mum's birthday! (:
And I'm gonna skip 1 lesson of class-maths.. ):
Yeah.. dear joining us also.. cos my dad ask him to. =))
sheesh..
I"M BORED LA!!!
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Meet up with Andrew this morning at compass.. he called up while I was sleeping, and ask what am I doing.. then ask me to meet him at compass cos he's working there-giving tissue and pamphlet. Saw Jordon when I was at the overhead bridge.. Then I help andrew give put some tissue.. And there's this aunty, I gave her 2 packs of tissue, then she stood there and look at me in the blur look.
She asked me: "what is this'? I replied: 'tissue'
She looked at me, then I said: 'tissue, it's free'. Then she replied: 'Oh.. ok thanks..'
I turned to andrew, then we laugh..
After finished giving out the packets of tissue, we threw away the pamphlet.. =p after that ask him accompany me for branch-breakfast + lunch.
We had a long chat at burger king.. it's been a long long looooooong time I had spent time with him like that.. kind of missed the time last time... ):
We chat about our future, my studies, when we gonna get married( Not me and him), how many babies we plan to have (not me and him of cos) etc...
Had a very nice sharing and talking with him.. he's just so....... a nice guy la..... =))
Thanks andrew for ur accompany.. =)) hope to have more next time...
After that, went to Bingzheng house to do maths.. his mum teach me... hais..
STRESS!!!!!!
kenna mozzie sting too.. ):
I reached there around 125 pm.. then started doing till 6pm.. ): then I call daddy to fetch me to his house.. having dinner there..
Damn shawn! keep making fun of me la..
ARGH!!!
Then we go down to help dear fix his com.. plug in all the wires etc.. then shawn play his bass guitar, then I sing-to prepare his main worship and our YF songs..
I'm tired...
Serene was right.. I got to pamper myself for studying for so long for maths.. =p
right serene.. =)))
Friday, August 03, 2007
Thanks dear for sending me back despite of your tiredness and u came to school after work without going back home.
There goes my emo-ing again...........
):
why is there silent?
Oh.. thank God that I've pass my geog test. Didn't really revise for it. just study on that day itself. and.. phew.. I pass.. 10/20. even though for some people, they might think that it's lousy, but to me, for this topic that I'm not interesting in, and I pass, I've got to thank God for that already.
but I'm kind of disappointed in my sciences...........
I HATE COMING WEEKENDS! !HUMPH!
>=(
Yesterday, wanted to go shop for mummy's present with dear.. But I kept thinking what she need etc.. and can't think of any.. If buy her necklace all this, she also didn't use it (bought for her before), then don't know what she want leh.. Hais.. *scratch head* then we head back to dear house to comtinue packing.. but evening he got cell dinner, so I'm alone.. (with aunty susie and shawn) but I was in the room watching tv and do some work lor.. Then meishan called, asked whether I want to go Kbox after their dinner. So after that, dear came and pick me up, and there's so many people in the car la.. then have to squeeze.. ): which I don't really like squeezing.. -.-''
We headed to parkway Kbox. We started at around 10 plus, till... 2am.. Singing halfway through, Mei shan, bingzheng and I stood up cos we were too cold. Stand up jump abit.. hehe.. quite enjoying though.. (: then after that ask dear to stand too.. oh the people went were-Bingzheng, meishan, jane, peter, dear and I.
So just nice that last night was ladies night. (: so we three girls don't have to pay.. only got to pay for our drinks. (: cool..
After that, dear send all of us back.. Squeeze again.. ):
went back at 3am..
*panda eyes*
I've enjoyed myself.. hee..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Its been a long time didn't update.. was helping dear to move house etc.. and didn't work, so don't have the chance to update.
We started to pack on friday night till saturday morning around 2 am plus.. then went home. We managed to finish packing All of his stuffs in 1 day. Saturday I had worship practise.. then went to the new house wait for dear to pick me up. took train with Techun.. spent the whole saturday packing his stuffs still Sunday.. and went back home late again.. didn't have enough rest.. I'm the support singer on that day.. -.-'' hais.. service wasn't good.. some loop holes somewhere.. ): anyway, after service, BingZheng, Techun, Shawn, Dear and I, we went to He Ji Bao there for lunch, after that we head back to tampines to move ALL the stuffs to new house..
Techun was funny.. and... timid.. =p
We finished moving till 6plus.. then all of us, together with dear's family, we went to have dinner at pizza hut. Initially we went to bedok de pizza hut, but their staffs is not enough.. so we got to wait for very long and there's a long queue.. so we went to siglap instead. The so called 'children' sit at one table, and the adults sit at the other. we ordered 3 pizzas.. =p ate alot.. Meanwhile while eating, Techun keep disturbing me etc.. he sat beside me ma.. So I just swung my arm and hit his chest.. =) who ask him to be so noisy..
After dinner, Techun follow dear's car.. then send him home.. then dear and I continue to unpack his stuffs..
Lots of things to pack.... very tired this few days..
Cell today.. gonna continue watching the show. (:
Had lunch with dear today at my office there.. not bad.. the food there.. especially the curry.. yummy.. (:
Tomorrow.. It's gonna be a boring day...
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Tonight gonna watch 881 with my mum and sis.. and cousin. So... won't be going to cell. ): But maybe I'll go after that?? (:
Yesterday my sis was booking the ticket.. mum was asking whether I wanna go not. Then very fan cos got cell.. then the other hand my mum seldom free to watch movie.. then I don't know which to go.. Then I pray and ask God.. I ask dear for opinion.. He ask me to go out with my family cos this is my commitment also.. need to balance out lor.. hais.. then come to think of it, it's realy been a long time my mum wanted to go for a movie.. so......
Yesterday I told her that I'll think about it first then tell her again before she book. Then she and my sis go and book my ticket lor... >=( I still thinking ma.. argh!! Then I ask her why book first, I haven even tell her whether I'm going not lor.. She asked where am I going. Then I told her kovan.. dear told her we got cell.. then she say 'cell so important meh? don't go also can ma.' I was like.. wa lao.. don't have to say till like that right..
This morning, I decided to go watch movie with them.. Then my mum say.. in chinese ' go cell for what?' .. then something else but I can't remember..
Hais...
Anyway, gonna revise my science.. If not sunday die liao. =x
Congrats serene.. finally exams over le.. (:
I also want.......
):
boohoo......
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oh.. if u guys are free and wanted to bake something, try this out..
Went with dear to Esplanade to see him and his friend run 21km.
Sunday early in the morning, 5am got to reach there.. -.-'' I woke up at 3 plus, and then dear pick me up and his friend then we head to Esplanade. We were late and the race starts at 530am. They started their race at around 550am. Then I got to wait for them 2hours later. -.-''
BUT! thank goodness I saw Shi xian there.. =D He's on duty there.. wahaha.. got company le.. But after a while, then I go to the floating platform to wait for them. Finishing point at the floating platform. So I stood in front of the finishing line to see and wait. Wait very long... but there were people running back le..
Fastest runner's timing was 1hour 09mins 14sec.
=x
Then there's 1 guy, he came back and he fell to the ground immediately.. =x Then the people were calling for the medic. So they carried him to the.. what's that call.. erm.. the plank?? aiya.. don't know la.. the one that carry people de.. anyway, they pass by me and I saw that guy's hand were danggling down, his eyes were white and looks like his fainted. But the news said that he died right after he reached the finishing line. =x
So scary... his heart totally stop.. totally give way.. so poor thing la..
Dear use his friend phone to msh me, saying he left 5km more.. and his leg cramp.. can't carry on.. After a while, I saw his friend came back first.. (thought they will be running together). There's SUPER lots of people la.. tsk tsk.. then finally I saw dear came back, limping away.. ):
So I went down to meet him.
Damn staris.. so long to the top and it was closed, and I have to walk all the way down to the place where I stand. -.-''
He got his medal. (: (cos he missed the marking of attendance, so he has to get the medal in order to let the air force pay for the run.
And he made it!
(:
So proud of u..
He was limping all the way back. Cos his knee and toes pain.. ): Went back home to rest, had breakfast.. then rest cos I very tired.. then we didn't go church. We went in the afternoon as he's the worship leader and I'm the support singer for YF.
Went back home, rest for a while then go for dinner.. the serving is so little.. then dear say go kfc.. so we went.. at kallang there, with free flow of drink..
So we went home, watch tv and rest.. too tired le.. wake up so early.. haha and I msg serene at 6plus in the morning, ask her to wake up and pee.. =p haha...
See, I so good right. scared u diao chuang, so wake u up to go toilet. =p
Back to my own world with lots of whinings and complaints...
Yup! It's been long that I've update cos only work on wed and thurs, so didn't have much time to use com. Darn brother go and set password to activate the com in order not to let my sis use it.. -.-'' (It's not TOTALLY urs ok.. so what it's in ur room? which means is urs?)
humph!
>=(
CAN U PEOPLE JUST STOP ALL THE NAGGINGS AND STRESSING?!?!
It pissed me off!
Pfft!
really fucking pissed! No going out till I finish my exams?? u think I will not?
>=(
I'm not like those bookworms that really STAY AT HOME for the whole fcuking day to study meh? Let me tell u.. NO OK!
humph!
my parents didn't even treat me like that!
argh!
and u? just kept quiet.....
hais...
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Well, dear finally bought Beethovan 2! =D
Search for so long.. finally he found it. (: At Bishan-junction 8.
Saw adeline and her family.. they watching movie.. We went to watch 'Licence to wed'.
Funny show..
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This afternoon meet up with Jiaxian for physic. studied for 4hours, 2 chapters.
thanks ya. (:
Anyway, I've asked my school teacher to give me and my friend tuition. 4 times-$240. but we both share, so each person $120.. every sunday morning, 8am to 930am.. my place.. wahaha..
So.. Starting for this sunday lor.. And so.. I may be feeling tired during sermon.. cos too much brain juice used up le.. =p kill too much brain cells le..
*excuses*
Argh!
I'm so pissed!
Fcuk!
PFFT!!!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I'm..... FAMISHED!!!
):
2 more hours than I can have my dinner.. ):
Yipee! Going orchard swensens with Stephanie, weisze and huifen later on.. (:
This morning went to jog with dear at my house the 2 big field there.. ran 2 rounds.. =x I'm so tired.. haha.. it's been Soooooo long that I jog le.. =p I wanna just jog for 1 round.. or 1 and a half rounds... but someone just kept nagging.. *humph* I was listening to my mp3.. but still can hear him.. ): we walked for awhile, then continue.....
I wanna puke after jogging la.. ): no oxygen.. =x
After 2 rounds, we head back to my house.. (duh..) rest, then dear suddenly said wanna play cards.. (hurr?) then we played poker, dai di.. then we played snap.. snap? snap? snap??? is it snap? those that same card then u hit it.. He's reaction is so slow.... he lost all the time la.. haha.. slow slow.. =p
Then we had breakfast.. mummy cook fried rice.. but I don't have appetite.. ): wanna puke.. after that he went off to work..
Running with him wasn't a good idea though. =x but run alone also so sian.. so... no choice.. =x
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Yesterday went bedok. wanted to go Meishan's place.. but she isn't free.. So she said if I'm meeting peter then she'll probably join us.. Met peter at bedok interchange de hawker.. we ordered chicken wing and carrot cake.. (we had dinner before we meet. =p) Meishan m.i.a.. didn't reply at all.. don't even know whether she coming not.. chat till.... 1010pm.. then decided to go home.. hais.. boring.. long journey back...
Went Mac's toilet, and saw my night class acquaintance. (correct spelling?) haha.. peter's reaction very funny..
Wait for the damn 87 for 20mins la.. argh.. should have just take cab.. =p
I'm hungry.. ):
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Feel so lethargic this few days..
boohoo...
)':
Bingzheng, peter came to dear's house to play Risk that day, ans watch soccer. I help dear to do his A-frame.
After that we play risk. (Binzheng, peter, shawn, dear and I). This was my first time playing and I'm the 2nd winner. wahaha.. dear was the first to lose. haha.. fighting with peter is fun. =p after that we watch soccer...
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Hmm.. from now till end of my exams, I'll only be working on wed and thurs. (: and the best thing is, I'LL STILL GET MY ALLOWANCE! =p
hurr....
don't know what to blog le..
tomorrow gonna meet weisze they all for dinner. (:
looking forward to it... (:
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Went bugis this morning.. it's raining very heavily and I'm at Purvis street.. wanted to go to bugis shopping mall, but the rain is too heavy for me to cross.. I've waited for quite long, then ran across to the other side to wait.. and cos the rain is too heavy, I've decided to take cab instead.. waited for long too.. then the uncle saw me.. but I still got drenched for a short distance.. I was shivering in the cab... very cold~
After I finished doing my stuffs, meet dear at basement and saw uncle Joshua. Had lunch at yoshinoya.. and took cab to Break Through..
The guys were playing basketball when the rain had stop and before that, we watched a vcd about Break Through, how the people had changed after they had know Jesus christ and He saved their lifes..
Around 630pm, we had dinner then head back to kovan at 730pm..
Went back to dear's place.. I wanted to catch a movie.. but don't think it has release yet..
hmm.. time now... 0125am.. going church later on.. *yawns*
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What are TRUE friend means? To be there for us when we needed help, to lead a shoulder when we need to rely on? Or is it a friend, that cares for u that is not from their heart?
I don't know and I can't tell.
Somehow, it just drifted apart... from the very close, to very mo shen-stranger. I don't know why but.. this is life.. very xian shi life.. from what I know or feel, there's only a hand full of people that really CARES for me and is from their bottom of their heart. I know who u are and I thank u for that. But for the others, I don't know..... don't know anymore....
I'm quite disappointed today... about what's happening.... it disappoint me a lot..... )':
And it make me realise how true friends are.. and who are those that are really true friends...
):
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Having combined cell just now.
Wasn't very happy.. Due to the things that I Don't wish to hear about, due to the sudden change of cell and everything. Although it is good, but, I still think that we need something for our own, instead of sharing... I guess.. no point voicing out.. cos it's useless..
I don't have the love in it anymore.
It has....... destroyed my love for it...
upset.
what is wrong with me, us?
silence......
Happy 9th month dear.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I've got this book from Stephanie. She lend me and I've read it. It inspire me.. and I wanted to share with u....
the title is called "Rules of the Red Rubber Ball".
There's this kid, who was borned in Pennsylvania, and the parents who eventually abandoned their three children. (I sum up abit) He and his brothers moved together with their grandparents on a modest street in a wealthy suburb of Philadelphia. There, amid the conflicting worlds of influence, working class families, and down and out drug dealers. He was a quiet, scrawny kid, and for a while, he felt lost....
Then he discovered..... PLAYGROUND. It was where he discovered sports- and the red rubber ball that fueled his dreams. Apparently, this playground becames his sanctuary, a magical environment where his worries, shame and low self-esteem disappeared.. Then he discovered his gift of speed. Despite of his size, he could outrun most of other kids, and speed became his ticket onto the field.
And the red rubber ball was always there-A powerful symbol of sport.
For years, he ran, chase, kick, caught after that ball. He felt alive and powerful. He felt {loved} and wanted. He grew physically stronger and more confident.
{At night he snuck into a local private school to play on the indoor basketball court}.
His grandmother had given him the permission to play sports.
He was free to play, ws free to pursue his joy.
SO HE DID.
(In the middle part was saying that joined the Air Force so he could play soccer in Germany. But he hurt his knee so could no longer play, so he studied sports medicine and became an athelic trainer for high school and collage team. And how he had achieved his goals) (Too long for me to sum up)
Now I ask you... What's your red rubber ball?!?
I believe people discover their red rubber ball in a moment of innocence-like ona playground.
After all, where do dreams start?
They start when we're playing, when we're free to run and romp around. That's when we imagine we're something bigger than we are.
Your Red Rubber ball is what grabs u by the soul. It's what captures your imagination. It's what u do when no one tells u what to do, when u're alone in ur room, on the playground or in ur head. It's what u daydream, and that dream can become ur life's work... if u let it.
Find ur red rubber ball is only half of the battle.
Once u find it, u must follow it, and that takes Courage, Strength and Imagination.
These are the guidelines or rules, that will help ensure u never lose sight of ur red rubber ball.
1) Commit to ur red rubber ball and it will fuel decisions about what u study, where u work, how u live, whom u befriend and how u act.
2) Build and nurture relationships, and others will help u pursue ur red rubber ball.
3) Be creative, and u'll discover new opportunities.
4) Do the lonely work-those unglamorous tasks tat no one asks u to do and that others may never notice-and u will surpass expectations.
5) Speak up and challenge boundaries, and u'll overcome them.
6) Expect and respect the unexpected, and u'll achieve ur goals sooner.
7) If u maximise each moment and focus on the present, u'll create the future u desire.
Run after ur red rubber ball today, and every day it will become ur future.
That's it. simple enough. Seven rules and a red rubber ball.
Maybe u still don't understand.. but. can go to the library and borrow it. It's a very small book.. can finish it within half an hour..
(:
WTF?! I cancelled the post and I was half written.. pfft!
Reached office at 1130am.
Couldn't get into sleep last night. Or rather this morning. Was pondering about what happened yesterday. This morning, my freaking hell sister woke up, do her stuffs with the lights on this MORNING at around 8plus(wth, who will on the light early in the morning? IS SHE BLIND THAT SHE CAN'T SEE?!?!) and woke me up. Actually, I wasn't really sleeping the whole night though. And she so damn inconsiderate la! On the light, open the door so wide(I HATE people who open the door so wide when it's in the aircondition room!) and talk in the room so loudly! WTH! CAN U PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE?!? if I do this back to u, u will KPKB! Then what about me?!? FREAKING HELL! pfft!
I'm damn pissed off..
u made me cried once again. Do u know how hurtful those words are to me? how could u say this kind of things to me? And it's just bcos of my studies, u use it to threaten me! I didn't expect u to say this.. u made me feel so disappointed in u... u gave me warning... and if I didn't do well for my exams this time round, u told me to be prepared that it won't last for another year.... )': DO U KNOW HOW HURTFUL IT IS TO ME!!!! u said I stress u by saying a no to u when u asked me whether can I get all Bs for my exams. WHAT ABOUT U?? didn't u stress me too? didn't u and ur parents stress me too?? WHO is the one that is more stress?!! U don't even know the inside me.. u only see the outer me.. what do u know me? Do u really know me inside out? NO! u DON'T! let me tell u.. U DON'T!!! u guys always tell me to study hard, so that my future will be good, will excel.. u think I don't want to excel in my studies?! u think I want my future to go down the drain?!? u think I want to sabotage myself? by having a lousy CERT?!? u guys simply look down on me! ur parents, and EVEN ur BROTHER! I was so disappointed... this is the time I needed someone, whom I can really rely on, whom I can really have someone, to be with me, together to face this trials together. but now, u said this to me.. how do u want me to carry on... I'm heart-broken by ur words.. u promised to be with me through this year's O level once again.. can u? don't give me an empty promises.. don't even hurt me anymore.... please... stress me no more...
once again.. u made me cry.. with u not noticed...
I'm gonna stop working on the 24th Aug. I'm gonna tell my boss that I won't be working till I finish my Os. Cos I'll be studying with Jiaxian as he's willing to coach me sciences. thanks.. alot! (: I hope I can still catch up in this 2 months or so...
please pray for me as I really NEED the prayer of support! thanks.. (:
Combined cell at Jessie's house tonight. (:
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
This is the new version of the National Day song-'This is where I rather be' by Zhou Chong Qing and Xiao Jia Hui from YES933.
Take a look. It's funny.. (:
Enjoy~!
Well, didn't work this two days.. when can I stop working? but if I stop working, then I don't have allowance, and no money to shop, to get my stuffs.. =x
How?
God really answers prayer. (: Indeed, He's always be with me, and whenever I've prayed, He immediately answered. Thank God. (:
I really need to focus on my studies. but no point-action speak louder than words.
Why whenever u needed help, u just don't want me to help u? We've been together for so long, and yet u still don't want me to help. why? I'm not some stranger to u. is it so difficult to open your mouth, and ask me for help? u know that whenever u needed help, or whenever u faced any problems, I'm alway be there for u. don't treat me as some stranger. I feel so useless when u don't want me to help u. like your girlfriend is so useless like that. please don't reject me help.
Please..
Monday, August 13, 2007
I shall refresh my memories about what's happening this few days...
Thursday 09 August 2007:- Techun's family, Bingzheng's family, Meishan and I went to dear's house to gather and celebrate National Day. Those 'children' (Bz, Tc, Ms, Shawn and I) we watched the NDP at the basement, the small living room. I don't think this year's Ndp nice leh.. =x fireworks not really nice too.. We had durians and mangosteens after dinner. =)) After which we played 'The game of life' and 'monopoly'. Techun can't play games la.. kept losing de.. =p Dear came back at around 11pm like that.. And after Techun bankrupt, we continued for awhile then stop playing le cos Techun gave all his houses and money to meishan..
We had our supper(the left over food that we didn't finished for dinner) cos dear have not had his dinner. So I warmed the food then all of us ate and we talk about games and pets. And dear talks about what happened to all his pets etc.. Mei shan wasn't feeling well, so we sent her back home.. After we came back, Bz, Tc and shawn was busying fixing the com etc.. I watch tv.. (: then dear joined me after that.. and he slept. I went in to Shawn's room then... wa lao.. all Bz and Tc lying on the bed le la.. arghh.. Didn't even play risk.. Anyway, that's it.
Saturday 11 August 2007:- Same thing, Andrew message me and ask me to pei him cos he's working. but I didn't cos I was still sleeping. =x Coach called me and told me that he had an accident in the morning. But it wasn' this fault. So he asked me to help him and what shall he do etc.. So I called up dear's dad and told him about it, then cos I don't want to like call here and there, so I told my coach to call dear's dad instead. Then I went to Bz's house as usual to do maths. Do till around 615pm like that, I went off to meet dear they all for movie-Rush hour 3. =)
I was not in the good mood when reaching there.. Don't know why.. But after watching the movie, I'm back to normal. The show is so nice la.. So funny.. omg.. (: After movie, we went to have dinner cos by the time I reached, no time left for dinner. So, Bz, ms, ade, sam ho, peter, dear and I we went foodcourt for dinner. Then we went home.....
Sunday 12 August 2007:- Happy Birthday BingZheng. (: Dear and I went to pick up Stephanie to go church together. (: The Rev wasn't very good in giving examples huh.. what En-block.. -.-'' Marcus used his own translation to translate. hah.. After service, Meishan, steph and I went to buy lunch. Then we had our Girls talk in Fu tang. We introduced ourselves to steph and before that I've intro some to her and tested her too. But after 1 round of introducing, Beverly tested her and she could remember all of their names. (: haha.. We shared alot. Talked about our lives now, what are we doing and Today if God came down and asked what we want, what are the things we want Him to give us. Jessie said she eat good food. So Rev Goh said she drink sharkfin soup, main dish is abalone and use milk to wash face. haha..
After finished sharing, we prayed for our partners, Rev Goh, xinyi and I a group. So we prayed. Few of us went to Kallang CC to look for the guys. Was laughing at serene about what she had said. haha.. (: Flower, soil?? haha.... Number 15! woo.. haha...
Steph, dear and I we took cab back to dear's house to change. His toe bleed while playing cos his nail kept digging in. then the sock stains with blood. =x Then I told steph I wanna change blogskin and she said she knows how to do it, So we sat there and create my own skin. (: Thanks a lot steph! (: We sent her off to Weisze's place. Then went to sengkang to take things from Yuanjun, after that went back tamp cos dear wanna cut his hair, so I went to buy Kfc for him cos he wanna eat. And I bought spicy drumlets.. (: yummy..
I helped dear to pack his bag cos he going local survival training on 13th august till 17th august to train to September Brunei jungle survival on the 4th of sept till 13th sept. ): so long.. )':
Today, didn't work cos want to study.. =x hais.. I'm so tired.. there's maths class today.. had missed 1 lesson last week... ): must get notes from teacher le...
That's all.. nothing to post about le. Gonna prepare myself for school later...
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Got a phone call by our dear Jesslyn this morning-3am plus, asking whether do I want to go back school to take back our certificate. So we meet 1030am at my house that bus stop.. but in the end, I was late cos mummy is using the toilet, so I can't use.. end up, she took cab here and tong bang me..
We need to sign our name at the security area first. So we wrote our particulars, ohone number and stuffs.. and the uncle kept talking to us... all those craps la.. So then, so headed to office to take cert. After that, we went to have lunch at the canteen. we saw Mrs Ow Yong.. (: our favourite chinese teacher.. =)) oh.. she slim down alot after her pregnency.. (: Bian mei le.. (: Saw Mr wu too.. and Mrs Lim.. =x
School Tom yum mee change people le.. so the tom tum also change its taste.. not as good as before le.. ):
We went back to take a look at our classroom..(we decorate last year).. still looks the same.. no changes.. (: good..
Saw Elly when we wanted to go down.. and we go up again to look for our kachua-kristine.. tsk tsk tsk... talk on phone in class huh.. what is this.. aiyo... still don't who am I HUH!! yao si.. step u this kachua then u know.. I spray pesticide... *pisssss*
We went to sign off at the security area again.. and he talk crap again and ask when we coming back again.. and Jess said tomorrow.. hah..
Went to Punggol Plaza to buy Oreo bubble tea.. so nice.. orange pearl nice too.. (:
Then We (Jess and I) took cab back.. I go to work of cos.. just give her a lift.. since it's on the way.. Then when we reached Hougang, I realise the uncle didn't turn on the meter. So I told him.. Reached office and the price is $9.10.. then he charge me $12 which is so cheap la.. =p Thanks for ur 'blurness' and I don't have to pay so much.. =p
Jess called and told me that someone msg her and say is from our school, and wanted to know her and be friend with her. then that fellow admit that is that security uncle.. haha... His name is Jayshawn. =.='' haha... Say he's better than those Young boys out there.. blah blah blah.. haha... so funny.. Uncle..... so old le still want to flirt.. OMG.. her age can be ur daughter le la.. goodness sake.. then Jess gonna tell Mr Wu about it.. haha.. Go Go Go... (: Er xin de ren... Don't know how to look at the mirror and see how old u are le.. haiyo...
Thanks min for the wind charm (correct? feng ling)..
This morning when I was still sleeping (I sleep in the living room), the construction worker was painting the building and was outside the living room window! then I quickly cover myself with the blanket and continue sleeping.. =p
Oops.. I forget to gring my pencil case today.. =x
Last year's year book.. erm.. year CD sucks la.. so few things de.. yucks... nothing much to see.. only the class photos.. =.=''
Monday, August 06, 2007
Had our dinner at Amk blk 603.. the food was nice.. I was shock to see shark fin and abalone.. cos we seldom had all this.. and when the first dish came, I was surprise to see.. and I ask mummy whether the abalone is real or not..
Daddy ordered about 7 dishes.. but we pack back the black pepper crab cos we were too full.. and I can't eat crab and prawn-allegy.. feel like puking now.. cos mummy and sis are eating the crab.. *disgust* =x
After dinner, dear send my family back cos kor drove daddy's car out.. after dropping them back, we(dear and I) went to Ikea to get those hooks that can hand on the doors... and mirror..
Aww... there's pimple at the side of my eye.. ):
Hope mummy is happy.. (:
Yesterday went to had dinner with dear's parents at simei-East point. Mummy wanted to have Thai food.. but we couldn't find.. so went went kfc instead. I don't know why.. his dad bought 3 piece meal and fillet buger meal for 3 person.. then we only had 1 piece per person.. -.-'' So after that we walk around, shop around.. decided to go home that time, we saw Sakura-Thai restuarant. So head went in to have our real dinner.. but we only ordered 1 seafood tomyum, 1 green curry and 1 Thai fried rice. (: seafood tomyum.. so nice... delicious! =)
So we went back home, shawn's at home... then use the com and there's hhome run yesterday.. (: so watch with shawn and test him chinese spelling-ting xie. watch till 11pm, then go bathe. Dear came back from meeting le.. it's like so late la.. ): humph..
Yesterday came back home, my sis bring out the cake, light and bring it to my mum's room-she's asleep.. hehe.. so I wake her up and we sand birthday song to her.. =)
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Tonight we going to Amk blk 603 for dinner.. don't know eat what sia...
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Today's worship was terrible.. The worship leader only sing the 2 song's chorus, WHICH I don't think there's any link or rather NO MEANING AT ALL! I was very disappointed.. can't worship properly.. the worship leader cannot make it.. hais..
Sermon is about baptism....... ( Can I Don't?) 1) What is baptism? (Matthew 28:19 2) Who shall be baptised? (Mark 16:15-16) 3) Why baptise? (Rom 6:3-4)
After service, straightaway we had our YF worship prac.. after that, straightaway was main worship prac.. so tired.. one after another... cos meishan swap with me.. practise till around... 4pm? then wait for daddy to fetch us home with shawn.. dear having committee till 10PM! ): Hais.. so long.... now at his place... shawn went out to find stone and cd rack with uncle steve.. ): so bored... nobody pei me.. sob.. msn also can't use.. )':
I'm hungry... didn't have my lunch... cos of the worship prac....... ):
Thanks Jessie for the lion with my name on it.. (: it's soo cute..! (: (but they thought it was a dog with funnel) (:
Tomorrow is my mum's birthday! (:
And I'm gonna skip 1 lesson of class-maths.. ):
Yeah.. dear joining us also.. cos my dad ask him to. =))
sheesh..
I"M BORED LA!!!
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Meet up with Andrew this morning at compass.. he called up while I was sleeping, and ask what am I doing.. then ask me to meet him at compass cos he's working there-giving tissue and pamphlet. Saw Jordon when I was at the overhead bridge.. Then I help andrew give put some tissue.. And there's this aunty, I gave her 2 packs of tissue, then she stood there and look at me in the blur look.
She asked me: "what is this'? I replied: 'tissue'
She looked at me, then I said: 'tissue, it's free'. Then she replied: 'Oh.. ok thanks..'
I turned to andrew, then we laugh..
After finished giving out the packets of tissue, we threw away the pamphlet.. =p after that ask him accompany me for branch-breakfast + lunch.
We had a long chat at burger king.. it's been a long long looooooong time I had spent time with him like that.. kind of missed the time last time... ):
We chat about our future, my studies, when we gonna get married( Not me and him), how many babies we plan to have (not me and him of cos) etc...
Had a very nice sharing and talking with him.. he's just so....... a nice guy la..... =))
Thanks andrew for ur accompany.. =)) hope to have more next time...
After that, went to Bingzheng house to do maths.. his mum teach me... hais..
STRESS!!!!!!
kenna mozzie sting too.. ):
I reached there around 125 pm.. then started doing till 6pm.. ): then I call daddy to fetch me to his house.. having dinner there..
Damn shawn! keep making fun of me la..
ARGH!!!
Then we go down to help dear fix his com.. plug in all the wires etc.. then shawn play his bass guitar, then I sing-to prepare his main worship and our YF songs..
I'm tired...
Serene was right.. I got to pamper myself for studying for so long for maths.. =p
right serene.. =)))
Friday, August 03, 2007
Thanks dear for sending me back despite of your tiredness and u came to school after work without going back home.
There goes my emo-ing again...........
):
why is there silent?
Oh.. thank God that I've pass my geog test. Didn't really revise for it. just study on that day itself. and.. phew.. I pass.. 10/20. even though for some people, they might think that it's lousy, but to me, for this topic that I'm not interesting in, and I pass, I've got to thank God for that already.
but I'm kind of disappointed in my sciences...........
I HATE COMING WEEKENDS! !HUMPH!
>=(
Yesterday, wanted to go shop for mummy's present with dear.. But I kept thinking what she need etc.. and can't think of any.. If buy her necklace all this, she also didn't use it (bought for her before), then don't know what she want leh.. Hais.. *scratch head* then we head back to dear house to comtinue packing.. but evening he got cell dinner, so I'm alone.. (with aunty susie and shawn) but I was in the room watching tv and do some work lor.. Then meishan called, asked whether I want to go Kbox after their dinner. So after that, dear came and pick me up, and there's so many people in the car la.. then have to squeeze.. ): which I don't really like squeezing.. -.-''
We headed to parkway Kbox. We started at around 10 plus, till... 2am.. Singing halfway through, Mei shan, bingzheng and I stood up cos we were too cold. Stand up jump abit.. hehe.. quite enjoying though.. (: then after that ask dear to stand too.. oh the people went were-Bingzheng, meishan, jane, peter, dear and I.
So just nice that last night was ladies night. (: so we three girls don't have to pay.. only got to pay for our drinks. (: cool..
After that, dear send all of us back.. Squeeze again.. ):
went back at 3am..
*panda eyes*
I've enjoyed myself.. hee..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Its been a long time didn't update.. was helping dear to move house etc.. and didn't work, so don't have the chance to update.
We started to pack on friday night till saturday morning around 2 am plus.. then went home. We managed to finish packing All of his stuffs in 1 day. Saturday I had worship practise.. then went to the new house wait for dear to pick me up. took train with Techun.. spent the whole saturday packing his stuffs still Sunday.. and went back home late again.. didn't have enough rest.. I'm the support singer on that day.. -.-'' hais.. service wasn't good.. some loop holes somewhere.. ): anyway, after service, BingZheng, Techun, Shawn, Dear and I, we went to He Ji Bao there for lunch, after that we head back to tampines to move ALL the stuffs to new house..
Techun was funny.. and... timid.. =p
We finished moving till 6plus.. then all of us, together with dear's family, we went to have dinner at pizza hut. Initially we went to bedok de pizza hut, but their staffs is not enough.. so we got to wait for very long and there's a long queue.. so we went to siglap instead. The so called 'children' sit at one table, and the adults sit at the other. we ordered 3 pizzas.. =p ate alot.. Meanwhile while eating, Techun keep disturbing me etc.. he sat beside me ma.. So I just swung my arm and hit his chest.. =) who ask him to be so noisy..
After dinner, Techun follow dear's car.. then send him home.. then dear and I continue to unpack his stuffs..
Lots of things to pack.... very tired this few days..
Cell today.. gonna continue watching the show. (:
Had lunch with dear today at my office there.. not bad.. the food there.. especially the curry.. yummy.. (:
Tomorrow.. It's gonna be a boring day...
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