Saturday, June 30, 2007


Hmm.. I'm the earliest to reach kovan today. =p but no one was there.. but thank goodness I saw Ryan. He help me open the container door.. but he lock me inside.. and the office door wasn't open.. ): having my breakfast there and after awhile, the Goh's family came le.. (:

i cried.

thank u rev goh. (: u're just just so sweet..

got change to a new shirt that they give. (: nice shirt.. but can't absorb water-perspiration. (correct spelling?)

There's nothing to do until 11plus, then we starts to work. We in-charge of dry ration and berverages.. but most of the food was dry ration and we were very very very busy..... alot of mian xian and noodles la.. like no need money like that.. tsk tsk.. so scary.. somemore got Sharkfin, massage foot de, abalone, beer etc...

pack until I got headache and then become giddy le.. keep squatting then stand up then squart again.. very tired lor.. some of the guys very argh lor.. some stand there or sit there never help de.. so pek cek.. then never do alot but the earliest to eat. ARGH!

around 3 plus, mei shan, jane, peter and I we went back first. I went to Bingzheng house to do maths.. =x reach there then start to do le.. never rest.. sob sob.. so tired la.. kenna mozzie bite on my knee.. argh! do about 2 hours plus.. cos I cannot take it le.. I'm getting blur liao.. can't absorb anymore.. TIRED! end around 7pm. then Bingzheng's mum gonna have dinner. then I watch tv.. =p waiting for dear's dad to pick me up for dinner.

Youth sunday tomorrow!

Whee~!

hope it's gonna be a fun day.. and not forget to Praise The Lord!!!! =D

woo.. thank BZ for picking us up at mrt.. if not we gonna melt under the scorching sun.. tuo meishan de fu.. =p

thank u.. (:




Friday, June 29, 2007


didn't slack at work today. =p when reach office, then started to do work le.. quite alot today though. but still got use msn la.. =x

hmm.. was busy the whole day though. even after I'm knock off from work. went to ntuc buy for dear skyflake biscuit.. -.-'' it's the same as the square biscuit la.. haiyo.. thought what biscuit so nice.. then cook simple dinner for him.. cos he sick ): but thank God, he's fine now. (:

my primary school friend added me today. (:

I've forgotten about him le cos we seldom talk to each other. and we only same class in.. pri 1 and 2?? ya.. but when he told me he's the king kong... then I remembered him.. the tall and looks like king kong de.. *oops.. no offence* (: haha.. it's been a long time.... he tatoo his whole back la... =x can see from my friendster.. his name is daniel.

school tomorrow. ): boring...

saturday going bingzheng house to do maths... =x ask his mum to tuitor me..

maths (:

kind of getting to like maths le.. (: cos I'vd pass my test and give me confident?? ahh...

oh man.. it's so late.. and I'm still not sleepy..

shall count sheep??

1 sheep... 2 sheeps... 3 sheeps... 4 sheeps... 5 sheeps... 6 sheeps... 7 sheeps... 8 sheeps... 9 sheeps... 10 sheeps...




Tuesday, June 26, 2007


erm.. hmm... I suppose it's very difficult to read rite..

go to this website:

http://www.datoufen.blogspot.com/

the story is interesting.. (:

can listen through 9.33 FM.. (:

Enjoy~!

`I'd bought a piglet water bottle.. (: cuuteee....






I got this from Da Tou Fen story. it's touching.. just take some time to read it. its in chinese so....

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……

可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。

一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”

天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。

轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。

蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 　　這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。 　　蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。

上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”

有些緣份是註定要失去的﹐有些緣份是永遠不會有好結果的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖






Do u know why I ask that question yesterday night?
and why didn't u ask me how come I will ask this question?
Had breakfast with dear today.
and he wants to go early to study. ):
I pass my maths test. (:
64% = B4 ):
1 more percent to get B3.. and that's my aim (at least)
hais..
initially ws 60%, but teacher didnt mark 1 question and didn't give me another 2 more marks.
so I ask for it.. =p
I've already done my best to do well for it le. why do u still look down.
from a F9 to a B4 is already a great improvement for me. at least for me. not other people. I know to u all, B4 is lousy. but to me, it's already very good le lor. cos I didn't score this well before! yeah. I admit I stupid. I admit that I don't know how to study etc. but so? at least I try my best for it right? If I don't care for this test, I won't have study for it. and what kind of "encouragement" u gave me? and the way u say it. I'm just so disappointed. thought u will AT LEAST continue to encourage me. but I've just so disappointed in what u said.
having chem quiz today. -.-''
I hate science!




Monday, June 25, 2007


Food hunting yesterday was quite fun. my group is the first to found the piece of paper and to get the route. but we were the last to leave church. ): went to old airport road first, followed by chinatown that hawker, then to maxwell market. I kept saying our group lost le cos when we reach chinatown, weikang told me that the other 2 groups had left to the 3rd place le. so we just steady steady finish the game lor. in the end, we were the 2nd group to reach. haha.. (: my group has smart people! wahha.. =p when we were on our way to kallang, end game at CC, so when we reach kallang, my back of the feet cannot take it le. my heels are giving me trouble since we left for the game. so I took out my shoe(finally) and walk all the way to the Geylang CC. marcus is sooo racist.. he told us jokes and its damn funny la.. and about bimbo.. haha..

went to airport at midnight........

been tearing since yesterday night. did u even notice that I'm crying? did u even notice that I wasn't very happy since yesterday after going to the airport till home and till this morning? did u even NOTICE?! u onli notice her presense. u onli saw and care for her. wat about me? and u EVEN ask me whether i wan to sit at the back or the front! HELLO! who is ur gf? why should i sit at the back instead? do u know how shocking I am, to hear u ask me that irrelevent QUESTION?! do u know how sad and hurt i am yesterday and today? did u even understand how i feel?!!!




Sunday, June 24, 2007


worship prac with catherine. all the singers are females. musicians are males.. haha.. practise was short. just.. 1 hour plus.. after finish le, we still have the worshipping heart. so catherine was saying, we choose songs just to worship. so I took our youth sunday's songs to sing.. (: Jordon was fast too. we show him the index number for the songs for him to find, he did it fast. (: the whole practise was nice. really worshipping lor.. (: Thank God.. (: Shanna is Soooo cute la.. haha.. keep calling catherine when she's singing.. then catherine pass her the mic, then she sing. ahh soo cute. then eunice and I were smiling..

after that went kovan with denis. but he went home.. no one at kovan de. Senior youths committee having meeting, no youths there. only ade, ben, anthony and xyz ppl. ):

food hunting tomorrow.. or rather.. later (past midnight) *hope most of my group member going. pls pls* I forget to call them and ask.. damn it.. argh.. but hope we can win cos there's SHAWN!! food hunting at katong and he stay's at katong.. (u better know where got nice food hor). =p

*yawns*

1am plus le.. getting tired.. =x

goodnight..





Friday, June 22, 2007


Ate Billy Bombers with jess yesterday. (: I had so much fun and we took 2 times neoprints. (: will find scanner then scan the pics.. (: too bad min wasn't with us.. miss her lameness and her sillyness.. haha.. the second time we took de is fun.. haha.. can move up and down. hee.. no strudel yesterday.. haha.. too full to have it.. =p min.. next time we wait for u then we'll have strudel together k.. (: thanks for letting me have the cab first.. (: so kind of u.. but so sad u didn't bought the wallet for me.. (bleah) haha..

went to meet dear at bingzheng's house.. they having cell.. sharing.. but after awhile we left le..

oops.. Forget that I need to collect photos later. =x totally forgotten.. mum reminds me.. =x

will be going amk hub later with mummy.. she off today.. gonna spent some time with her cos long time she off I wasn't at home-working + studying..

but today, I told boss that I not going cos mummy off.. so gonna have dinner with her..

argh!

school later on.....




Thursday, June 21, 2007


XYZ's photo's had been sent to develop this afternoon. only develop those can let the MP SEE that we are doing our job. =p

Gonna meet jess at bugis tonight for dinner. (: actually there's min de. but too bad.. today's her mum's birthday. Happy Birthday aunty. (: remember what I told u to give ur mum as birthday present ah.. =p She surely LOVE it man.. (: trust me.. haha....

Ah wells.. yesterday's worship prac was GREAT! there's 7 songs altogether. cool.. Eunice wasn't there so there's only me and marcus singing.. (: our 'band' was superb! =DD pianist-serene, drummer-kai, bassist-shawn, guitarist-techun, support singer-me, worship leader-marcus..! Whee~! simply love to worship together with all this peeps.. especially marcus is the worship leader.. rite serene.. (: deng deng deng... haha.. kai.. poom poom poom.. haha.. I enjoyed alot la..

dear bought me macedemia nut.. (: (don't know how to spell) thank u.. (: he poor thing. from morning work till 6plus, then come church help us open the door.. then wait for us till 10plus..

went home with serene cos her dad come and pick her up. then we went old airpost road de hawer eat dinner cum supper. after that go his boss house change back to his car. Lexus was great. quiet and comfortable.. (:


why is it like that?




Wednesday, June 20, 2007


Yesterday my mum told me about our neighbour's son eye had been removed due to eye cancer. He's just 2 or 3 years old and now he only left with 1 eye. Doctor will help him put 1 fake eye cos there's no way to 'fix' back a real eye. the neighbour told my mum that when my neighbour knows about it, she's soon gonna go bonkers. and when her son came back, he literally 3 days never talk. And when he came back, he just walk alone. don't want to talk to anyone.

but recently, he's getting better. as in emotionally. he can play and running around with his sister and run to my place and play with my cousin. My mum said she heard him singing song.. when my cousin went over to there house to play, she came back and told my mum that my neighbour gonna help him wash his eyes.. =x I wonder how she gonna and what she gonna use to wash.. poor parents.. poor kid.. he's just a 2 years old child.. and gonna suffer this forever. this is a torture to him lor. Hais..

Basically what we colud do is just to help to pray for this family, pray for this little boy. he's a very cute boy.. very active.. So I hope u guys will at least take some of ur time to pray for this little boy before u sleep or what so ever. when every u are free, just take some time to pray. thanks..

Dear Heavenly Father, I just want to take this time to pray for my neighbour's son as his eye had been removed due to eye cancer. Lord, it is very terrible to happen on a little child as he is only 2 years old. lord God, his mum is very depressed and hurt. Father I pray that U will take care of this little boy, pray that Lord, wen he grow up, there's no side effect and hope it doesn't affect the other eye. Lord God, I also want to pray for his family, especially his mother. Pray that Lord God, U will strenghten her and bless her lord. Teach her how to take care of her child and pray that she won't feel so hurt. Father, we know that there's no chance to replace a real eye for him to see, but Lord i pray that he'll get used to the fake eye and pray that he'll be able to take it when he grow up. Father, I commit this family unto Ur hand. Send down Ur Holy Spirit to bless over this family. Father, I thank U for hearing my prayer, may U show us miracles.. thank U Lord. In Jesus Christ name I pray. Amen!




Tuesday, June 19, 2007


Today go home alone after class. dear end work late.. so not fetching.. actually wanted to ask irdwan to accompany.. but in the end decided to go home alone.. without anyone company. it took me about 45 mins to reach home.. long journey.. lucky I got my mp3 to pei me.. lots of thoughts rushes in to my head.. but then again... forget about it..

today is really a slacking day for me at work.. if that's the case, I should have not go to work.. but tomorrow don't have to reach so early.. own time own target..

thursday go out to have dinner with my precious bun and jess.. (:
`dinner at pepper lunch @ 1930
`meet at amk hub

my stomach wasn't feeling good today.. ):

I really hope everything will comes to a Full Stop (.)






Ah. Slept around 1320pm just now. really very tired le.. some more there's no work to do. but sleep till very uncomfortable. hand and leg ma bi.. boss came back at 3pm.. so I woke up at 3pm. =p headache when woke up.. but at least get to rest.. If not later I surely doze off when on bike.

Boss back but still..... no work to do.. sheeesh..... have august quotation.. but still so long..

the moment I wake up, I got my pay.. :D

I'm refresh!






I'm just so so tired today. slept in the bus.. just hate sitting on a single deck bus whereby u have a super long journey and the bus is so lao kok kok and no aircon and that's the worse thing! NO AIRCON! the weather is so bloody warm and hot and humid and the driver still never lower the temp. >=

knock my head when sleeping just now.. =x really very tired. woje up at 0800.. or rather 0830 to have breakfast with dear.. I ordered bee hoon and I ony ate 1/4 of it.. cos its too much.. ate too full in the morning and now I'm feeling so sleepy.. *yawns*

I've been posted to Bowen sec to tske my exams.. ): where the hack is bowen sec?? it's not near my house can.. dammit shit..! give me nan chiau or sengkang sec la.. go all the way to bowen.. argh! >=

dammit

boss ask me to come early today.. but he's not in the office when i reach. then got nothing to do. hais.. I'm tired.. class tonight.. ): yes! tomorrow it's wednestday! Youth Sunday's worship prac with marcus!! yeah! :D love his worship.. PLANET SHAKERS SONGS!! wooo!!! and I'm his support singer!! yeah!!! +D


cramp ):




Monday, June 18, 2007


Shopped for shoes yesterday. (: I'm happy! but kinda ex huh.. =x

yesterday's Rev Goh's sharing was nice.. just simply loves her sharing every third week. (: I'm so happy cos finally I see guang qing sang worship songs.. (: really hope that one day they will accept christ. *definately will*

went to parkway for dinner with dear's family. then dear, shawn and I went to parkway cos I wanna shop for shoes. and yes with the (s) behind. first time I bought heels shoe. those thin heels.. =x then.. something happen while we were walking which I don't want to mention.. so paiseh la.. argh.. then they 2 kept laughing and laughing.. Bish!

haha.. so many people buy shoe yesterday.. (:
Father's day yesterday. initially my family having dinner at changi point.. but my ah gong go play mahjong.. so end up didn't go.. ):




Friday, June 15, 2007


Dinner with 89 peeps yesterday. initially my plan was to eat at Miss Clarity Cafe. but it was full house and that fellow say need to wait for 20 mins to get sits for us. but I look inside, -.-'' all the tables are not yet serve with food la. argh.. should have booked.. I ask stephanie to help me book, but she said she lost the contact number. SO, I took a few name cards and distribute to them. (: So serene, next time u help to book ah.. =p

No choice got to change plan..... sakae sushi! but once again.. -.-'' need to wait for loonnggg queue.. hais.. so we ended up eat at pastamenia. (: I ordered wrongly for my sauce! argh!!! I wanted to have creamy sauce but that bugger ask me tomato or white wine, and I said white wine! ARGH! in the end when they serve me the food, I was like.. shiet! I've ordered wrongly... ): serene was saying poor out the 'soup' then take some of the sauce from her and jessie. so I did. but I only get the sauce from jessie cos serene's creamy chicken doesn't have much sauce! jessie ate the same too.. but she had MORE sauce than her. haha.. so I had changed my sauce, felt better after eating.. (: but poor serene kept complaining how come she had so little sauce than jessie. and the whole dinner time we were all laughing at her. jessie finished her food first. but before she finish, still have some sauce left, so she pour to me. haha.. serene not happy cos jessie can keep pouring the sauce but she can't cos her's is about to dry up but her spaggetti is... growing.. haha.. the more she eat, the more spaggetti she had. haha.. just can't stop laughing at her la.. and when jessie finished, she scoop up 2 spoons of creamy sauce for serene.. haha... serene's face was funny.. =p kept laughing till I can't eat.. stomach pain....

In the end, she can't finish her spaggetti cos no matter how much she eats, still left alot.. haa!!!
after dinner, we went to take neoprint.. it's been ages I took neoprints with them.. I can't upload photo cos I don't have photobucket. the girls deco the pic.. haha.. alot of funny cartoons.. serene.. faster upload the neoprints k.. but I suppose jessie had already uploaded the pic, so.. yup.. (: serene's smelly leg... haha...

hmm.. I had a great time yesterday.. but adeline and jia xian wasn't around.. )'; wait till jia xian is back from hk then we shall go out again.. (: and this time round shall book before hand. heh..

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argh! geog test today again....

sheesh!!

wonder can I score well again this time.. =x




Wednesday, June 13, 2007


Welcome my new soft toy- Mr bean! (: but then again.. don't know should I get a full set. =p but I missed the very first one le.. went to buy Mr. Bean before going to work, saw this little bean hanging, looks cute. (: $3 per toy.. its for charity de. but as I told peter, it's not that I'm a kind soul to donate to the charity, but like the toy. =x

Went to work early. 1220 reach le.. o.O

and yeah! I had finished my work. (: (at least for now) don't have to rush for next months quotation cos I'vd finished! slack abit then continue august de. ):

Going tampines Giant later. (:


*pls don't neglact... when u have found or get it back...*




Tuesday, June 12, 2007


Rain rain rain.. heavy rain this afternoon.

yeah.. mummy bought shaker fries for me.. (:

-.-''

I waste my time smsing people for my worship prac for this sunday's YF, in the end, rev goh say every 3rd week she'll take over. -.-'' never tell me earlier! waste money calling and smsing.. now I got moretime to choose songs le.. more time to prepare also..

I wanna go out.....

shop shop???

walk walk??

my dear jess and bun.. when u guys free????? this thur jess cannot.. go wat indonesia.. haiyo..




Monday, June 11, 2007


Been so tired this few days after the night cycling. After came back, saturday night, went kbox with mei shan, bing zheng, xinyi, clifton(don't know the spelling) and dear. sing till sunday morning. reach home 0330am le. Still got church. ): so tired.

Thank God that there are 8 people from XYZ came to church. (: I'm so happy cos Raymond and yong Qiang sang the worship songs. (: they rest doesn't know how to sing but the make the effort to mumble the lyrics. but not guang qing and Gwen. I heard Gwen say very sian, then Guang qing keep asking me got how many songs. they don't seem enjoying the worship ): but glad that they listen to the sermon cos, the rev is Rev Goh ma.. of cos they'll listen. (:

It's also my first time listen to her sermon. doesn't seems like a sermon to me (: so different from Rev Lim. Her's is just like normal talking to us. I like it! (: and really focus and listen to what she says- even though I'm very tired. after that we had lunch provided.

Guang Qing dropped his wallet on his sits there. then I saw and hide it. =p after that he came back and search for his wallet. haha.. hope they really like the place and will come often. (:

I really shack.. today can't wake up. hais..

mummy cook dumpling then brought it to work. from there's egg york becomes nothing left. ): sob.. I want egg york. watery egg york! (:




Friday, June 08, 2007


Late late again for work. slept at 3 this morning. =x watch the law by law vcd with mummy and sis.

night cycling. tonight! (: having school tonight. gonna be very tired.

hais.

but this time round there's more people compared to the first time.. only 5 people go for recce. that's why very sian. hopefully we'll end early.. before 8am.. my poor butt gonna suffer again.. *sayang* haa. die la! forget to bring a small bag to put my stuffs.. dammit! I don't want to carry my sling bag. my shoulder gonna hurt.

Yeah! mei shan came back from shanghai this morning! (: miss her.....




Thursday, June 07, 2007


woke up late today. can't wake up when alarm rangs. keep waking up and stop the alarm, reset the alarm again and off again. =p too tired. don't know why.

Yipp! night cycling tomorrow (: but there's school tomorrw night. hais.. got to rush but thanks daddy cos he'll be picking me up. serene don't be late k. (:

went to the NTU chalet yesterday. not Alot of people though. by the time I went there, some gonna go home le. ger la, peter la, daisy la etc. then ying han and jun xian follow dear's car back. not bad la.. got to talk to the xyz people. nice talking to them though. (: I'm amused by them. especially when we sat down on the table, together with jessie and ryan and guang qinq. funniest part was jessie said that ryan and guang qing both add up together is a tree. cos one wore green(ryan) and the other is brown(guang qing). tree leaves and tree bark. I'm amused by what ryan said. 'final product.' then he point at jessie. cos she wore white. and we all laugh except guang qing cos he didn't get the joke. haa. funny chap.

hmm.. almost had war yesterday too.. shall not say too much. =x






Got bitten by the tampines cat today. ):

3 scratches.. darn u cat... I sayang u.. then after that u come and scratch me. argh!
katong cat better lor.

make me bleed.

hais.

I'm hurt by u..

I've finished watching Beethovan, the vcd. but haven watch 2nd episode. gonna find that episode out!

hais.

it's gonna be a L O N G day tomorrow.. hais..


why must u be like that? why can't u just STOP it? didn't u have ur own? why still wanna pester? why can't u just leave us alone? why? whenever I see ur presence, I don't feel comfortable. whenever I hear or see ur name, I'll feel irritated. can u just go and not come back. since u already make up ur decision, den just go la. why still come and look for him? why can't u ask ur boyfriend to fetch u home? don't u have ur OWN bf? can u not be our wall? do u noe that ur presence will make him happy? happy that he can see u? can u just FUCKING hell leave us alone?!?!? I'm sick and tired of this do u noe that?! can u just stop calling him, stop sms-ing him? I'M FUCKING irritated by u la! u are getting on my nerves do u noe tat? pls. u have ur OWN bf. STOP looking for mine ok!

and u. can u just forget about her? do u know that whenever u are with me, I keep thinking tat are u thinking abt her now when u are with me. I don't feel safe. I don't feel the sense of secure. u no longer have that kind of relationship with her le. pls pls. forget abt her for the sake of me can? can u STOP meeting up with her oso? u noe that whenever u tell me u wanna go fetch her, u noe that I'm FUCKING unhappy la. but why do u still wanna carry on? u had ur mistake and got scolded by ur parents. and I hope there's no other chance. if she ask, and u do, I don't tink I'll allow. I think I'll just say what I'm gonna say. I'm not scared to say out that SHE DOES NOT HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP WITH U LE! so pls, her problem, let her bf go handle. u are just her driver. pls! STOP all this ok! if u really want me to be happy, then STOP all this! if u really love me, prove to me! don't just say. I'm sick and tired too!

hais.

Father, may u bless. cos I'm really sick and tired of all this.


when will all this comes to a FULL STOP? (.)




Wednesday, June 06, 2007


yeah! cupboard fix into my room. thanks dear and mummy.. now my room look so.... cram??
yeah! I finally have my OWN cupboard.. so nice.. and I told mummy say I Don't want my sis to put her stuffs.. then she told me, said that that time my sis say she wanted to put some stuffs in there, but mummy scolded her.. (: yeah.. thanks mummy.. =D now I need to transfer ALLLL my clothes into my NEW cupboard.. haha.. =p so nice and big.... and.... tall.... and I need to stretch to hang my clothes.. haha.. tml will be going to the chalet.. but not staying over though.. go there show face nia.. =p




Tuesday, June 05, 2007


Cupboard was fix! but not yet chift into my room cos my room is still not yet finish packing. yesterday when I came back home, WOW! my room is in a mess la! lots of books in the plastic bag etc.. =x so messy... in the end I move to sleep in my parents room.. the small little space that I had used to sleep on.. nice and cosy.. (:

today, as usual, do my normal routine.. head to work.. cab?? =x the driver seems... nice.. the way he talk, etc.. he drives his dad's cab.. as a part-time driver. from the back he looks like kenneth.. (not u kenneth) but the kenneth that I know in chinese opera. can't remember what school he's from.

Ya. anyway.. as he drove before turning to lavendar mrt station there, there's a red light and he wanted to turn right instead of going straight. then there's a cab kept horning him... not those short horn but long and draggy horn sound. then the driver suddenly stop. and he get down the car, walk to the back, open the driver's door and started shouting and scolding and lots of vulgarities whereas there's customers in the cab too.. =x I got a shock. then he came back, say that the uncle is really a bastard blah blah blah.. I just sat there and keep quite. He's so angry just now la. then when he came back, I thought he will still talk loudly at me. but he change his tone.. like a normal ""nice guy""..

traffic light turns red again. and he got off the cab again and started scolding and shouting at the old driver agian.. haiyo.. then can hear him la.. so damn loud. say what 'its red light can't u see.. etc..'

then he came back, say that uncle is really a bastard la.. then at the back of my head I was like.. hmm.. this guy is weird la.. one time confront him can liao why keep going on and on.. then he say he will give me discount. haa! weird guy. and he said that he didn't use the horn once before.. chey! haha..

first time encounter such a driver. tsk tsk tsk...

aww. later gonna go check up also with dear.. =x I DUN WANNA INJECTION! I don't want to chou xie.. =xx




Monday, June 04, 2007


Yip! new cupboard arrive today..! but is D.I.Y de.. but mummy's the one who fix it. thanks (: let me see.. spent alot on saturday ): $100++ hais.. thanks to the 2 jeans.. thanks dear too for not looking at the price again.. -.-'' nvm.. I need it too anyway..

Yesterday went to have lunch with serene and her mum and sis at the cafe near the mrt station after service. but before that so stress... collect money for group member. =x SERENE!!! next time ur job ok?? hehe.. after lunch went to Dhoby walk walk.. then der come pick me up cos I need to go home early to pack my room. just throw away my papers only ma.. haiyur.. then went compass to have dinner. we went to sakura.. eat alot (not me though) then went to watch beethovan (vcd) nice show.. the dog very smart and cute.. (: but I wasn't happy during dinner time.. dunno why.. mood swing or... fine.. it's over..

not going work cos new cupboard arrive today as I mention above. but school tonight.. sian...