Saturday, November 11, 2006


Hais. damn boring. didn't study today feel so weird. =p maybe there's other reasons ba. my mum ask me to watch arts central jus now. it's about Da Vinci Code and it shows 'the last supper'. hmm.. why she ask me to watch it leh?? hmm... =D oh ya. that day my dad suddenly ask me I accept christ already is it? then my mum also look at me. I just smile and nodded abit. don't know whether they saw not. hais.. it's a good chance to tell them but.. hais.. I didn't tell.. just nodded abit.. sian... oh.. today is my grandma's 4th or 5th death anniversary.. hais.. miss my ah ma.. anyway.. I've been thinking alot. thinkig about the things u had said. thinking about this and that.. am I being too paranoid? I think too much? I don't know. maybe I'm scared. too worried ba. hais.. when can I know? jess.. how?? wo gai zhen me ban? only u can help me le.. cos I keep thinking the 18 years old that thingy?? I keep thinking about that, then I start to think again le. hais.. kai jie wo.. cos only u can help me solve liao.. (haha.. felt honourable?? =p) I very confuse.... when is that day? 4th? or the day it review?? pls tell me.. if not I don't know.. hais.. I think I really think too much le..