Monday, September 25, 2006


HATE LONLINESS!!!!
IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!

Today's outing is super SIAN!!
omg.. initially we plan to go ice skating. and everything went smoothly this afternoon. no cousin around, good weather and everything. after travelling a LONG journey to Jurong east, and the ice skating place will be close at 430pm.. wth...!!! all sian diao lor.. and it really spoils my mood.. I was pending this outing day as it is after my prelim and hopefully I can enjoy myself.. but.. -.-'' hais.. I really sian diao lor.. and we have no where to go. wanted to catch a movie. but it's mostly NC16 and some couldn't get in. and some don't want to watch. it's like... -.-'' then adeline and vennon are going to bugis, andrew, geraldine, jessie, jun kai, samuel ho went home. samuel lin, fiona, john and wei kang went off. and left me and hui xin. I was like wtf.. all went off then what are we suppose to do? wei kang went zheng wen's house and I don't wanna go. I don't know where samuel they all go. hais.. then slowly walk to the MRT station with hui xin. but in the end I went off. reaching the platform, sit there and stone... don't know what I'm waiting for. Just sit there and let the time pass...

It's a long journey back home and I just HATE it going back home alone and so early..!!!! I take my time walking to outram mrt and take a big round home. the feeling is just sucks... hate to be alone!!! aren't we suppose to have tertiary outing? or rather FUN week??? what's all this la.. everything is so wrong. no fun. no enjoyment. hais.. it's not well plan lor seriously.... hais.. why?? why things turn out like that?? reach sengkang.. but just don't want to go home.. loiter around.. hoping there's someone who can go out with.. but.. no lor.. there's no one I can find.. I'm alone.. on the way home, there's an ice cream seller and hoping I can cheer up abit by buying my favourite peppermint ice cream.. but it didn't work today.. my mood is really totally sucks... nothing can cheer me up.. oh my.. what's wrong with me? hais.. I'm moodless....

And I just want to apologise to u all that I not in the good mood just now and showing a face. I'm sorry... I didn't mean it. went home early is so boring. nothing to do at home. just face the 4 walls. thank goodness my brother wasn't at home. if not I more sian.. hais.. and just hoping to shut myself in the room and cry. but I can't. my sis around and I couldn't do anything in the room. hais.. wanted to find someone to go out but just no one's there.......

It was a bad outing ever......