Saturday, September 23, 2006


Hais..

having school is bored.

without school is also boring...

hais.. why do things happen so suddenly?

is it every relationship so weak?

is it every relationship that is so loving and will come to an end?

I really don't understand this. and don't understand u..

must you do that?
will u regret after doing and saying all that hurtful words to her?

hais... what can we do?

just to sit there and listen to the sorrows. listen to the crying voice.

this not only hurtful to her. but to us too!!

do u know that seeing our good friend sobbing 1 whole day, didn't eat for 1 whole day, didn't sleep for 1 night. u can't feel the pain in u cos u are the one hurting her. hais.. what can we do? we are just pang guan zhe. it pains us to hear her sobbing, it pains us to see her get hurt and we can't do anything!

we know it's not really ur fault. but in the first place u shouldn't have said all those that giving her false hope de hua. hais. do u know that u've make her very confuse that whether are u truely love her?!? she even protecting u from getting hurt do u even know that? and u didn't even want to help her this little favour! hais. I know I've no rights to say and I don't know what are u thinking deep right in ur heart. but I just want u to know that since u said u need time, pls don't let her wait. no matter what between the 3 of u, either 1 will get hurt. and we know that u are in a difficult position. just hope that the time that u want and u need, hope u will make the WISE decision and think twice whether who u really want to have by ur side and she can really TREAT U WELL...!

I'm sorry but this is how I feel.

jusy pray hard that she won't do silly things that hurt herself.
hais but she already had done something to herself..

hais.. takkaire la.. pls eat something can? stop hurting urself. not worth it.

anyway. this sunday's outing, we will be going to ice-skating.
hope there will be lots of fun and all the tertiary people will go.
looking forward on sunday.

monday we will be getting back our maths paper. hopefully I won't do till that bad.. pls keep me in prayer. thx.. :)