Wednesday, September 27, 2006


Feel very slack today. don't feel like going to school. was dragging myself out of my bed. and the bus came so early today. hai wo got to fun for the bus. arghh.. so sleepy today in school.. keep wanting to fall asleep.. wa mr wu don't let us go for early class. got to end late. grrr... went to punggol plaza with yu min to buy stuffs.. then faster rush home to meet daddy. (aiya sorry use to calling u daddy le.) rush down to bugis to meet him and Bingzheng then go katong study. had dinner then go 'geog-ing' liao. haha.. he keep forcing me to study plate techtonic which I'm not interested in and I won't choose that subject. but he say it is very easy to understand blah blah blah.. then I just read lor.. nevermind.. he scare me la.. when going back to the room, his head was facing upside down and 'danggling' downwards.. machiam the head kenna chop off la.. when I open the room, then saw the head hanging there... arghh.. study study study.......

went home quite early today. and wa he drove so slow.. can't imagine he got to be law-abiding and follow the speed sign board and for 2 years!! oh my got.. haha.. good la. so he won't drive so hiong anymore.. haha..

when will we getting back our geog paper? hais.. form teacher keep having MC.. don't know what's wrong with her. everytime sick de. oh tomorrow meeting mei shan and jessie to study.. *yawns* gonna be a tiring day again..




Tuesday, September 26, 2006


Gosh.. fail my maths very badly.. :(
and yes I pass my science paper 1 but paper 2 physci fail..
now rely on my chem paper 2 and both my practical le..
and I pass my english.. *phew*
got a tyco marks for english.. just pass nia.. :p
*pray hard*

So far my results not very good..
and I can know and say that I done superb badly for my combine humanities..
hais mustn't fail my geog..
and I have a bet with andrew.. I got to get lower points than him..
hope I can.. =x

must do well in my prelims..
so that I can tell my mum about the youth camp in december...
left me have not given the consent form..
hais.. sorry peter..
wei kang say he will help me tell my mum..

become a maid again..
help my father buy dinner..
and I bump into justin..
we could recognise each other..
but just didn't call each other.. haha..

Oh my god..
Hady?? Singapore idol???
omg... jonathan is so much better than him la...
the voters are blind... haha.. =x
shall not say more..
if not I will de jui people..
haha.. :)




Monday, September 25, 2006


HATE LONLINESS!!!!
IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!

Today's outing is super SIAN!!
omg.. initially we plan to go ice skating. and everything went smoothly this afternoon. no cousin around, good weather and everything. after travelling a LONG journey to Jurong east, and the ice skating place will be close at 430pm.. wth...!!! all sian diao lor.. and it really spoils my mood.. I was pending this outing day as it is after my prelim and hopefully I can enjoy myself.. but.. -.-'' hais.. I really sian diao lor.. and we have no where to go. wanted to catch a movie. but it's mostly NC16 and some couldn't get in. and some don't want to watch. it's like... -.-'' then adeline and vennon are going to bugis, andrew, geraldine, jessie, jun kai, samuel ho went home. samuel lin, fiona, john and wei kang went off. and left me and hui xin. I was like wtf.. all went off then what are we suppose to do? wei kang went zheng wen's house and I don't wanna go. I don't know where samuel they all go. hais.. then slowly walk to the MRT station with hui xin. but in the end I went off. reaching the platform, sit there and stone... don't know what I'm waiting for. Just sit there and let the time pass...

It's a long journey back home and I just HATE it going back home alone and so early..!!!! I take my time walking to outram mrt and take a big round home. the feeling is just sucks... hate to be alone!!! aren't we suppose to have tertiary outing? or rather FUN week??? what's all this la.. everything is so wrong. no fun. no enjoyment. hais.. it's not well plan lor seriously.... hais.. why?? why things turn out like that?? reach sengkang.. but just don't want to go home.. loiter around.. hoping there's someone who can go out with.. but.. no lor.. there's no one I can find.. I'm alone.. on the way home, there's an ice cream seller and hoping I can cheer up abit by buying my favourite peppermint ice cream.. but it didn't work today.. my mood is really totally sucks... nothing can cheer me up.. oh my.. what's wrong with me? hais.. I'm moodless....

And I just want to apologise to u all that I not in the good mood just now and showing a face. I'm sorry... I didn't mean it. went home early is so boring. nothing to do at home. just face the 4 walls. thank goodness my brother wasn't at home. if not I more sian.. hais.. and just hoping to shut myself in the room and cry. but I can't. my sis around and I couldn't do anything in the room. hais.. wanted to find someone to go out but just no one's there.......

It was a bad outing ever......




Saturday, September 23, 2006


Hais..

having school is bored.

without school is also boring...

hais.. why do things happen so suddenly?

is it every relationship so weak?

is it every relationship that is so loving and will come to an end?

I really don't understand this. and don't understand u..

must you do that?
will u regret after doing and saying all that hurtful words to her?

hais... what can we do?

just to sit there and listen to the sorrows. listen to the crying voice.

this not only hurtful to her. but to us too!!

do u know that seeing our good friend sobbing 1 whole day, didn't eat for 1 whole day, didn't sleep for 1 night. u can't feel the pain in u cos u are the one hurting her. hais.. what can we do? we are just pang guan zhe. it pains us to hear her sobbing, it pains us to see her get hurt and we can't do anything!

we know it's not really ur fault. but in the first place u shouldn't have said all those that giving her false hope de hua. hais. do u know that u've make her very confuse that whether are u truely love her?!? she even protecting u from getting hurt do u even know that? and u didn't even want to help her this little favour! hais. I know I've no rights to say and I don't know what are u thinking deep right in ur heart. but I just want u to know that since u said u need time, pls don't let her wait. no matter what between the 3 of u, either 1 will get hurt. and we know that u are in a difficult position. just hope that the time that u want and u need, hope u will make the WISE decision and think twice whether who u really want to have by ur side and she can really TREAT U WELL...!

I'm sorry but this is how I feel.

jusy pray hard that she won't do silly things that hurt herself.
hais but she already had done something to herself..

hais.. takkaire la.. pls eat something can? stop hurting urself. not worth it.

anyway. this sunday's outing, we will be going to ice-skating.
hope there will be lots of fun and all the tertiary people will go.
looking forward on sunday.

monday we will be getting back our maths paper. hopefully I won't do till that bad.. pls keep me in prayer. thx.. :)




Friday, September 22, 2006


HELLO ! :D whee ~ this is eunice i'm at esther's house now baking cookies! we've tried countless times to make heart shape alr but it's so hard ): heh. it's so late alr rawr ha ha. anw JON LEONG ROCKS! yeah man. hah! but i rock even more. i dont think i should be here i've got maths common test tmr i needa study my polygons! ): bleah i've studied my congruence & Statistics i hope i pass ! Esther's very happy to have me at her house now (: yayee i dont wna go school tmr ): bleah.

:D

Eunice is crazy. I didn't even say that I'm happy that I have you in my house la.. haha.. joking.. ya. countless times of making hearts.. hais so difficult. and the big heart got destroy.. :p You have to decorate ur box nice nice le.. the cookies I've help u le. the rest is kao ni le.. :) aiyo 2 crazy girl playing small 'computer'.. haha.. omg noisy people. :p

went compasspoint with yumin, jesslyn and jerry.. actually we wanted to go jack's place for lunch de. in the end the student meal starts at 1.30pm.. and we were there at 12.30pm.. haha so we just went off.. :p so paiseh can.. so we went pizza hut.. so full.. eeyur jesslyn order de not nice de.. so next time don't order with no picture de. haha.

wlao esther! your stupid computer game so hard lor. the music keep getting faster & faster make me so gan chiong ): i hate your thingy lah wlao :D

haha hey that's my cousin's toy not mine.. haha. anyway.. have lots of FUN ya.. haha. so poor thing la. omg so fun.. and the cookies is like big and fat.. heart shape becomes round.. -.-''
haha.. have lots of fun huh eunice.. hehe..
hope he will like your cookies tomorrow!! and will love you even more.. :pPp

shawn!!! thanks to your mouth man.. I was hoping for physic practical it won't come out the ammeter and voltmeter thingy.. you keep saying it will come out la.. arghh.. hai wo stuned and stone there for very long.. cos I don't know how to do.. fail liao la.. but lucky my answer is the same as patrick.. wa didn't manage to finish my chem prac.. no time and I do wrongly in the middle.. lucky patrick correct me.. =p
thanks pat.. :) haha yumin.. lizard.. STARING AT YOU!!!! hahahahahaha...
damn funny la.. AAAAHHHHHH~~~! haha.... :pPp




Thursday, September 21, 2006


Yeah!
time flies very fast..
and our prelim ends tomorrow!!!
oh my god..
I can't imagine..
And next will be our Os... =x
struggling so prelims..
trying to get a break..
but I don't think so..
hais.. there's more tuition to come lo...

Yesterday was a tough day...
went out with daddy the whole day to study phy cos he don't know chem..
haha.. in the end I study most of my time studying in the car lor...
went some other places then go back katong...
got in the car and he ask me to take out my books to do and revise..
can't rest in the car.. :(
just stare in the space for awhile and he ask me continue to do.. :(
see until my eyes blur liao..
Ican't read things when travelling..
if not will get giddy...

oh and I saw squirrel at SGH de tree.....
so cute..!!!!
run here climb there..
haha.. his mum say 'dai shu'.. -.-''
haha.. so cute.. harmful ma???

reach katong me and daddy cannot take it liao..
reach le then fall on the sofa..
we were damn tired la..
but after dinner he left le..
go voom voom training..
left me alone studying..
shawn having tuition...
study till so tired la..
then 'boom'..! fell asleep on the sofa..
and shawn u wake me up!!
haha..... jkjk..
daddy finally back and we study till 10plus..
can't stand it le..
brain stop functioning anymore......
on the way home he ask me sleep in car...
but I'm too tired to sleep.. -.-''
haha.. cos need to pia chem..
didn't touch the whole day..
so if sleep liao cannot do later...
hais.. but didn't manage to revise all..
too tired le..
read through the important ones..
then 'bed ridden' liao...

and today nearly late..
cos woke up late.. =p
and my paper today still manage to do it!!
what I've studied before came out..
*thank god*
damn lucky that my chem still can make it..
not very difficult though...

gosh..
my practical jia lat..
need to memorize alot alot.....
hope it will be easy ba....
*pray hard*




Tuesday, September 19, 2006


It's terrible to be sick during exam period..
Having diarrhoea this few days..
oh and thanks Youda for buying medicine for me when my stomach is so upset yesterday.. so nice of u.. :)
and thanks mei shan for ur prayer.. :D
the BGR talk yesterday was funny..
and the speaker is 66years old and she's so damn YOUNG!!!
I was shock man..
how she bao yang till so good de..?
and ohhh..
she's a very good mother and granny man..
so fortunate to have such an understanding mother.. :)

Having flu today.. cos of the rain.. haha..
yes I'm weak..
Daddy.. I give u face leh..
today is my very first time swallow the big panadol lor..
2 some more.. *yucks*
even get chock by it la.. -.-''
I don't know and don't like to eat lor..
I don't like that kind of "sweet" la.. :(
it's awful...
but hmm..
that medicine reacts very fast..
after eating it, my flu recovers super fast..
haha.. Magic!!
haha...
thanks daddy.... =DD






Woosh~

I'm tired.. just came back from Mei shan's house..
study science and geog paper 1..
thanks daddy, mei shan and bing zheng for coaching me..
thanks daddy for sending me here and there.. :)
Hmm.. didn't manage to pass my sci paper 1 when revising.. but nearly pass.. -.-''
but I manage to pass my geog!! yipee~!
hmm.. not bad.. I absorb alot today..
hopefully I will still be able to remember all..
*pray hard*

Today's maths paper 2...
didn't manage to finish 1 whole question 9..
and some others also..
but lucky I do my graph in the middle of the paper..
if not I gonna lose that marks..*phew*
History???
haha... fail until very jia lat..
haha.. nevermind la..
I'm not really focusing on my combine humanities anyway..
didn't even study for history and social studies.. :p

yoohoo~!
3 more days and my prelim ENDS!!!
counting down...
yipee!!!
hopefully I can manage my practical ba...
hope it will be easy...
*pray hard again*

All the best for all those who are having their exams too!!
jia you k..
Press On~!
and the efforts will be paid off...
Good Luck!!!
-muacks-




Friday, September 15, 2006


Hais..
today's maths paper 1 and chem paper 2 so difficult..
gosh.. gonna fail my prelims till very jia lat..

No school for our class tomorrow.. :)
no paper.. wahaha..

Oh my.. my brother ask me teach him make cookies..
so bland de he make..
not even when he mix the butter..
fail!! haha...

hey kai.. I also wanna learn piano and guitar de hor..
haha.. think I learn guitar first..
my sis can teach.. wahaha...
but both must sacrifise...

I wonder how much will I get for my L1 R4 for prelims..............................




Wednesday, September 13, 2006


I pissed with myself!
Why didn't I memorise well for my chemistry?
What Mei shan go through with me yesterday came out la..
and I've forgotton..
Only know 1 and that's all..
Hais.. she spent her time teaching me and yet I...
Hais.. now I really pin all my hopes on my paper 1 for geography and sciences le..
and also didn't do well for geog..
daddy teach me and I still.....
I'm such a useless..
can't even study a thing the day before..

Omg.. thursday maths paper 1 and physic paper 2.. =x
last paper of the week..

jessie!!
how's your piano exams?!?!?
haha... must go to diploma de hor..
haha...
jia you jia you...!!!
haha...

Ahh sians...




Tuesday, September 12, 2006


Prelims~

It's a bad day to start prelims..
cos it's on the 11th sept.. (911)
the summary was a killer..
paper 1 quite alright..
but paper 2 is difficult... =x
but at least I manage to complete the whole paper..

hais.. yesterday so down..
during bible study also don't have the concentration..
arghh.. jon and kai keep disturbing me la....
keep asking me how meander and delta form blah blah blah...
arghhhh...........
anyway..
thanks for the prayer..
went for dinner with the girls yesterday..
have lots of laughter la.. haha.. media.. worship..
hahahahahaha......

gosh..~
geography paper 2 and chem paper 2 tomorrow..
oh no..
there's alot more for me to study...
daddy taught me geog le..
but I have not study human geog.. =x
hopefully later tuition with mei shan,
will get something in to my brain ba..

oops..
gonna be late to meet her le.. =p




Saturday, September 09, 2006


Oh man..
I can't sleep..
so nothing to do so to blog again.. =D

oh as I was having my quiet time, I saw this lines and find it meaningful..

" God will help us when we cannot walk, and He will help us when we find it hard to walk, but He cannot help us if we will not walk. "

So even if you fall, you must try again.
Your father holds you by the hand.

We can't run the Christian race until we learn to walk.







Having so much fun today..
went to watch movie 'barnyard'..
and bought a wallet with daddy..
then went to katong for dinner..
after that go cell with daddy at bing zheng's place..
cool..
we sang ALot of songs today during cell....
alot Alot ALOT....
yipee~!
" ONE VOICE "
and yeah finally can be the support singer for youths de liao..
was hoping for so SO long...
and daddy msg me and tell me to be his support singer.. xD
oh no..
I need to drink lots of water tonight le..
just now sang too much..
tomorrow no voice then jia lat..
yeah support singer for daddy for main worship again..
whee~~
think tomorrow will be a tiring day for me..
morning will have worship prac..
then after that will have tuition with mei shan, bing zheng and daddy..
wa.. think gonna stay till quite late at kovan liao...
but it's fun.. haha..




Thursday, September 07, 2006


When I was revising my work,
I just happen to see this book mark..


-Footprints-
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along
the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two
sets of footprints in the sand;
one belonged to him,
and the other to the Lord.
when the last scene of his
life flashed before him,
he looked back at the
footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times
along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it
happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once
I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during
the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand and why when
I needed you the most you would leave me."
The lord replied, "My precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trials and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."






No tuition with mei shan today.. :(
she not feeling well..
so will be meeting her on saturday..
and which means I need to be independent..
ahhhh...
I can't study alone...
die die..
hmm.. didn't hui xin and I decided to meet up to study at kovan???
haha.. anyway..
cool cut hair for free..
cos I went yesterday and not really nice..
so decided to go again today..
and I told them I went there yesterday so they didn't charge me... :)
today gonna revise my sciences le..
cos it's damn lousy..
haha.. study mood on le.. =DD




Wednesday, September 06, 2006


Do we actually have our physics lesson today?
Mr cheong is not with us la..
lesson starts at 10am, ends at 12pm..
he come at 11plus... -.-''
and keep coming in and out of the classroom...
was focusing the 1 hour plus..
after lost concentration and don't know how to do..
then keep staring at the paper, listening to songs..
alot of questions I don't know how to do..
I die le la...
how to pass if I carry on like this...
Hais..
geography is my 2nd paper and I don't have my materials with me la...
pissed off with myself man...
just 2 words..
No Discipline.....




Tuesday, September 05, 2006


Omg..
I feeling so sick now..
what happen to me man..
holiday come I sick.. pfft..
keep having running nose..
just like water pipe.. didn't close it tightly..

*sniff sniff*

Aww..
I so xin ku now..
can't even breathe properly la..
sian diao...
:'(

*sobs*~






Sick sick sick~
I realise this few days I wasn't feeling very good..
have diarrhoea 3 days ago. and now having flu and cough.. :'(
so sian.. can't even enjoy my 'holidays' now la.. arghh.....
wow. yesterday is a boring lor after service....
the sy and some jy were having meeting..
and I was like..... so lonely la.....
lucky I still have serene to pei me For A While...
*sob sob*
watch the sunday school kids reahearsal..
woo.. uncle covin treat us yakault.. (wrong spelling I think)
sorry mei mei.. didn't wait for u to end your meeting..
went home with aunty susan..
so tired yesterday.. arghh..
wait wait and wait..
hais..
chatting on the phone and my dad keep nagging and nagging....
so irritating..
no appetite for the whole day..
slept for awhile ...
then chat on phone again..
keep bullying me de.. :(
sians..
tuition tomorrow...
I hate this holiday...




Saturday, September 02, 2006


Yes I'm happy today.. =DD

I own Shawn english chess in about... 5 mins..
haha.....
we didn't even notice that till I saw my 'queen' there..
haha but he own me in chinese cos I suck at it..
haha.. damn funny..
u pang seh your mum at parkway......
haha... "u wail again i run"...
haha and u really run la..
aiyo.. and your mum is so cute la..
complain the whole night.. haha...
hmmm i think I'm a good listener man..
but I'm not a good counsellor...
I can't give any advice..
just sit there and listen.....
make alot of cookies... *wink*
shawn u destroy the cookies la..
all stick together..
haha and your square cookies.. -.-''
haha.. watch the click movie..
damn funny...
and shawn.. I did watch ok...
wow.. and someone make a homemade archery..
li hai lor.. in the end keep shooting back at yourself.. -.-''
no safety at all the archery..
haha... have a good chat with 'ah ma' today..
it's damn fun.. and jealous la.... arghh..
shawn u are super duper FORTUNATE!!!
please appreciate that okie....
haha and don't forget about me when u all go holi again.. wahaha... joking..
thanks uncle steve for sending me home.. and the little gift.. :)




Friday, September 01, 2006


Oh finally have the chance to blog again..

so sian.. my bro hoilday.. keep staying at home..
then I can't use.. :(

AND..!

Happy Teacher's Day...~!

today I've enjoyed myself during the performance..

wa lao.. mr tan say my dress like guan yin ma la.. ARGHH!!~!!!!!~~!!!!

hai wo mei xing qing..
anyway I still enjoy!!

when we were dancing, the audience also sing along with the song..
and is indian song la... -.-''

but it was fun..
they made us less nervous and instead, we were not just dance, but we were enjoying ourselves on the stage..
omg.. ah zhong..
u make me laugh throughout the performance la..
haha ur 'rooster' action.. haha..
jus can't stop laughing when I recall the action that u make..
we made a powerpoint slides for our form teacher..
out of my surprise, she cried..
I thiught she will just see and say thank you..
but she literally drop down her tears.........
awwww.. mummy u made us wanna cry too..

Today was a TERRIBLE day for me!!!

firstly it was raining and I wore slippers to school cos of my blister but it's already recover.. :p
then the shoe doesn't have ANY friction....
and when I come out from MRT station, as I walk down the stairs,
I nearly slip and fall...
lucky not so many people saw..

I was like so damn paiseh la... arghh..
the rain is super heavy and I couldn't find someone to help me..
thank goodness I saw Pei Wen and Miss siow..
I was holding on to pei wen, ask her to help me if I slip..
haha.. miss siow so good..
she sheltered me with her umbrella...
thank you so much to u two.. =D

and I think the whole day.. erm.....
I think i nearly fell about 10 times? ya..
so scary when there's no one with me to hold on to..

met mei mei in the bus.. and she came to my house to wait for me..
we went for 'marketing'..
after that went to cell meeting..
wei kang say he will be early cos he need to practise song with Jonathan..
in the end.. I'm the first to reach.. jon not included.. haha..
not bad.. today all quite puncture.. and start on time..
it's a good start ya..
but today will be my temporary last cell with them le... :(
wei kang don't want me to be with their cell group.. haha...
joking...
no cell till I pass my prelims...
and I can tell u in that case I won't be joining u all till next year le..
hais..

sian.. STRAIGHT after september holiday will be my prelims..
omg.. so fast!!!!!!
save me la....
gonna die very very soon!! trust me...

I HATE EXAMS!!!!!

arghh... so sian lor....

I'm tired..
woo~ jolly sandy is good!
haha.. nice nice nice... =D

eunice after my exams then I teach u how to make cookies k.
it's very simple!! =DD